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Jin went to work, a little more hopeful, knowing that Namjoon, Hoseok and Jimin wouldn't be there. He was walking along the rail way again, like usual. He thought everything would be ok, but up ahead was the three.

"Shit.." Jin said to himself. He kept his head down and just kept walking. His plan didn't work, however, as they noticed him straight away.

"Hey Jin! You got us fired." Jimin said and approached him. He looked pretty pissed off. Jimin pushed Jin to the ground and kicked him in the side. "We lost our fucking jobs because of you!" Namjoon yelled.

"Maybe you should have t-thought twice about beating me up.." Jin said, which got him a kick in the head.

Everything started to spin.. little black dots appeared in Jin's vision.. until...

Darkness.

Jin POV
Huh..? What's going on? Where am I? What is this awfully dark place? I passed out I guess. But why? I don't remember much.

Oh wait, I think it's coming back to me. Yes! I was walking to work and they beat me up. I think.. it was Hoseok who kicked me? Or was it Namjoon, or Jimin? Ah, I can't remember. But who cares? They've probably just left me there, not even called an ambulance. Not like anyone would fucking care.

Why don't I just end it all? It would be so much easier than putting up with this bullshit. They were fired and yet I still can't get away from them! At least Jungkook came around, but the others won't stop.

If I did leave the world though, I'd miss Yoongi a lot. I don't know if he'd miss me, because I've gotten so much shit in my life I don't know who to trust and believe. It honestly sucks, but I'm used to the pain.

"Jin! Jinnie?! Wake up! Jin! Baby! Wake up..!"

Who's that? Who's that speaking? It sounds like Yoongi... Y-Yoongi.. I want him.. I want to hug him. He makes me feel safe... is it really him?

Everything's going light. Am I waking up? Please tell me I'm not, I don't want to face anything, unless it's Yoongi. I want to see Yoongi. My head hurts.. it hurts badly.

No POV
Jin's eyes fluttered open. He got a little confused, but soon realised he was in a hospital bed. Sitting next to him, was Yoongi, holding his hand. "Jin!" He yelled and kissed his cheek.

"Ah.. my head hurts.." Jin grunted in pain. "Oh, sorry!" Yoongi rubbed the back of his neck, feeling a bit guilty that he had just shouted loudly. "What happened? I don't remember clearly.. all I remember is getting knocked out by either Namjoon, Jimin or Hoseok." Jin said, rubbing his eyes.

"Well, you didn't show up at work. I got worried and decided to look around where you usually love to walk, instead of me just taking you to work. I looked down that train track and saw you knocked out, with a bleeding head. I figured it was one of those bastards, I was right." Yoongi said, he sounded as if he was on the verge of tears.

A tear fell down Yoongi's face. "I'm  so sorry Jin.. I'm so sorry.." he kept repeating. "Why are you crying Yoongi..?" Jin asked, pouting his lips a bit, which made Yoongi smile because he was so cute. "It's just... I fired them so they wouldn't hurt you anymore and it wasn't enough! I don't know what to do.. I guess I'll have to stay with you when you walk to work.." Yoongi said, and put his head in his hands.

"It's not your fault Yoongi." Jin said, but then the door opened. In, walked three boys.

"What the fuck are you ass holes doing here?!" Yoongi shouted and stood up immediately. "I'll make you FUCKING PAY for what you did!" He added. "Yoongi, no!" Jin shouted, to which Yoongi looked at Jin in confusion. "If you hurt them, you will go to prison and I won't see you anymore!"

'Fair enough' yoongi thought, and tried to calm down a little, although it was so tempting to just beat them all up.

"Jin.. we wanted to say we're so sorry. We didn't mean to knock you out, and we're sorry for everything we've done to you." Hoseok said, leaning against the wall. "Oh shut up! You are here just to try and get your jobs back." Yoongi said. "Well it ain't happening. Leave!" He added.

The three rolled their eyes. They left the room and slammed the door behind them. Yoongi walked over to Jin and hugged him.

The two heard a phone ringing. Yoongi looked at his phone and saw that someone was calling him, so he answered it.

"What?" He said, Jin couldn't tell what the other person was saying. "Yeah, sorry I got busy. Ok, ok I'll be there soon! Calm down.. jeez." Yoongi said and hung up. "Jinnie, I really need to go. If you get discharged before I come back, go back to my house and I will meet you, ok? Get some sleep." Yoongi said and handed him the house keys.

"It's alright. Thanks yoongi. I love you!" Jin said, to which Yoongi responded. "I love you too." And he left.

A few hours went by, Jin just slept. He didn't touch his food as the hospital food honestly was disgusting.

Jin was woken up to a doctor. "Ok, Kim Seokjin, you may go home. Remember to drink plenty of water and have some rest. Ok?" He said, and Jin nodded. Jin changed into his own clothes again and gathered his things. He then left the hospital and walked down the tracks to go home.

Jin's POV
What's the fucking point? I don't get it.. why should I continue this nightmare? Why can't I end it all? Just fucking let me!

Is that.. is that a train? Yeah, it's a train. I get to make my decision... end it, or keep living the nightmare.

No POV
Jin stepped close to the tracks. The train getting closer and closer... 

He took a step forward, and he was stood on the tracks. Finally, finally his escape from the hell.

"I love you, Yoongi." Jin said. He wanted those words to be his last words before he's not with him anymore. The train was still a little far away, so he quickly took his phone out and messaged Yoongi, telling him he loved him.

The train was so close. Don't get off the tracks.. don't get off the tracks.. stay there.. stay there.

The train is so.. so close! Almost there and...

SMACK

Jin's head hit the floor. But.. only his head was hurting? Shouldn't he be dead? Did something go wrong? No, no, no no no!

Jin looked up, hovering over him was.. what? Park Jimin?!

The train went passed them both, Jin's one way ticket to being free was gone.

What the hell just happened?

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