One Thing I Won't Do

/'Oooh, I fall apart
Oooh, yeah, mmhmm, yeah

She told me that I'm not enough (yeah)
And she left me with a broken heart (yeah)
She fooled me twice and it's all my fault (yeah)
She cut too deep, now she left me scarred (yeah)
Now there's too many thoughts goin' through my brain (yeah)
And now I'm takin' these shots like it's Novocaine, yeah

Oooh, I fall apart
Down to my core
Oooh, I fall apart
Down to my core
Oooh, didn't know it before
Surprised when you caught me off guard
All this damn jewelry I bought
You was my shorty, I thought

Never caught a feelin' this hard
Harder than the liquor I pour
Tell me you don't want me no more
But I can't let go, everybody told me so
Feelin' like I sold my soul
Devil in the form of a whore
Devil in the form of a whore
You said it, no, you said it
No, you said that shit, we'd be together, oh

Oooh, I fall apart
Down to my core
Oooh, I fall apart
Down to my core
Oooh, didn't know it before
Surprised when you caught me off guard
All this damn jewelry I bought
You was my shorty, I thought

Ice keep pourin' and the drink keep flowin'
Try to brush it off, but it keep on goin'
Covered in scars and I can't help showin'
Whippin' in the foreign and the tears keep rollin'
Ice keep droppin' and the drink keep flowin'
Try to brush it off, but it keep on goin'
All these scars, can't help from showin'
Whippin' in the foreign and the tears keep blowin', yeah

Oooh, I fall apart
Down to my core
Oooh, I fall apart
Down to my core
Oooh, didn't know it before
Surprised when you caught me off guard
All this damn jewelry I bought
You was my shorty, I thought'/
- I Fall Apart / Post Malone

Exactly five years ago, Jade and Althea lay their eyes on each other. It was a rainy and gloomy day for Althea, 17th birthday niya pero kakalipad lang ng ama sa HongKong for business matters. Little do they know na ang boring and naive na araw na palang yun ang simula ng isang journey...isang journey na mauuwe to Jade's second fallen angel.
They're just seperated by a glass center table but the emotional distance is too much that even the marraige councelor between them cant define. By the request of their Tita Ruby who begged them to try and make things work, napasubo silang magkita after a month of complete seperation. In that one month, non of them ever speak of the others name or even dare ask for details, they went on as normal as possible, as if they never happened.

"Ehem...shall we start? First my name is Lorna Tolentino, ako yung kinontak ni Ruby to talk to you about your...uhm breaking marraige..so sino si Althea?"

The dignified lady run through her files as Althea raise her right hand, nasa gitna ito ng long couch while the tormented Jade occupy the left solo couch and Althea on the right.
Maaliwalas ang paligid ng opisina, may mga abstact painting sa wall at napaka-vibrant ng shading ng mga gamit. Actually, specialty talaga ni Miss Lorna ang mga ganitong case kaya siya ang pinakiusapan ni Tita Ruby na subukan ayusin kung ano pa mang pag-asa ang natitita sa mga puso ng bawat-isa.

"Okay...so ikaw si Jade?"

"Yes po.."

Jade was as lumpy as a mashed potato, nauna siyang dumating by 20 minutes. Actually, Althea arrived two hours earlier but she choose to stay in her car and blankly wait for nothing. Ganito na siya for the past month, natutulala na lang bigla or worse, napapasabunot na lang sa sarili. They were disfunctional without each other but destructive together.

"Okay, nice to meet you Althea, nice to meet you Jade. Simplehan lang natin ha...lets make this as casual as possible. You two got married at an early age, You Jade, you were rape and gave birth at the age of 16, suffered two miscarraige, when you were 18 and just recently at 22 years of age. You cheated to your wife twice, with Kaye Cal and Dr. Angel Locsin. Your family was disown but was accepted back to the family when you married Althea, your Grandfather and Uncle play Althea's Dad into an unauthorized loan that almost got the Guevarra business banckrupt. This cause your father-in-law to hate you. Your mother and father died last year. You have confess your child to Althea and fight for the your childs custody against the rapist who has been your boyfriend before Althea. Uhm...have i missed anything dear?"