Crush x Reader (one shots)

Because no matter what I do,
what I'm thinking,
where I'm going,
my eyes always seem to search for you
in a crowded place.

Your p.o.v
I sighed as I closed my notebook, my textbook wide open in front of me. I didn't get anything. I leaned back, raised my hands, and stretched out. I rolled my neck, and heard a slight crack caused by myself, looking down for a long time.

I grabbed my cup and took a sip from the hot beverage. I looked around the small cafe. My favourite place to study. It's so quiet, a calm scene compared to the world outside the beige walls.

I admit, it's very aesthetically pleasing. It's walls, trimmed with white. The pretty lights hung down from the ceiling. The paintings placed on the walls.

My eyes scanned the place. I tried to find something I know I wouldn't find. It became a habit of mine. Every time I go somewhere public, I always try to find something. Actually,

Someone.

I kept trying to find him. C/n. My brain told me I won't find him. My heart on the other hand, believed that I will.

My eyes followed my heart, and searched. I sighed once more in my futile attempt. I grabbed my pens and pencils, and placed them in my pencil case. I closed my textbook, and brought it closer to me.

I gathered all my stuff, and carefully put them inside my bag. My textbook didn't fit, so after I swung my backpack on my shoulders, I held it in my hands. I pulled out my phone and headphones and played my favourite music. (Unrelated but, favourite? Favorite? Is it just the U. S. that does that? Well I'm in Canada 😂😂.)

I walked out the quaint building and out onto the streets. Once again, my eyes wandered the streets. I mentally lectured myself about this as I walked home.

I opened the front door and walked up to my room after locking the door. I dropped my bag on the floor, and flopped down on my bed, my earbuds fell out of my ears. I stopped the music and unplugged them.

I was about to close my eyes for a nap when my phone dinged. I got up and rested on my elbows as I checked the notification.

3:01
Saturday, April XX

Snapchat:
C/n is typing...

Snapchat:
From C/n

C/n:
What you up to?

Me:
nothing much,
i mean i was about to sleep after homework

C/n:
Ughhh don't remind me
I don't get a single thing

Me:
neither do i!
but it's all for the grades 😴😴

C/n:
😂😂😂😂

Me:
seriously,
my parents would kill me if i failed
no joke

C/n:
Same tho
Well I gtg
See you monday

Me:
mhm
bye bye

Opened Just Now

I locked my phone and flopped back down. As I laid down on my stomach, head to the side, my heart fluttered. You know, maybe the reason why I kept searching for C/n, is that I don't get to see him outside school.