Chained by a promise (Editing)

Today Sarah is coming over, and doing my outfit. I am so scared, I never been to a party before. The main reason why I want to do this, is because I want to let the past go. Maybe if I act like nothing happened, then everything will be ok.

I may be tough, but on the inside I am just scared. Scared that I won't fit in, and scared that nothing will ever change. I want to fix the past, but it's so hard. I don't know if I can ever fix anything that happened before, but I can at least try to live toward the future.

As I was lost in thought there was a knock at my door. I went up to answer it, but before I reached the door, someone burst in causing to knock me over.

"Ow! What are you doing!?!" When I looked at the person that had knocked me over I saw Sarah. Sometimes I really want to strangle this girl.

"Sorry...I am just so excited!!!" She was literally jumping up and down. Man, what is her deal?

"Haha, clam down. The party is in two hours, do you think you could get it done in time?" She looked me up and down, and gave me a nod.

I sat down at the end of my bed, and watched her throw everything out of my closest.

"Hey!! I like that dress.." I crossed my arms and pouted.

"You might like it, but it's not party appropriate." I looked at her like she was crazy.

"Well what is party appropriate?" I stood up from my spot on the bed, and walked over to where she was. I saw what she was holding.

"Oh.. no!! Put that back!!" I tried to grab it from her, but she ran away from me.

"Why do you have this?" She pointed to the dress.

"That was my eighteenth birthday dress, but I never wore it. Now put it back!!" She shake her head, and thrust the dress into my arms. She pushed me into the bathroom, and shut the door behind me.

"Your not coming out till you put it on!!!" I ugh...can't stand her sometimes. This dress will give me lots of attention, and I don't like attention.

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It took me about thirty minutes to get the dress on. Once it was on I walked to the mirror, and looked at my reflection. I really was happy with my outfit, it was beautiful.

"Are you coming out now?!?" I slowly walked out of the bathroom, and when I did I saw Sarah's jaw drop. Haha, I need a camera.

"Wow!! That dress is amazing!!!" I nodded in agreement. I really do love it!!!

I walked over to my body length mirror, and looked at my self. I felt, and looked pretty. I am very happy, with this choice. The dress fit my curves just right, and I had matching heals with it. It was a red lace dress. After I got dressed, I did my makeup, and hair. I waked our side, and Sarah told me to pose for her.

I did as I was told. I was shocked with the picture.

I felt so Beautiful, and I can't wait to show off my body. I want to have fun, drink, and party the night away. When I walked back inside my home, Jax was there at the door.

"Hey.." I tucked my hair behind my ear. I felt nervous all of a sudden. Jax looked handsome.
I could barley keep my eyes off of him. He wore a leather jacket, and a black v neck. He looked amazing.

"Are you ready to go?" I nodded my head in response to his question. I never felt so nervous in my whole life.

He got into the car, and started to drive off. As we were almost out of the drive way my phone went off.

<<Don't do anything you will regret later, little sis.>>

I turned and looked out the window, and there he was. My big stupid brother spying on us. I can't believe he thought it would do anything. I was going to a party with an old friend, that I may or may not like. There is nothing that is going happen. I doubt be even likes me that way.

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We drove for about an hour until we reached this big house. I stared at in awe, it was beautiful. Sure I lived in a big house, but not no mansion. I turned to Jax, who was giving me a smile.

"This is the place where the party is??" He laughed a little seeing my shocked expression.

"One of my old friends, is throwing it. I told him by the way that I was bringing you, and he is very excited to meet you." He smiled a little bit at me, and I just smiled back.

We walked up the steps to the big house. When we reached the door, it swung open. I was greeted by a guy in an all black outfit. He looked at Jax then me, and let us through. Once inside the smell of alcohol stung my nose. I never drank before, so I was not used to the smell.

The only thing you saw was girls grinding on guys, people making out in the corner, and people laughing a little too hard, probably from the alcohol. I felt a warm presence behind me, then my hand was grabbed. I looked up to find Jax, he leaned down near my ear. "Don't worry, I won't let anything happen to you, babe." He whispered in my ear, that sent chills down my spine.

"B-babe?!?" I looked at him a look of shock, and anger on my face. Even though I liked the idea of him calling me that, it did not change the fact that it made me so nervous.

"You don't like it?" He gave me an innocent smile, and tilted his head a little bit to the side. I found this cute, I never saw him act like this.
I just decided to ignore it.

"Are you ignoring me?" He grabbed my waist and pulled me closer to him. He leaned down where I could feel his hot breath against my neck. "By the way, you look so sexy wearing that dress." This comment made my heart pound in my chest. I could barley breath, and I could feel my face flush pink.

The thing he did next shocked me to the core.
"W-what are you d-doing?!?!" He looked at me and whispered in my ear. "Just relax baby girl.."

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