Falling For It ??

Thirty Two

"I have faith that it was a one-time thing. One-time, unintentional situation." He said kissing me on the lips softly. "You can't beat yourself up. That will only make me feel worse."

"I don't want that."

"Then forgive yourself." He smiled. "You said that the reason you never told me was because it was just not in your mind, right? It wasn't important or meant anything to you, right?"

"Right." I said softly with a slow nod.

"Then that's the end of it. I will admit I was really hurt, and angry. I thought..." He paused and sighed before allowing me to turn more so that I hooked both of my legs over his. I was able to see him better this way and I started to run my fingers through his hair. He closed his eyes and let out another sigh through his nose. "I thought that you didn't love me. It hurt. But I was never going to leave you." He opened his eyes and the dark orbs were warm and filled with love. "I was upset, but I know that you would never so something to intentionally hurt me. I know that isn't the case with this situation, okay?"

He started playing with the ends of my hair and his words made me feel as if a weight had been lifted. Though I still felt a little remorse for putting him through that, I did understand what he was saying. "Thank you." I said. "I don't deserve your patience or kindness but I appreciate it so much."

"I love you." He smiled.

"I love you too." I replied. I leaned forward and kissed him, keeping my lips on him for a long minute. I kept them there and just felt the love and affection replace the guilt and sorrow. When I pulled back, he leaned his head on my shoulder.

It was just for a moment before his head shot back up, and his eyes were wise. "Hey!"

"What?" I asked. His sudden movement had made me jump and now my heart was beating faster than a hummingbird's wings.

"You took a shower without me?!"

I laughed at his playfulness and leaned my body into him. "I needed a cry space without waking you up."

His playful attitude was subsided and he brought both of his hands to my cheeks holding me steady, not letting me take my eyes off him. "Listen to me. I don't like to hear that you are crying alone. You are my girlfriend; we are partners and I love you. From now on you don't get to cry alone. Your tears are my tears."

I laughed and kissed him softly. "Okay. I'm sorry. How can I repay you?" I teased.

A cocky grin spread across his face and he tilted his head just a little. His eyes danced with mischief, and I could see the wheels in his head turning as his gaze barreled into my own. "Move in with me."

"I am moving in with you." I laughed.

"No, I mean, right away. This weekend."

"What? I have 2 more months on my lease."

"So?"

"So!"

"Eat the two months. I'm sure they would be happy to get a head start on releasing it, and I don't want you away from me anymore." He snuggled me closer to him and allowed his body to fall against the soft mattress, bringing me down with him. "I want you here. I don't want to wait anymore."

"You really want me invading your space, your time, your privacy." I asked with an amused tone.

"Yes." He answered with no hesitation.

"You don't want to soak up the time you have left in your own space?"

"No." He said kissing me on the tip of my nose, then on my forehead. "I want you. I want you here. That is how you can make it up to me. Be moved in completely by Saturday."

I paused and read his eyes. There was no hesitation, no unsure flashes. He was serious. I moved so that I was on top of him, my towel opening up just a little as I straddled him. I kissed him long and hard curling my tongue through his teeth and teasing his tongue with mine. I locked him in the kiss for as long as we both could breath. His lips felt like satin against mine, and when I bit his bottom lip, a small growl erupted from his throat.

"I'll be in by Friday." I smiled.

He smiled back, and I could see the glee sparkle in his eyes. He was adorable. He was fucking gorgeous. "Good." He smirked. "Because I don't think I can take not waking up to you anymore. You start my day off in the best way possible."

"I love you Min Yoongi, do you know that?"

"I do." He grinned.

His hands that were once on my hips over the towel moved up, and his grin went from flirty to saucy in seconds.

"What do you have on your mind, Mr. Min?"

"Mmmm." He hummed pulling my towel down to reveal the rest of my body. "I have you on my mind, baby." He leaned up making me sit up and straddle his lap. His lips captured mine in a new kind of heat I had never felt before. I whimpered into the kiss, loving the way his mouth was so dominate and alluring. My legs clenched at the thought of how it felt on other parts of my body. He chuckled darkly moving his lips to my neck. "You are the only thing that has been on my mind." He breathed against me. "I will always have you on my mind."

He placed a gentle kiss on my collar bone and continued peppering up my neck with the same pressure, I giggled at the sensation, but didn't pull away.

As I said, I loved the way his mouth felt on me.

Unbeknownst to me, he didn't have to work that day either.

He insisted on me accompanying him in the shower. It took three mutual climaxes before he would let me get out and dry off. Once we were out, he wanted to go over "house rules."

"I shouldn't have to remind you about Topless Tuesday, right?" he said. "You're not allowed to wear anything above your hips."

He said it in a serious tone, but I could see that he was trying to hold back a smile and laugh. I smirked at him. "Of course. I should assume that Naked Sundays would also carry over into this house, correct?"

"Oh yes." He said licking his lips over his food that I had made him. "I insist that it does."

I took a bite of my pasta before another idea came to mine. He was taking a bite of his own when I asked. "What about Fuck Me Friday?" I kept my tone neutral, trying to be as teasing as possible.

He wasn't expecting that, and choked a little on his bite. "What?"

"As well as Oral Wednesdays?" I asked, keeping my poker face strong. "I don't think this would work out if Oral Wednesdays weren't a thing."

"Who gets the oral?" he asked raising an eye brow.

"I do, of course." I said taking another bite. He stared at me for a moment, and I let out a soft giggle. "You can too if you deserve it."

"Deserve it?" he asked.

"Right. I'm not going to reward you if your pussy eating is mediocre. There's no sense in that." I said licking my lip.

"Baby...you're walking on thin ice." He growled, his eyes turning black.

I leaned forward with a smirk. "Good thing I know how to swim."

Needless to say, the rest of our pasta was ignored, and Yoongi was more than happy to prove that he was a deserving participant in Oral Wednesday.