My whole life, I never really knew what it meant to lose yourself.
To truly be lost in your thoughts
Your desires
Your wishes
&
Your own state of mind.
I always used to think- what's lost shall be found.
But how naive was I to think that?
At the beginning of it all I believe I was happy.
Happy with him
&
who I was as a person
I like to think that at one point in time I had some control over my emotions
My thoughts
&
My actions.
But I know that deep down that's a lie, and just something I like to tell myself
Because in reality I know that my emotions, my thoughts and my behavior- belong to you
And it always has.
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Exploit | J?G
Romance"You're the reason I act like this, you push me to this point!" He pushed as his eyes visibly darkened, causing my body to tense. "I-I'm sorry." ~ In which a girl looses herself mentally due to the darkness that dom...
