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"To be honest.." Kaneki paused, "..I'm not sure what really happened.."

"What 'not sure' ?" quizzed Mitsuki, eager to know what he meant.

"I..suffered a slight of amnesia from an accident I can't recall about.." Kaneki replied nonchalantly, " A kind doctor told me that I had lost my 10 years worth of memory. However, he gave me infos about what little he can explain about my parents' death.."

I gave a sad frown. I knew about Kaneki's condition.

"I was..sad to be honest. Not even finding this news to cry about. It's like my sense of emotion was gone the soon I woke up from the hospital bed. He said my mother died by the Doves.."

"Doves?" Mitsuki raised a brow

"Just like you spirit warriors fighting Youmu's, Doves are a Ghouls' killers, hunters in your case. They reform public peace and surround Tokyo in high alerts, ready to turn our kind to extinction.." This made Mitsuki nod. Helding it with pure acknowledgement.

"Must be harsh.." she finally replied

"You don't need to worry about that.."

"But your kind is known to eat humans am I right?" Hiroomi joined, asking another question.

"Can't argue on that. Though it's true that we Ghouls eat the living flesh. But some, like me, prefer eating the suicide victims from nearby cliffs and forests..

"As soon as we are done with eating their bodies, we dug a grave for them as peacemaking to serve what little humanity we have left to give.." then Kaneki paused again, "However, I have mixed feelings with humans and ghouls. I don't know who to get mad from or who to cry for. Probably as my being as a half kind. I have seen the eyes of a human and have felt the hunger of a ghoul. Despite my amnesia, it seems I was able to live well with instincts I've put together so far..

"Anywho, I never knew my parents nor recall what they look like but I had this intense habit from reading books. Another doctor said I got that habit from my father, who was a novelist. His books wasn't all that popular but reading books was his passion from what they told me and with all that explained, they soon claimed that I was a half Ghoul.."

Hiroomi went silent. It looks like he wants to say something but couldn't for some reason.

"Still, aren't you worry about those 10 years of memories you've lost?" This time it was Kuriyama's turn. Kaneki's expression were kept neutral. He sighed and faced Kuriyama lowly.

"It's not like it's all important now. It's all in the past after all and I should focus on what years I have left right now. Making new memories.."

Mirai's POV...

"This place..." "were back at my old home?"

"But why here?"

"Sempai..what color are we now?"

"Let's see.."

" Orenji.."

A fluffy orange cloudy Sheep was up in the air, looking at us lifelessly, despite its big black orbs staring right at us.