when we first met

i was packing my suitcase as i heard the front door jiggle open, meaning my lovely mother is home.

shit. i haven't asked her if i could go to playlist. it's in two days. umm. okay we can do this.

i ran downstairs to my mom.

"hey mom" i said kissing her cheek

"hey hun!"

"want anything?" she laughed

"mom, you know i love you very much and you mean so much to me" i smiled cheekily

"what do you want now?" she laughed knowing what i was doing

"can i go to playlist?"

"pleaseee" i hugged her from the back while she was putting away groceries

"playlist? what the fuck is that" my mom laughed again. yes my mom swears in front of me i swear in front of her. she's like my best friend. and she's abby's best friend too, it's crazy how close my mom, abby and i are.

"playlist is an event in anaheim california, where influencers go to meet their supporters and supporters meet their idols. payt told me to go with him. AND AND LOLA IS GOING so i wanna go to meet her. i have a few supporters who might be there too!" i said trying to point out everything.

"lola is going so you can totally go! i want you to have a fun time!"

"and payt?" she asked confused

"payton? the guy you met last week. my best friend?" i said looking at her laughing

"oh yeah the sweet heart" she laughed taking off her heels

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"mia wake up! paytons waiting for you downstairs!"

"come on mia get the fuck up." my mom yelled laughing at me

"i'm up i'm up i swear" i said still laying down with my eyes closed, slowly starting to snore

"totally." my mom mumbled and left.

finally. peace at last-

payton and my mom fucking splashed water at me

"IM UP I SWEAR STOP PLEASE-" i screamed and jumped out of bed.

"MIA GET UP GET DRESSED WE NEED TO GET TO THE AIRPORT!" payton yelled shaking my shoulders

"IM UP IM DRESSED LETS GO" i yelled back shaking his shoulders

"mia" payton looked at me seriously

"hi" i smiled widely, he looked like he wanted to slap me

"fine get out" i said rubbing my eyes

i went into the bathroom did my business, washed my face, and brushed my teeth.

we're going to an airport not to meet beyoncé who am i trying to impress. i opened my closet and picked out grey sweatpants with one of my favorite tub tops that has a baby angel in the middle, i also grabbed a oversized hoodie to put on later cause airplanes are cold asf

as i was trying to brush my hair my phone went off, i ran to my bed side table and unplugged it.

incoming facetime call from 'abby🤠🤰'

abby-a
mia-m

a:HEY BITCHH WHAT YOU DOIN

i put my phone on my vanity as i continued to fix my hair

m:HEY WHORE UM i'm getting ready to go to the airport. payt's downstairs waiting

a:OH MY GOD YESSSS YOU BETTER BE EXCITED TO GO! I MEAN PAYTON HOTSTICKLE MOORMEIER IS TAKING YOU TO PLAYLIST!

a: you do know he's totally going to ask you out right?

m:no he's not! plus he's been talking about this girl named avani and she's literally the definition of perfect so um he's probably going to ask her out.

a: if he does he's going to have 3 shoes and hmmm 7 flip flops down his throat.

i laughed while she smiled widely

m: okay abby i have to go down now byeee i love youuu!

a: damn okay text me when you land and bitch you better tell me everything and i mean EVERYTHING! love you moree! have a safe flight

end of facetime call with 'abby🤠

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"you know that feeling where you love someone but you see that someone being happy and laughing with another person? and you're just like 'that should be me, you should be smiling at me not her.''"