"It's so fucking twisted, you know. This whole 'love' thing. Like really? You fall in love and you literally fall. You crash to the ground and I swear to god all your bones break. You're fucking shattered but you don't notice because you've got this...
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__ "When a problem is disturbing you, don't ask, << What should I do about it?>> Ask, <<What part of me is being disturbed?>> __
Lillie Jones P.O.V.
Soon midnight of the very next day rolled around with me just being a lazy bum and spending the time in bed while eating Reese's Pieces flavored ice cream.
DING
I look down at my phone to see that it's 11:58 pm.
Two more minutes and its out!
I slide my finger against the screen, going to twitter.
@ JonahMarais
Cant wait @ LillieJones
@ LillieJones
@ JonahMarais me either . thank god u were there for support
I hit send to my reply, biting my lip nervously.
My very first single is dropping out in a minute, a minute! This is the moment that changes history.
"We should do a live at midnight." Faye walks into my room with her Mac laptop in her hands.
"We should just log into my account." And she does, going to Instagram. Famous people get a special form of Instagram to go live in laptops, it's weird but I like it. It means I can use my phone at the same time.
Faye gets it prepared in seconds and once the clock hits midnight, the live starts.
"Hello!!" I exclaim to the camera, hundred and hundred of people joining my every ten seconds.
"Right about now my single should be out and y'all are able to listen to it now. Faye is here with me but Elisa is doing her own thing. Wouldn't be surprised if she was working on getting the perfect wing." I add.
"I already listen to the single though. Best song in the whole wide world. I want her to make more songs." Faye reads few comments in her mins, responding to few.
"No worries, I can sing-" I cut myself off as I read a message, laughing.
"Sorry, sorry. Jonah just commented something." He was wondering if I could write a song about him.
"I'll think about it pizza boy." I smile at the camera, I don't like him but he's my friend.... Like boy best friend.
"But I'll sing a bit of a song I wrote not a while ago instead of 'Yes Girl'.
"Somebody get me a hammer. Wanna break all the clocks and the mirrors. And go back to a time when it was different. A time when I didn't feel like there was something missing. Now my body and mind are so distance. Don't know how to escape from this prison. How can I? Free mind? Cause I can't breath. I cant breath. I cant breath. I cant breath. Uh uh uhh. Uh uh uhhh." I sing, I didn't want to continue but when I start singing I can't never seem to stop if I'm being honest.
"I really want to release an album." I confess, I got at least a box full of songs.
"Oh hi Natalie! Tavi! I missed you guys."
"I'm going to re-watch the music video. Sorry guys but Lillie has to leave." Faye tells the viewers, she ends the live, staying in her stop beside me on the bed.
"I taught you were leaving." I point out.
"Nah, I'm watching it here." Faye replies, she pulls up youtube, searching up my VEVO.
"Wait I want to see it too!" Elisa rushes into the bedroom, snuggling beside her twin on the bed.
I move the mouse to the play button, pressing it.
The music soon starts coming out loud.
After its finished, Elisa and Fraye look shook.
"Is it that bad?" I wonder.
"W-What? No!" Elisa exclaims.
"That was amazing! You should be in the music industry not the acting with a voice like that!" Fraye Says.
"Aww, thank you guys!" I giggle, bringing them into a group hug.
*For the rest of the chapter... I'm going to make a social media edit. The end has a small bit of writing!*
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@ LillieJones Thank u @idrawlouis for this very cool drawing of 'Yes Girl' 🙃 Apart from that, what are your thoughts of 'Yea Girl'? Love y'all😘😘 Of course, 'Yes Girl' is another girl, a character. Not me, but the internet will know it soon!
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@ Charlie.r.heaton: Natalie wont stop listening to it
@ LillieJones: HAHAHA!! GOOD! I knew she would love it!
@ Unclejezzy: good job👍🏽
@ Nattyiceofficial: @ Charlie.r.heaton why y exposing me?
