I'm Breaking

Chapter 9

"Alright, call one more doctor, I'll be there in a few."

I switched my shoes to more comfortable ones and ran towards the emergency room. As I ran, I noticed that Jimin, Jungkook and Taehyung were standing in front of the ICU. God, these boys really don't get it, do they?

"Chaeyoung!" Jungkook shouted. 

I didn't notice him and continue to run towards the emergency room. When I entered, the ambulances weren't there yet but the nurses were prepare and 2nd year resident Bang Chan or we call him Chris was the other doctor called. 

He specializes in general surgery, and one of the students in the foreign resident program that Sana is also in. 

"Annyeonghaseyo, sunbaenim!" he smiled and waved. 

"Do well, Doctor Bang," I answered.

We heard the first ambulance come in and rushed out. Chan opened the door and I gasped. 

"Her name's Kim Jennie, 27 years old, her blood type's B and she has a severe wound near her liver," the paramedic informed us. 

"Jennie-eonnie, yah, don't do this to me, you idiot!" I said.

"Chaeyoung!" I heard Jihyo. "I'll assist Doctor Bang, yow, Channie, help Chaeng with the next patient."

The next ambulance was coming near as we can hear the sirens. Chanyeol stood next to me as Jennie was being pulled in to the emergency room for first aid. 

Once the second ambulance stopped, Chanyeol helped the paramedic pull the bed out and I let out a tear when I saw Jiyoon on the bed, unconscious.

"Park Jiyoon, 5 years old, blood type O, she has internal bleeding and a gunshot wound on her left thigh," the paramedic told me.

"What..what happened?" Chanyeol asked.

"There was a man who started going in the classroom's in Hannam Elementary School and started shooting kids, parents and teachers. There were more than 20 injuries, the principal was killed," the paramedic guy answered. 

Chanyeol and the other nurses brought Jiyoon in the hospital and more patients from the same incidents were brought in the hospital. 

I kneeled down to Jiyoon and started cry. 

"Jiyoon-ah, eomma is sorry for not going home early last night, I promise I'll pick you up from school, I promise I'll be a better mom," I cried and kissed her forehead. 

"Chanyeol," I heard sunbaenim's voice. "I'll take care of Jiyoon, take Chaeyoung out of the emergency room. Prepare operation room's 7 and 9 for Ms. Kim and Jiyoon's operation."

Namjoon-sunbaenim ordered me to go out of the emergency room but I couldn't. I cried and cried as I saw the sight of my daughter on the bed, unconscious and barely breathing. 

"Jiyoon-ah!" I shouted as Chanyeol and So-jun tried to hold me so sunbae can take Jiyoon to the operation room. 

"Jennie-eonnie!" I bursted my tears out while still being held tight. 

When they were out of the emergency room, sunbae ordered me to take a rest and be a mom for now. Not a doctor, but a mom. A normal mother who would wait in front of the operation room for the result of the operation. 

As Chanyeol and So-jun let me go, I walked out of the emergency room and turned to the ICU corner and sat down there. Not a lot of people go here, so I decided to sit down and pulled my knees against my chest and cried. 

How can a cruel man go to a school for kids and start shooting children for no reason? He even killed the principal! Why...why is this happening?

My tears started to flow down as the thought of Jiyoon crept in my mind. If only I could've been a better mother, she'd be alright, nothing would've gone wrong. If my attention was towards her and not this cramped up hospital, she would've been fine.