Sequel to SU the movie alternative ending!//Why do i feel this way? (Completed)

Stevens POV:

I lay on a couch at 11 pm thinking about the gems knowing they are worried but i don't want to face them with what i'm becoming myself.

I am happy i am starting to warm up too rick but..too be honest i feel i'm distracting myself what's really important killing my problems..hiding them away from the world.

I stood up and open the bedroom door to see Rick in a deep sleep and walk out of the bedroom and slowly make my way to the door of the cabin "I'll only be out for a small amount of time.." I mumble too myself and turn the door knob and open the door as quiet as possible and slowly close it behind me.

I walk back the hill we had staying for almost a full night. I finally made it up too the top and sit on the edge of the hill and i look down and start to get dizzy looking at how far the ground was from where i was.

It was unsettling but..also so tempting to fall down..but no..i can die in this body but..it's hard too..but i already died. I sigh to myself thinking about everything and walk back down and go back to the cabin.

I was now looking at myself in the bathroom mirror as my anger started to flow through my body "Control..yourself..Steven." I grit my teeth trying to keep my anger inside..but it- was too hard..for myself to handle..

I could feel my body growing and felt pain run through my body. It was scary and odd my face was swelling up and then was turned back to normal. It was like..my body wanted more power more strength.."Argh!! stop it!" I scream at myself it was enough to wake up Rick..

I heard Rick break the door down "Where is the danger?! i got a- nothing.."He said trying to act tough and brave as he looked at me "Steven..are you ok..?" He asked scared about how tall i had grown but soon enough i was back to my normal size "Uh..i don't know..anymore.." I say looking petrified.

I start to burst into tears because of how out of control i felt and as i cried i almost fell on the bathroom floor but Rick caught me with one hand "Woah Steven..your not ok.." He said as he let me sit on the ground and cry "I know we've only known each other for almost 9 days but i'm seriously worried about you.." He says and i felt crying as i started to feel dizzy again..

I black out.

I could hear a voice

It wasn't Rick..

It wasn't the gems..

I was still blacked out.

Don't you want power Steven..? you don't always have to stay in control..

I..can't respond to it..

But..the voice scared me..

{Oop- intense chapter ~Natalieisajoke 💙❤️💜