All I Want Is You (Ian Carter X Reader)

~ 1 hour later ~

I felt really bad for yelling at Ian. It's not his fault what happened to me.. I should go apologize. I finally get my balance and walk over to his apartment, I knock a couple time

*knock*
No answer
*knock*
Still no answer, I just twist the handle.
It's open
I let myself in to see Ian on the couch, he's so cute when he's sleeping. I walk over to and sit by him, I elbow him a bit to wake him up,
"Ian"
Still asleep, I shake him a bit to wake him up. While trying to wake him my eye glances to a pill bottle on his stand by the couch, I grab it,
...
It's completely empty, I look back at Ian

"No Ian please no"
I start crying hard, to the point I was getting a terrible headache but I didn't care, I don't even know if he's alive or not. I grab his phone, shaking, I dial 911

"911 what's your emergency?"

"Hello my boyfriend swallowed a bunch of pills I-I don't know if he's breathing or not and I'm just so scared"

"Calm down ma'am the ambulance is on your way right now, do you know what pills he took"
I grab the bottle but it's too blurry to read with all the tears in my eyes, I wipe my eyes and see the word

"Aspirin"
I look back at Ian. Jesus Christ Ian why would you do this.

"How much of it did he take."

"The whole bottle." I start shaking to the point I can't even hold the bottle, I throw the bottle across the room hitting his vase causing it to fall and smash. I lean on Ian with my all my tears and all my snob on his sleeve,
"Ian I love you so much I can't lose you please Ian, not like this, please just wake up."

~ 10 minutes later ~
I hear the ambulance outside, two paramedics come through the door and pick up Ian
One of the paramedics put a oxygen mask on him and bring him into the ambulance. I watch as the ambulance drives off. With hot tears running down my face. I drop to the ground
" I'm so sorry"