My Date With The Soccer Player (Cristiano Ronaldo)

So, this chapter isnt much because I moved into my dorm room today. I got here super early, like I am the only one in my suite that is here so. I got bored and wrote this chapter. Now that I am in school my updates will be slower. I will try my best to update every Sunday or Monday, not making any promises though!

This chapter is dedicated to Ilexi_ and evreyone else who commented <3

On to the story...

Amber’s POV

“ooooo, I’m broken do you hear me?

I’m blinded cause you are everything I see

I’m dancing alone 

I’m praying that you heart will just turn around

And as I walk up to your door my head turns to face the floor

Cause I can’t look you in the eyes and say”

The door opened, “Will you shut up?” Irina yelled. 

I turned my iPod off and laid back on the bed.

“This is so awkward but listen. I more than anyone knows how tough it is breaking up with Cristiano. But I really think that you should talk to him because I know for a fact that he loves you and wants you.” she said. I sat up and looked her in the eyes.

“It not the fact that he wants me its the fact that he yelled at me, that he got violent, that he is so insecure about our relationship that he doesn’t believe I am not cheating on him but most importantly its about his temper. I am scared that went we fight or anything in the future that he will blow up on me and hit me or something. I can’t take that chance” I told her.

“Yeah, I understand. I know and have seen the things Cristiano does when he is pissed. One thing I can say is that he was different with you because he is actually trying to contact you to apologize, that is something he never didn’t with me, why? because he doesn’t care for me like he cares for you. I think you need to sit reflect on what you want then make I decision because I don’t mind you staying at my place but the damn heartbreak songs got to stop. Its driving me insane!” she said. I nodded, she gave me a hug then walked out of the room. 

My phone went off, I looked at the caller ID and it was Cristiano. I decided to just let it ring, I need to figure out what I wanted. Right now this isn’t what I want or need I can’t be stuck out here with nothing. My only options are to make up with Cristiano or go home and start over. I can’t leave things how I left them with Cristiano. I mean just walking out on him at the time was reasonable but walking away for good isn’t. 

I laid back in the bed completely torn over the situation. I love Cristiano but this fight was ridiculous. I know for a fact that I don’t want Gareth, he doesn’t compare to Cristiano. Cristiano’s temper is what making me question our relationship. I still can’t believe it, he scared me so much. It made me even more embarrassed having to ask Irina, Cristiano’s ex, if I could stay with her until I figure out what to do. Surprisingly, she was cool about the situation and even supportive. I didn’t fully trust her but she opened up her home to me, so I just don’t know how to feel about her right now. I thought back to the time Cristiano took the time to tell me that he loves me.