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Chapter 10- Peace & Security

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Here we go Chapter 10, In Sarah's POV ENJOY!!!!

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Sarah's POV

Having Francesca and Tim sat in front of us reminded me how Elise and I used to be; don't get me wrong we still love each other just as much as the day we first met but things seems to have slipped a little but, the decision to have another baby in the house was down to me wanting there to be that little spark back in our life luckily enough she agreed,

"Ladies, you are more than welcome to join us" Tim offered, I offered him a smile and kindly declined,

"Thanks Tim but I think we're just gonna sit and chill in here today" he smiled before walking off,

"What we doing today babe?" Elise asked,

"Well I thought we could get the baby process started" I suggested,

"Okay, but about that" my stomach dropped, 'please please don't say you don't want it', "don't look so worried Sarah it's nothing bad" she chuckled which eased my mind slightly but at the same time didn't,

"What's on your mind Elise?" her hands rested on my shoulders as she came and took a seat on my lap and wrapping her arms around my neck,

"I thought well since I carried Xavier..."

"You think I should carry this one" I sat and contemplated, "Elise honey" I said softly,

"What's wrong?" her eyebrows furrowed as she looked at me,

"Nothing" I replied, "it's just... I can't have children" I said softly,

"What...Why?" she asked reasonably calmed,

"The thing is when I was younger...I had the same thing happen to me as what happened to Jayne; I was raped and I fell pregnant with his child and erm well when Mam and Dad found out they said that for my own benefits and for my career they suggested an abortion and I selfishly as it was only thought about my future at the time and well to cut a very long story short...I had the abortion but then I attracted an infection that wasn't noticed and I had something known as PID, Pelvic Inflammatory Disease, and it left me sterile" I came to a sudden whisper and watched as mixed emotions flooded through Elise's face,

"When did you get tested?" she asked,

"I got tested when Terri and I were trying to have a child because she didn't want to carry it" I replied I watched as a single tear rolled down her cheek, "What's the matter?" I asked,

"I just couldn't imagine you having to go through something like that..." she looked like she was going to say something but looked like she decided against it,

"Elise what's wrong?" I asked,

"Nothing...I just...you kind of shocked me I just don't believe you could abort" her response shocked me and yet angered me as well,

"Honey; there's nothing I could have done I had my whole future ahead of me and my parents said if I didn't get rid of it they would have disowned me, I had no other family" I wiped the tear falling down her cheek and she leant into my hand, "please don't be angry with me" I said,

"I'm not angry just disappointed" she replied,

"But then everything was fixed; because I got you and our little girl and I wouldn't of had it any other way" I said,

"Did you know the guy who raped you?" Elise asked, anytime anyone asked me that question it made me grimaced,

"My Uncle" I replied, "but once Mam and Dad found out they reported him and he was arrested" I replied,

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