I'm Breaking

Chapter 22

This time it's just a message from Jungkook. We've been sending pictures to each other whenever we do something and right now he sent me a video of Jiyoo singing 'You are my Sunshine' in english.

Yes, Jungkook does know how to speak English. He studied in a private school, who are you kidding? It's just that he's very shy if I ask him to speak in English.

I replied to him, "Tell her she's amazing and eomma misses her. How are you, Jeon Jungkook? Did you eat breakfast? Are you sleeping early?"

Then I pressed the send button.

After closinf the laundry room's door, I walked to the open space between the dorms and the hospital.

Everyone was participating in making the bonfire. Putting twigs, and digging a small and wide hole in the ground.

Seungkwan then placed the oil on the tree branches then they lit the fire.

We were having smores and grilled meat. It's just our first week and we've been put to the test already. Especially the surgery last weekend.

Although we don't have as many patients yet, though the UN has been sending us equipment and money for the mission.

Jihyo and the rest of the girls helped cook or put the chairs around the fire. I sat one of the chairs and just looked at them.

"You thinking about someone is new and rare," Jihyo said and sat beside the chair next to me. "Is it Sir Jeon?"

"Yah. Eonnie--"

"Junhoe is long past, Park. He ruined your life and career but Jeon Jungkook..he can change your life, Parkie."

I smiled at her, "Parkie, I can't believe you're approving of someone to date me. Especially someone with a very high profile. But, Parkie, I don't love him."

"Yah, since when did 3 Park become 2 Park only?" Chanyeol butted in. "Oh, I see Jihyo already told you our opinions of Sir Jeon."

I gasped, "Even you?"

He smirked, "Me and Jihyo are the older Parks. We know everything."

Jihyo looked at him with disgust, "Aigh. Can you just get straight to the point, Park Chanyeol? Or I'll rip your head out."

Chanyeol laughed, "Alright, alright. Relax, Parkie." He looked at me, "Chaeng, when will you start getting in reality?"

"What are you 2 talking about?" I looked at both of them.

"Come on, Chaeng. Stop making your past the reason why you won't admit that Sir Jeon is the man you love? Probably, you love him more than Junhoe. I swear, that man only liked you for your hot body and Jungkook..well hot body and you," Jihyo shrugged. 

I stood up, "I consider him as a friend that takes care of Jiyoon, you know like Jennie-eonnie. Or like Namjoon-sunbae and Yoona-sunbae. Okay? Let's not bring this up, if we will, then let's talk about how Channie always uses the backseat of my car to have sex with his flings."

Chanyeol put his hands up as if he surrendered, "Alright, Jihyo, you're left. I don't want my car privileges to be taken. It's the good place to have sex with my flings."

So-jun interrupted our conversation, "Hey, guys. The meat is ready, Doctor Park should do the toast."

"Okay, let's not bring this conversation anymore," Jihyo suggested and followed So-jun. "Just tell us if you finally realize you love him."

Aish, jinjja.

These people are unbelievable. 

We walk to the area where they were grilling the food. It smelled good, finally, a dinner where I did not have to cook by myself. I don't know how to use the stove in the kitchen and I either eat something half-cooked or over-cooked.