Dear Kid-im-telling-myself-not-to-like,
You know me and I know you. Maybe I'm stupid, and maybe I'm just an annoying girl, but I used to like you.
It was the first time I felt that I could actually do something and not be called derogatory names woman are called if they are dating when people think they shouldn't.
I know you. Your personality and what you enjoy, what you do when you space out and what you do when you're done with what you needed to get done.
I'm gonna be honnest, asking you out to homecoming was stupid. I should've known that you had someone. So, thanks for saying no. Even if it did hurt.
I was being too selfish. I was being too creepy. I'm sorry.
I took pictures of you...and I'm sorry. I knew it was wrong, your friend told me it was uncomfortable for you and your date, so I stopped. I promise you, I've stopped forever. She told me we all do creepy things. I know that. Some girls even continue to stalk there exes online profiles and classes in school, but I'm not one of them.
You are such a kind person.
You kept getting my name wrong so we called you another name and you were mad. When I went to tell your other friend, the person called me a creep. And I know I am one, and again, I'm sorry.
I've decided to not like you anymore, so I'll stop bothering you. I know I'm stupid and annoying and creepy, and I regret being that way.
I fell so hard for you, your habits, your kindness, your personality, and your talents. Things that no one noticed, I noticed. I know I seem like a stalker, I'm not, but there is crazy things people do for love.
I want things to be back to normal, where I didn't give a care about anything and where I thought having a boyfriend was stupid.
So to you who has noticed me, told me the truths, and who will never read this, you are someone who I liked before. My thoughts and emotions don't matter to me until I'm alone, so, just ignore me. It'd help me a lot.
I hope the girl you have now gives you her all. I'm sorry that I liked you.
~Me
P.S. I really messed up, didn't I?
