Why Me?

Alex

Uh oh. No, no, no, no! "NO!" I scream. "WHAT'S WRONG??" Ashley screams running up the stairs. "Uh-NOTHING!" I yell back. "Alex. What's that?" He asks pointing to the stick in my hand. "A-- a pregnancy test." I reluctantly stutter out. "Alex, are-are you..?" He trailed off. But I knew what he was asking. I slowly nodded.

Ashley stormed out of my room and punched a hole in the wall. "Ashley calm down." I convinced. Trust me, I want children but not yet. "I WON'T CLAM DOWN! MY BABY SISTER IS FUCKING PREGNANT! I'M GONNA KILL HIM" Ashley yelled while running down the stairs. I chased after him while running to his best friends house, and also my boyfriends. Oh well I should update you a little, I'm dating Jeremy Ferguson a.k.a Jinxx bassist/violinist of Black Veil Brides. Yeah... I caught up to Ashley and he banged on the door. "JEREMY FERGUSON GET YOUR ASS DOWN HERE!" He yelled through to door.

The door started to open and I held onto Ashley so he would instantly pounce on him. "Ashley stop." I begged. "Jinxx, you fucked up, you fucked up real good." Ashley gritted his teeth. "What did I do?" Jinxx asked looking very scared. "You fucked my sister!" He said more quietly. "Uhm.." Jinxx looked more confused. "Ashley STOP!" I finally screamed. "Uhm Alex, what's going on?" I let go of Ashley and stepped inside Jinxxs' house. "Jinxx I'm, I'm pregnant." I said barely audible. he was silent. "Say something." I begged him.

He smiled. He smiled like he was a 6 year old boy at Disney Land for the first time. "Oh, my god." He said. "I'm going to be a father." He said. I was hugged and spun around. I smiled. "I thought you would be angry." "Why would I be? I'm gonna have a child with the women I love!" ashley was still fuming with anger while watching this all happen. "Are you gonna keep it?" Ask Ashley. Which might I add completely ruined our moment. I gapped.

"Of course I'm gonna-" then I thought. What about school? Work? Age? Ugh. "Keep-" I can't. I can't keep it. I'll just put it up for right at birth adoption. "I'll keep it but-" Jinxx frowned. "Put it up for adoption." Jinxx just stood there. I see a tear fall from his eyes. "Jinxx, babe. It's just, I'm 17 and I have school and work to pay for stuff-" "I can pay for it. Just please." "Jinxx I'm not ready. I'm sorry." I say truthfully.

I ran past Ashley to Andy's house. He's like my best friend. I can tell him anything. Apart from Dana and Aaron, he's the only person I can tell everything. Not even CC or Jake at this close to me. Tears were now streaming down my face. I knocked on the door. "Hey Alex ho-" he stopped when he looked at me fully. His face dropped. "A-Andy, I'm pregnant and I-" he stopped me. "Let's go talk inside." He guided me to his room. "W-well I'm preg-pregnant with Jinxxs baby and I- I can't keep it. I'm too young." I cried. "Shh... You're doing the right thing. You're only 17. You have quite I bit of life ahead of you." He said to me while I cried in his shoulder. "Jinxx wants the baby." I continued. "Oh, what was his reaction when you told him you don't want to keep it?" Andy asked concerned as to what Jinxx did. "He began to cry." I faintly said. I hugged Andy tighter.

I thanked him for being so understanding and the next thing I know is I kissed him. It felt so soft and cooling with his lip ring and- wait what am I saying. I can't pull away my body won't let me. We both pulled away. "Uhm.." Was all I can say. "You're a good kisser." Andy said. I looked at him. "You too." I said back. WHAT AM I SAYING? "Oh, my god. I just cheated on Jinxx." "I cheated on Scout." He said.

