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"Wha...
*warning* - this chapter contains a bit of mature stuff. not too explicit but just giving a heads up ;)
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LIA
It all happened so fast. We were in Matt's room, had stumbled through the darkness, pulled off our clothes and hardly left each other's lips. With a twist of his fingers on the clasp of my bra, I fell into his bed almost completely naked. Not a second passed before he joined me, slipping under the covers and running his hands over my bare skin. Half of me still couldn't believe where I was.
One minute I was in Matt's living room with people surrounding me, the next I was in his bed. Everything seemed to escalate so quickly from when he was shouting at Carter. Seeing that smug little face finally silenced was incredibly satisfying. Matt took over the whole situation with such power. With such force. Now, it was like my body was telling me to do whatever the hell it wanted.
And what it wanted in this moment – was him.
Oh god, maybe David was right about quiet girls being wild. I certainly wasn't breaking his stereotype I had judged barely half an hour ago.
I came back into the moment when my hand found Matt's naked chest, moving down until I could feel the hard ridges of his abs. He smirked against my lips when I lingered, knowing I liked what I felt. He continued kissing me deeply, his tongue taking over my mouth and making me melt into the pillows. I let out an involuntary moan when his hand groped my exposed breast, heat building in the pit of my stomach. I had never been this far before. Even with Nate, I had still been in my underwear the night of Rachel's party. Matt was the first to see me this nude. The first to touch me with no barriers. The first.
Those words stood out in my hazy mind. Was this really how I wanted to lose my virginity? An impulsive decision made by hormones? I hadn't even been dating Matt long enough to consider sex yet. With his strong body pressed on top of mine, I knew it didn't feel right. Not now. It was all in the heat of the moment, something I hadn't thought through. It wasn't too late to stop.
As I was about to speak up, his hand moved into my hair and lightly pulled at it. His swollen lips left mine and he kissed his way down my neck, stopping at my throat, nipping and sucking my flesh. My body writhed from the sensation, my eyes threatening to roll back if he continued.
Shit, you can do this. Be strong.
"Matt." I gasped, reluctantly pulling away from him.
He pushed up to rest on his hands, hovering above me and slightly panting. "Yeah?"
"I, um..." My breath caught in my throat when I made contact with his eyes.
Still so blue in the darkness, glazed over and full of hunger. With his usually styled blonde hair hanging over them, his fiery demeanor and muscular shoulders on display. Turning this down would be harder than I thought. This boy really was carved in the heavens.
