Asylum

Sam woke up from loud yelling from downstairs. He sighed and stood up slowly. Walking downstairs quietly, he heard the yelling get louder. It was Jake and Colby. 

"Jake back away from Colby. Colby you back away from Jake." Sam said sounding annoyed. 

"As you wish prince" Colby backed away from Jake and over to Sam, softly kissing his head. "I'm sorry the yelling woke you up." Colby said softly. 

Jake rolled his eyes before sitting down and making a bowl of cereal. Colby kissed Sam on the cheek before walking upstairs.

"Can you at least try to get along with him? Jake you are my best friend. And he is my boyfriend so please. I'm begging you. Please try." Sam sighed. Jake looked at him and put his empty bowl in the sink.

"Sam I love you. But until he admits what he did, with a reasonable explanation as to why he did it. I will not forgive him. I will not be nice to him. I will keep wanting nothing  more than to see him back where he belongs." Jake stood up and began walking away.

"He did admit to what he did. He is changing. Why can't you?" Jake turned around and looked at Sam.

"He killed my brother. My best friend." Sam looks at Jake. 

"I know that Jake. But you have no idea what he has been through." Jake scoffed and shook his head.

"What hell and back? What makes him deserve forgiveness? Huh? His brother was not killed in cold blood. He didn't lose his best friend and his brother at once." Jake bite his lip softly. 

"But he did." Sam stands up and walks away. Leaving Jake standing alone and confused.

Sam walks upstairs to his shared bedroom. As he was about to open the door he heard sniffling. He slowly opened the door. He saw his boyfriend laying on the bed, a blanket covering him and a pillow covering his head. 

Sam sat on the corner of the bed, softly rubbing Colby's  back. 

"Talk to me love" Sam said. His voice soft. Colby rolled over on his side and pulled Sam closer to him. Laying his head in the blondes lap. Sam smiled softly, playing with his boyfriends hair. 

"Jake can't even look at me..." Sam nodded listening to his voice. "... I just... he was always nice to me.. then he found out what I did and... and im not proud of what I did... im sorry.. im really sorry for everything I ever did in the past. It haunts me and I wish I could go back and change it but... I cant..." Sam kissed the brunettes cheek.

"I know that and I know you've been through a lot. Do you want me to talk to him for you?" Colby shook his head slightly. 

"He wont listen to you... he believes that im a monster and... I don't know maybe he's right..." Sam looked down and made Colby look at him. 

"Colby you are not a monster. Your childhood made you into something that you are not. And you changed. I remember when I first met you. You killed a guard and now im looking at you. I see nothing but regret." Colby nodded his head before looking towards the door seeing Jake standing there. He pushed himself away from Sam and covered himself up again. 

Sam looked at Colby confused before looking at the doorway. 

"How long were you here?" Sam said as he stood up.