Trust Me ?

Tae left after I convinced him that I was 'okay'. I didn't get any sleep that night and when the morning came I knew that there was only one thing I could do. I texted Jimin and told him that we should break up. Jimin answered a minute later with just I understand. That was it. We were over. I had to move on.

One week later they debuted and quickly rose to fame. They had crazy schedules and practices for different performances, and that made it hard for me to even run into them randomly. Tae texted me now and then to tell me what they were doing or asked how I was. It felt nice to have at least one person to talk to sometimes.

I was also starting to get busy. I got a role in a weekend drama. It was my first role and I was really nervous at first, but after a while, I got used to everything. It was fun to act and to meet a lot of new people. I started to focus more on my life right now and my future. I just wanted to move on from my past. And it was going great, until one day my manager told me that I was going to be a special MC on a music program. And it was not the MC part I was worried about, It was what he told me next.

'You will be fine, BTS will be there that day. They can give you some tips.' They will be there... Jimin will be there. What am I supposed to do? How should I act? What should I say? I only have a few days to prepare myself for this, but how? I texted Tae.

Me:

-Hey.. did you hear?

It only took a few minutes before he texted me back.

Taehyung:

-MC? Yes... don't worry. You will do great.

I laughed at his response. I will do great? Is he kidding with me? But I guess since he knows, all of them know about it. The days flew by and I suddenly found myself standing outside of BTS waiting room. We arrived early and my manager just told me that the boys had arrived. He told me to go and greet them. But my body was frozen in place. I should knock. Just knock and go in, greet them, be normal and go out. That's all I need to do. I told myself.