can't stop thinking

Thursday, 2nd of January of 2020

Maybe it's ok that I'm not ok
Around too many people
Maybe it's ok that I can't be surrounded by strangers
Drowning in crowds
Maybe it's ok that I can't talk when I'm overwhelmed
Maybe it's ok that I'm shy

Maybe it's ok that I'm quiet
Maybe it's ok that I'm calm
Maybe it's ok that I'm a hermit crab
That I like to be alone
That I enjoy the rain, misty mountains, the sound of the waves and the sand in my toes
A silent night at home
Instead of going out to loud places with loud people

Maybe I'm ok