Sequel to SU the movie alternative ending!//Why do i feel this way? (Completed)

Stevens POV:

It was a gloomy day.. rain was everywhere the coldness made you shiver through all of your body and i was sitting on the hill i had been sitting at the other night.
I decided i needed to be alone even if Rick was concerned..i needed it..that night something talked too me..it was my voice..but..it couldn't be me..it was scary.

I don't know what to do right now knowing i was unstable..and not at the very least in control of my own body anymore.

I felt my stomach rumble..me and Rick had no food now so we are getting desperate on top of that we are thirsty..

I had a sudden urge to beat something up..why was i having this urge..? this desire..?

"NO!"

I..won't let it control me..

I can't..

Don't you want to have power over people though..?

The voice again..

Don't you want to see the world burn..?

No..

Luckily in time someone interrupted from my dark thoughts "Hey..Steven you'll catch a cold out here if you stay out in this rain.." Rick interrupts and then looks at me "Hey um..your eyes.." Rick says concerned "What..?" I ask questioning why he was pointing at my eyes but before i could keep talking he grabbed me by the arm "Come on! you need to see how your eyes are shaped it's creepy Steven." We finally reach back to the cabin.

I walk into the bathroom and look at the shattered mirror "I...no.." I say looking petrified noticing how my eyes were now diamond shapes "This isn't real.." I snicker trying to stay calm "Steven..?" Rick taps my shoulder "I-i..i'm ok..i'm not losing control..i'm not.." I try reassuring myself "I'm great!" I say and smile only to shatter the mirror even more making all the shards of the mirror drop to the ground.

This only seemed to concern Rick even more "I-i i'm..Steven Universe! i-i'm always fine..i- i'm happy" I kept trying to help myself but my body started swelling again and Rick backed out of the bathroom seeing how out of control i was.

I start laughing to myself and telling myself i was ok as i grew taller and my powers got more unstable..more hard to stop...

I-..i'm Fine...

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Pearls POV:

I pace around the house "Where could Steven be?!" I panic and Garnet and Amethyst stare at how stressed out i was "Pearl.. nobody knows not even me..i can't see a future where we find him.." Garnet says too me "Pearl.. we can..do this just stop stressing yourself out."Garnet kept talking with a calm voice "Yeah Pearl we won't be able to find him if you keep freaking out just relax..we'll be able to find him soon." Amethyst reassures me. I still was panicking though "Steven!! is out there with a stranger god- who knows what kind of trouble he's getting himself in!" I start to sob "We should be out there right now!" Garnet and Amethyst sigh knowing i'd be like this for a long time. Garnet walks up too me and puts a hand on my shoulder "We will all find him soon." She says and that made me calm down..almost calm down..

Where are you Steven..?