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Armani

Sitting under our tree was what I did every day since I've started school again, it brings me peace and comfort knowing I shared memories here with someone I loved.

A few minutes later I felt as if I was being stared at so I open my eyes to see boy who I saw the first night I came back staring at me, his shocked face only brought confusion towards me, I looked side to side to see if there was someone next to me, but I saw no one.

He brought his hands up to a motion as if he's about to sign

I looked at him curious as to what he was doing he started spelling out my name, my full name at that

"Armani nianka Grit" I stare at him looking for anything that would say I'm hallucinating

"Archie" he falls on his knees holding his face in his hands crying, I stare at him covering my mouth I choke on my tears

I can't believe it

He's still here, he didn't leave, he waited for me

I feel arms wrap around my body his scent enveloping me, I wrap my arms around him tightening my arms around him, making sure he doesn't go away

We sat in each other's embrace for so long I didn't notice the stares thrown our way or the students trying to get to class.

When we did break off I didn't want to let him go.

He grabs my hands in his and holds them there encasing small circles on my knuckles, we stare at each other not knowing what to say, before I can comprehend what's going on he smash his lips to mine, putting all his emotions into there; grief, fear, confusion, love,

I returned every single feelings that he's sent me.

Out of breath we break off, looking in each other's eyes one emotion stood there; Love

He still loves me, after all these years he still loves me

I let my sobs come out again

I really don't deserve him

His big hands embrace my face as he wipes my tears away, I look into his eyes again

"You waited" he nod his head

"You really waited,"

"Why would you wait for me after three years, why didn't you get on with your life Archie are you dumb?" he smiled at me, leave it to Archie to find something like this funny

He brings his hands up and signs "I waited because I love you, I would never move on with my life if you're not in it, I never thought you were going to come back, but I promised myself that I would wait for you, even if it took years" tears sprung to my eyes again

"Damnit Archie, you're making this so hard, I didn't think you would have waited for me after so long, I thought I would just come back and finish high school as a death girl with no life, but Archie you're making it so hard,

"Do you know how much I thought about you when, you were in my thoughts every second of the day, thoughts about if you would ever love me again, if you were still here, if you hated me, despised me for making you wait so long, I fell into depression,

"Thoughts that were never to be there were there why, why are you making this so damn difficult, why don't you leave me and find someone else, someone who won't keep you waiting and waste three years of your life, someone who's not death, someone who doesn't need others to write down what they want to say instead of saying it out loud WHY DAMNIT"

I let the sobs wreck my body, I couldn't look at him, I felt as if I failed him, but he still loves me after all this, I have so many flaws yet he's still here

"Do you want me to pick someone else?" I look at him

I didn't

"No, I don't," he nods his head and I felt my heart break

"Would it make you happy if I picked someone over you?" I shake my head again

"If it doesn't make you happy then I won't go through with it" I look at him shocked

He's so damn stubborn

"I didn't pick someone else because they don't have the same qualities as you, they can't compare to you, just because you're death doesn't make me not want to be around you, Armani you don't know how awesome you are, you're brave, courageous, beautiful, artistic, sweet, loved, you're everything for me, everything I ever want in a person, I want to make you my wife, I want to have kids with you, and I want us to get old together, is that so much to ask for?"

I didn't know what to say because he said it all, all the things I wanted with him he wanted with me and I couldn't be happier

"No, not at all" I embrace him in a hug, loving the way his arms slide around my waist, we stay there together until we hear the bell for the end of the day ring, we smile at each other, he stood and gave me his hand I took it and stood up, I turn around to walk away when his hands slide around my waist he rest his chin on my shoulders and averts me towards the parking lot, I stare confused until I figured he must have a car.

I let him walk me towards it on the way surprised looks get thrown our way, and I just sigh I frustration people will judge and I won't budge because there's nothing I can do about it, they can think anything they want, say anything they want but it won't change anything because in the end I'm with man I love and nothing can change that.

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This chapter sucked sorry y'all
Bye babe's

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