I'm Breaking

Jungkook PoV

I read the text message. 

My mouth dropped.

The world around me stopped.

3 months of effort just crashes down with one delivery box. 

Her heart doesn't want to be with me. 

Even if we've shared great memories with each other.

Who cares if it was just as friends or mutual lovers. 

She just..ran without thinking about me. 

About Jiyoon.

Or Jennie, or Jisoo, or Lisa. 

She's smart and stupid. 

But I..I know I love her so much. 

Why is she running back to her past?

Was I not enough for her? 

Were my efforts not good enough?

Do I have to prove to her I'm better than him?

"Jeon Jungkook!" my office door open wide.

Jennie appeared in front of my door, panting and looking worried. Next to her was Lisa and Jisoo, trying to catch their breathes. 

They walked inside my office, Lisa closing my door. And sat on the seats in front of my desk while Jennie remained standing up. Her arms folded, but her eyes softened as she saw me. 

"Jungkook, are you alright?" She asked. 

No words came from my mouth, I just stared at them. 

Older sisters are the words that describe them right now. They knew she ran back to him, they knew I love her, and they thought it was real. 

Just one blue box that was delivered to her today. Just one blue box that changed everything in  one second. 

Jisoo's hand touch my shoulder. 

"It's okay to cry, Jungkook. It's okay," she comforted. 

"I know, I'm sorry about what happened in the hospital but I'm angry too," Lisa said. "Junhoe ruined her life, and I can't help to say thank you for helping Chaeyoung be more human again. The 3 of us are mad about it."

"It's okay, I'll talk her out of this. Chaeyoung is stubborn sometimes. Don't feel bad now, Jungkook," Jennie said.

I blinked, "A-Ani.."

Jennie sighed, "What do you mean no? We're on your side! I hate that man! We hate that man! Jiyoon hates that man! Now don't gi---"

"She's not mine, to begin with," I stated. 

They all looked at me with shocked faces. 

To me, that's true. 

She never belonged to me. She never, not once, was mine. So how can I fight for her? How can I claim that she belongs with me and not his?

I feel empty.

Once again, I feel empty. 

Like the day when Yuri was buried. 

The surroundings around me seems so gloomy. 

I don't know what I should do. 

"Stop!" Jisoo shouted. 

My eyes looked at her as she stood up from her seat. 

"Last night, you were just Jeon Jungkook, youngest son of the Jeon Family. Today, you are Jeon Jungkook, President and CEO of Jeon Foundation and Businesses, friends to all, and not giving up on the girl you love so much!" she yelled. 

"Noona.."

"No. Don't 'noona' me!" she shouted. "Jungkook, we came here because we're worried about you. We're worried that the efforts you've done will fall. You talked to the 3 of us, 2 weeks before Chaeyoung came home, asking us if you can date her. Where's that Jungkook, huh?! Where's that idiot who had the nerve to come to us and ask about Chae?! Stop being a wuss and go get her!"

Lisa stopped Jisoo's hand from slapping my face, "Eonnie, that's enough. I think he gets it."

Lisa turned to me, "Jungkook, you're madly in love with her. You're heads over heels for her. Why do you like you doubt yourself? Don't listen to these 2. I don't want you to run to her and tell her she belongs with you. For me, where Chaeyoung is happy, I'm happy. But not with that hoe. I'm also angry about it, but what can I do? 5 years wasn't enough for her, and 5 years gave you someone who changed your life."

"Where are you getting at this?" Jennie asked. 

"We don't want to be the one who goes to that man's house and beat the hell out of him. Tell Chaeyoung you love her and make her realize that you're worth her time," Lisa continued. "Please, Jungkook. For God's sake, I don't want to see Chaeyoung crying all over again."

I stood up from my chair. 

"You said it yourself. Where Chaeyoung is happy, I'm happy as well," I wiped my tear off my eyes. "I'll take my leave, noonas."

I walked out of my office, dialled my driver's number. 

When I stepped out of the office building, I entered my car with the guard closing the door. 

"Sir Jeon, where to?" my driver asked. 

"Tell Rachel to pick Jiyoon up in school, ask one of Cole's junior agents to search for him," I instructed. 

"Yes, sir," he replied and opened his phone.

After he closed his phone, he looked at me, "Is there someplace you need to go to, sir?"

"Busan, I want to go to Busan."

If she doesn't look for me, then it wasn't real at all.

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i forgot to update last night!

but here's a short chapter

how do you guys feel on Junhoe coming back?

good thing JenChuLi comforted Jungkook.

see you again next chapter!

iz out-------