Why me?

Just a small warning there's a couple lines mentioning self harm, even if it's not a lot I'm still warning everybody just in case you might be sensitive. I will mark where it starts in case you want to skip that part

Flashback

I opened my eyes only to meet the beautiful mesmerizing eyes of Angelica.

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Angels POV

I was sitting on my bed reading one of my favourite books, The Hunger Games, when all of a sudden I hear a large group of footsteps heading right towards my bedroom door. Oh god fuck fuck shit this hasn't happened in a long long time but I didn't do anything wrong did I? Sometimes when I do something really bad Landon, my brother and a couple of the packs warriors kick the living shit out of me while the rest of the pack watches.

The footsteps all of a sudden stopped, signifying that they're at my bedroom door. Well this sucks was all I could think to myself before the door knob started turning and the door quietly creaked open. I didn't get to see who it was but I smelt the delicious scent of chocolate and sweet caramel.

MATE

Holy fucking shit my wolf has not said anything to me in so long this is amazing. Wait hold up a minute, who is this smell coming from?

I opened my eyes at the same time as this mystery man did but I was only met with the eyes of Landon. WHAT?! LANDON! WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK.

We broke out of our trances and he very quietly said

"Why?" I will admit that just ripped my heart in half.

"Why would the Moon Goddess do this to me? I'm so perfect in every way and she repays me in giving me a murdering piece of shit?!" He said angrily but yet so calmly.

He slammed me against the wall which hurt like a bitch on the back of my head where it was ripped opened last night.

"Please don't." I managed to whisper out.

"You're a waste of space and don't deserve to even be apart of this pack, nobody would care if you died." He said looking me dead in the eyes. Looking into his eyes, I saw the pain, the terror, and fear he was facing having just realizing I was his mate. He's so scared of the judgement the pack would place of him and it's causing him so much pain.

He's not in pain because of me being his mate, he's in pain because of what he's about to do, he's in pain because he has to look tough in front of his pack members and he's in pain because he truly deeply wants us to be together. His wolf is accepting us, I can feel it through Lexi (my wolf) and I can tell his wolf is mad about what he's about to do. Here we go.

"Angelica maybe this could have worked if you were prettier, not a murderer and not completely useless. I'm not really sorry but I have to do this." He said while staring even deeper into my eyes, his swirling with more emotions by the minute from him seeing how much I'm suffering inside.

"I, Landon Hudson, Alpha of the Blood Born pack, reject you, Angelica Moon omega of the Blood Born pack." He said tearing up but quickly stopping when he heard everyone behind him laughing at me and applauding for him.

He stared into my eyes one more time just to get one last glimpse of how broken I am inside.

Sick.

He turned away and started high-fiving all the others. The group all then turned around and walked out, slamming the door hard behind them.

I can't be here anymore.

Well here's another one, I just wrote two chapters in a row and I'm very proud of myself. I hope you all enjoyed! See ya next time- YouAlreadyKnow