Why Cry? (TMR x Reader) ((ON HOLD))

(Y/N) POV:
I paced around in my room, dread filling my stomach as I thought of talking to Minho and Newt.
"I-I can't explain all of this!" I lightly tugged at my hair, the same heat from before filling my chest.
"Calm down (Y/N)! You have.to.stay.calm!" I gritted through my teeth as i pushed the heat back. I sighed as i glanced to the hiding spot, right beneath a big wooden dresser in my room, I cut out a little hole for the vile box. It wasnt the best, but it sure as hell wasn't noticeable.
"Why do I even bother? They only screw me up even more." I laughed bitterly as I sat on my bed, staring at my hands.
Every now and then, when my blood would pulse faster through my veins and I couldnt control my emotions correctly, this strange heat always fill my chest and then there's a spark! I never notice it unless I damage something, but it gets stronger and stronger.
"It's too much.." I sighed as i stood up, glaring at the door as i made my way towards it. "Alright..woman up (y/n)!" I pumped myself up as i left my hut, making my way towards the mapping room.

**timeskip**
I held my breath as I slowly approached the mapping room, my hands sweaty as I opened the door.
Keep calm (y/n)..keep it cool..
I gulped as i walked in, the room dimmer than it was the previous times I've been in.
"H-Hello? Newt? Minh-"
"AH-HA!!" I saw a figure jump out at me as a scream escaped my lips. I let my hand collide with the first thing i saw, and that happened to be Gally's face.
"Ow! Ow! Ow!" He yelped as he gripped his face.
"..Gally?" I scrunched my face in confusion before realization hit me. "Oh my-Gally!" I ran to his side as he help onto his cheek.
"May i just emphasize..OW!" He yelled again, making me flinch back slightly.
"Well..this wouldn't have happened if you didnt surprise me.." I smiled slightly as he glared at me.
"Well," he started, "this wouldnt have happened if you would've remembered our meet up!" He sassed back, making me 'oh'.
"Oh yeah..that..well I..uh.." I stopped as i saw his knowing gaze, my eyes dropping to the floor.
"Look Gally..im sorry..i saw the note and thought it was for important Glader stuff.." I smiled at him, meeting his eyes finally. "May i say, your signature copying is getting way better sir!" I put my hand on my hip as i watched his eyes light up, a slight smirk crossing his face.
"Well..greatness like this shouldn't be wasted to one talent!" He puffed his chest out and laughed, making me raise my eyebrow before joining him.
"Well Rally, you gave me a great scare..but I think its time to get to work, don't you think?" I sighed before putting my hand on his shoulder.
"You're right..," he sighed,"but it is just the beginning of the day. Why don't we-" "(Y/N)!!" I jumped slightly as I saw two boys running at me. I giggled as I saw it was Minh and Newt.
"We heard a bloody high litch scream and instantly thought you were in trouble!" Newt stated, his breathing becoming more even as he calmed down.
"We freaked as soon as we couldn't find you!" Minh looked exasperated as he explained his side.
"Boys im fine! Just a little scare from Gally!" I nodded in his direction, while he gave a slight wave. "I got him back though, don't worry." I saw there confused glances and sighed. I brought Gally closer to them and showed them his cheek, which was now swollen with a white handprint right in the middle. I heard them take an intake of breath before looking at me confused.
"How in the name of stuck did a shank like you get attacked by a little green bean like her?!" Minho exclaimed, hus eyes bugging out of his skull.
"Well..I mean..shes strong for how tiny she is.." Gally scratched the back of this neck, his eyes casting to the floor.
"Wait..im not tiny!" I yelled as I stomped my foot, all three boys gushing instantly.
"She's so adorable when she's mad!" Minh cooed as he ruffled my hair.
"I'll show you whos adorable!" I rolled my sleeves up as I stomped towards him, instantly making him back away.
"W-Wait..guys!? A little help?" He looked between the two boys, my gaze instantly catching theirs.
"Umm..w-well.." "I-I have to go b-build.." They both staggered as a wicked smile grew.
"Dont worry boys, i have enough for all three of you.." I smirked as they all backed away.
"Should..should we run?" Gally whispered, glancing at the two boys next to him.
"Yeah..yeah we should.." Minho muttered before running away instantly, Newt hot on his tracks. Gally looked at me, waved before joining the other two boys. I felt a laugh ring throughout the forest as i chased the boys, feeling more free than i had in months.

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So..im back?