I ran home and cried more. Ashley asked me multiple times what was wrong and I wouldn't tell him. So I called Dana to come over. she was here in about 5 minutes. We have been friends since grade 1 and we are in grade 12. She walks in instead of knocking. "Alexandra Purdy what the fuck did you do?" She asked me. "Don't use my full name." I told her laughing a bit. "But I'm pregnant" I tell her. "Woah. I don't talk to you for about 6 hours and you're prego." she exclaimed. "And-" I cut myself off. "There's an 'And'?" She asked. "And I cheated on Jinxx with-" I was cut off. "You what?" Jinxx said dropping what he was holding. "Jinxx I-" I tried. "No. First you say you don't want the baby-" "you what?" Dana interrupted. "And then you go and cheat on me?" He cried. "Jinxx I kissed him I'm sorry. I didn't mean to I didn't know what I was doing." I cried even more. "Who did you kiss?" Dana asked. "Jinxx I-" I tried again. "No, we're done." Jinxx cried running out the door. I was bawling

Andy

I can't believe what just happened. I kissed Alex, and liked it. It felt like I was hers and only hers. Scout never made me feel like that. Then Scout walked into my room. "Hey baby, I just saw Alex running down the street. She was crying what happened?" She asked. "Uhm." I responded. I can't tell her I cheated on her. She'd flip on Alex. Who knows what she would do. Just tell her, she'll understand. I thought to myself.

"Tell me what?" Scout asked curiously. Shit, did I say that out loud? "Yeah you did." Scout said again. "I uhm. I maybe sorta kinda kissed Alex ish?" I said questioning it as if it didn't really happen. "W-what?" Scout stuttered."i kissed Alex. And-and it felt better than any kiss with you." I blurted. Oh shit. "How-how could you?!" She cried. She ran. "Scout! SCOUT WAIT!" I ran after her. She ran towards Alex and Ashley's house. She got inside and started screaming. "ALEX!! ALEXANDRA COME DOWM HERE RIGHT NOW!" She screamed. Alex and her friend Dana came down. "Hey scout wha-" she was cut off by scout slapping her. "What the fuck Scout?" She yelled holding her cheek. "Scout what the fuck is your problem?" Dana yelled. "Scout come on." I stepped in. "Andy, you kissed her. You cheated. We are DONE!" She yelled.

"And you Dana! You're a little piece of shit that dese-" Scout was cut off by Alex slapping her. "don't talk to her like that. you're the bitch that doesn't know how to love!" Alex countered. "Alex, stop you're gonna make it worse" I say. "Scout arp being a bitch and fuck off." I speak again. "Scout, go back to hell." Dana said walking out the door. "Well Alex, it's your turn, did you tell little Jinxx you cheated on him?" Scout smirked. "N-no. He found out when I told Dana." Alex looked down.

"Scout come on." I told Scout. "No!" She yelled. She pulled a knife out. "S-scout? W-what are you d-doing?" Alex stepped back. "Scout! Put the knife away." I said calmly. She pounced on Alex. "Scout! Stop!" I yelled running toward her. "ONE more step and I kill her." Scout said turning to me while holding the knife against Alex's neck. "Scout. Calm down. It was one kissed." I said as Alex whimpered. "Scout, I need to say one more thing before you do anything. Alex I-I love you." Then scout yelled and lifted the knife I pushed her just as scout was about to stab her. She ended up stabbing her stomach. Her stomach. SHE WAS PREGNANT!! "NO!" I yell. Scout makes a run for it. I sit there beside her. "A-andy. I-" she passed out. "ALEX STAY WITH ME!" I begin to cry. I call 911 and the ambulance gets here in 3 minutes.

They take her and I sit in the waiting room for about 3 hours until the doctors come out. "Doctor, is she okay?" I ask instantly. "I'm sorry for your lose Mr.Biersack." Is all he says until I break. "She, she's gone." "Sorry?" The doctor asks. "Alex. She's dead. Like you said." I whimper. "No, the baby."

•_•_•
Hiya! Yes a lot has happened in this chapter so much to handle. So just let me know if you want me to continue this story. Even if one person wants me to continue it means a lot. Cause I suck at writing. Dana on the side (desktop) or beginning of chapter (mobile). That's all.
~Broken Love.