I'd Rather be Dead Instead

"March 10, 2013
I 
left your dad
The day of divorce
The most bitter-sweet I've ever had
Because I was free 
To travel out of here
Then he never allowed me
To take my belongings
But my ex
Revived me
With another date
With his loving
And I 
Never thought
I could
Fly in love
And I was right
I never loved him again
But I needed his money
I needed my health
To continue my BA
And send money to your dad
But by that time
He was already dead...", I read out, "I hate how they are mundane and needn't an elaboration whatsoever!"

"Do you still blame her?", Brendon's question wasn't in place, but,

"I need a psychiatrist!"

"Kill yourself!"

"That's exactly, precisely, and utterly, what I'm gonna do!"

"I'm kidding!"

"I'm not!"

"Ms. what was her name? "

"Amy De la Cruz Park now!"

"Sheesh, your life is a rollercoaster of plot twists and emotions, how can you?"

"How can I what Brendon?"

"Be so...emerged!"

"Life's circumstances put you in the darkest corners of the darkness and in the most complex pathways of the mazes to lose yourself in order to discover and find yourself again, don't you think?"

"I think you're a philosopher, Linds!"

"The next page guys,
June 12, 2013
That's when I did the heart surgery, I had some fats they needed removing and a vessel they needed replacing and they said that if I stay this way I will have to get an artificial heart, and I didn't want that, so they said that they will keep having check-ups on me for every three to six months and they need to keep my glucose level stabilized and all of that, so from that moment on, I started having my own fitness trainer and dietician, all thanks to my ex, and who I actually needn't a fitness trainer after two years and four months, so I became one on October 1, 2021, and on September 7, 2025, I became a dietician, and the rest came alongside my BA in dieting and did a Teaching Diploma, which I finished on May 29, 2017, and my Masters as a Speach 抖阴社区r which I finished on January 17, 2021.

That's my life, sorry, my thoughts aren't really organized, so I didn't really organize the dates, but at least they are stated, just don't use them against me, like I know you will use his secrets against him, I know you, and I am on your side, for the wrong before the right!"  

"Do you still blame her?", they asked.

"I still have tons of unanswered questions, and I will resume reading tomorrow buenas noches amigos!"