panic attacks

Alice had a feeling she knew who was messaging her. The stories lined up and it would be a huge coincidence if it wasn't who she thought it was. She had written all the clues down. She didn't want to be weird at all, it certainly wasn't her intention but she knew something didn't add up

1. His name was David and he was 22
2. He worked long hours and finished his work late into the night
3. He had 2 sisters and a brother
4. He wasn't comfortable talking about his issues straight away.
5. He said it's meant to be uploaded at night but he gets it done at 8am

Regardless of whether these clues added up to the person she thought it may be or not, she didn't care. She would treat them the exact same and help them through their issues regardless of status or stardom.

Regardless of what she thought, she was pulled back to reality by her phone

David
Im in bed Alice

Alice
Ok?

David
Look at the time! I'm in bed early for the first time in a long time!

Alice
Ohhhh

Makes sense

I'm also in bed 🤷‍♀️

David
Ooooh saucy

Both of us in bed

Alice
You're feeling good tonight

David
I've been working hard to get my sleep right and it's improving my mood a lot

Thank you

Alice
You don't need to thank me Davey

David
One day, I want to meet you. I want to tell you how thankful I am for how much of an improvement you have made in my life.

Alice
As long as you're not a serial killer I'm ok

David
Are you a serial killer?

Alice
Yes

The deadliest woman alive

David
Hahahahaha I doubt that

You couldn't hurt a fly

Alice
Is there anything you need to talk about Dave?

David
No.

Alice
I don't mean to be rude, and I do not care at all that you do, but why message me?

David
Because I don't feel complete until I tell you the good in my life that you have caused and then tell you all the bad so that you can make it a good. But at the moment there is no bad.

Alice
I'm sure you work harder to make that happiness for yourself than I do though Davey

David
But you make me want to be happy. I want to be happy for you and I haven't felt that in a while

You make me want to work hard to not feel sad or bad are anxious or stressed.

Alice
You need to feel the need to be happy for yourself. No one should make you want to feel happy until you want to feel happy yourself.

Let yourself be happy dave.

David
I'm working on that Ally.

Alice
Night David. Sweet dreams x

David
Sweet dreams Ally xx