OVERDOSE || Daniel Seavey (discontinued)

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"Songwriting is my way of channeling my feelings ad my thoughts. Not just mine, but the things I see, the people I care about. My head would explode if I didn't get some of that stuff out."
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Lillie Jones P.O.V.

We finished the song yesterday, and it'll be coming out tomorrow at midnight. I'm nervous, no one in the Jones family has ever tried to go to the singing industry. EVER.

I take out my phone, ready to post in Instagram.

LillieJones: My first single, 'Yes Girl' comes out tomorrow at midnight!! Click my link in bio to pre-order❤️

Likes: 2M | Comments: 782K

I lock my phone, not wanting to see the comments, knowing some will be negative.

KNOCK
KNOCK

I get up, heading towards my door. I unlock it, and open it to see Faye.
"Is there anything I can help you with?" I ask, going straight to the point.
"I saw your post, just wanted to let you know that I'm excited for it." Faye replies.

"You don't agree with mom on staying in one industry only?"
"I like the acting industry, but our family needs a chance in the singing industry." She confesses.

She somewhat gets it.

"Wait, are you doing a music video?"
"Comes out tomorrow at midnight as well."

"Can't wait."
"I got it on my phone, I could show it to you if you'd like but you have to promise me that you won't spill out anything."
"Deal."

I unlock my phone with my finger print, going to my 'Photos'. I hit the video, handing my phone to Faye.

"Lillie, Lillie can you hear me?" I walk to my room intercom.
"I can hear you, mom." I reply.

"You're leaving in ten minutes for a Good Morning America interview." Oh yikes, telling me ten minutes before leaving?

"Amelia is there with your outfit and all her necessary things to fix you up." Its weird not to hear someone saying to make me look less like trash.

"Okay, I'll be down in five." I turn around towards the youngest twin.

"When you are done, just throw the phone on the bed." I go to my drawer, picking out a pair of underwear, a white hoodie, black leggings, and a pair of white vans- They're dirty white, as in I've walked too much on mud.

I go downstairs, out to see a limo. I open the door, sitting inside.

"Off we go."
About forty five minutes later, we arrive in Good Morning America set.
Im directed to my dressing room, in which Amelia is already waiting inside for me.

"Which is the outfit?" I look at the rack fill with clothing, with four boxes beside it.

"This one?" She picks out a light blue summer dress.
"I like it." I grab it out of her hands.

"Shoes are either this or this." Amelia hands me a black heel and a white one as well.
I strip down, putting on my dress.

"Here." Amelia zips it up in no time. I put the choose right after.

"I like the white one, makes me look more innocent. Don't you think?" I point out.

"White one as well." I take off the black heel and Amelia hands me the other white one.
"Make up and hair." She pats a chair.

We just got twenty minutes left.

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This is it!
"Welcome, Lillie Jones!" I walk on stage, waving at the camera and giving the audience few air kisses.

"Hi, pleasure to be here." I greet both host which I don't know the name of and I'm not really going to waste my time right now and figure that out.

"Pleasure to have you here." Blonde middle age lady says as I take a sit.
"We're going to start off easy... Your realizing a song tomorrow night, what is it about?"

"The first part of 'Yes Girl' Is a relationship that has changed. He always used to let her in. Now he won't share. Won't give. He just reaches into her life to take. And now her life is torn apart as she struggles between her fear and the truth about what their relationship has become. Yes Girl chronicles the path out of abuse."

"The second one?"
"I had a lot of people in my life telling me what I needed to be doing and what direction I need to be going in. I was just getting really stressed out, and I found myself saying yes to a lot of things that I really didn't want to. There's that saying of being a Yes Man, and I was kind of being a Yes Girl. I wrote this song to remind myself that I can stand up for myself and be passionate about things and have an opinion, and that it's not wrong."

"The song is mainly about Shane Harper, am I correct?"
"Yes, very much."

"I'm excited for this, first Jones girl making history in the music industry."
"More to come from me, if this song does good... Well I got a book full of songs."

"Changing topic, the Why Don't We boys twetter out at your earlier today. "
"They did? Huh." I mumble under my breath.

"I actually meet them when I was filming my music video two days ago." I add.
"That must have been fun, which one caught your eye?"

"All of them are pretty good looking, but I'm not looking for someone."
"But if you had to choose between the five of them..."

"To be honest, Daniel Seavey is cute but he's way out of my league."
"That's cute but its the other way around. You're way out of his league." I shift uncomfortable in my chair, I hate when people say I'm way out of their league because of my family, because of what I was born to.

"I don't believe I'm a goddess."
"It's like your break up with Shane didn't hurt you."

"I was taught how to be stone-cold, self-reliant, to hold myself high and poised, with a ready smile and a subtle charm ready to conquer the world. So I learned from early on to only cry behind closed doors, on dim lights, without sound, to howl in pain silently, to break down without anyone knowing, and to never ask for help. Because when no one sees you suffering, do you really suffer? Much like, when a tree falls in a forest and no one is around to hear it, does it make a sound? I can always just pretend that whatever pains me never happened, and I always go back and face the world pretending I'm okay."

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I know Poots isnt the main character, but it will be the character of the girl in the album!