if it ???'? love? | A new edition story

You wake up to you wearing mikes sweater and your underwear and him just in his boxers. You probably did it last night. You had a strong headache. Then you remimembered last night. All you remember was taking shots which lead to too many. You were so scared. You never ever wanted to do that again. You were just curious on how it felt like. It felt horrible. Never again you felt so disappointed in yourself. The boys probably saw you all messed up and even your boyfriend. You took medicine and rinsed off in the shower. You already felt better. You just needed a tea. Mike was in your room rubbing his eyes trying to remember last night. "Goodmorning baby" you say kissing him on the cheek. He smelt like alcohol still. "Baby I'm so so sorry. I feel so bad I brung you the drinks and everything. I'm so so sorry if I pressured you into alcohol. I'm sooo sorry" he says as you smile as you look in his eyes and place your hand to caress his cheek. "It's not your fault. I wanted to know what it felt like. Thinking back I ain't ever wanna do that again never ever wanna do that again." You say and he sighs still feeling guilty. "Hey it's okay for real. It's not your fault I wanted to experience it. " "alright my head hurts Imma go take some medicine." He says putting on his pants. You were wearing his sweater and some shorts "Alright I need some tea" you guys walk out of your room. "Ooh look who it is" Ronnie says "You guys finally sober" Ricky says "how it feel being hungover?" Ralph says. Sitting on the couch. You just roll your eyes. "Mhm I swear y'all have a magnet towards eachother y'all almost had sex in the car infront of all us on the way home. We had to pull you off of Biv before we witnessed something we didn't wanna. " Ralph says watching TV "Oh shoot I'm sorry guys. I swear I was just curious on how it felt like and I was dumb for ever being curious I'm so sorry y'all saw me like that. That's not the typa person I wanna be. I ain't never ever touching a blunt or alcohol for as long as I live. I'm so sorry" you say. "It's good dont worry about it" Johnny says smiling.

June 21st 1988
"DAMN THIS YALL BEST ALBUM YET" you say dancing in the kitchen to new editions heartbreak album while making dinner. This the only album you've been listening too. You heard parts of it in the studio out they finished it after tour. You serve all of them dinner. "Yea thanks y/n but can we talk to you?" Ralph says turning off your boom box. "Sure what's up
?" you say sitting Mike was looking at you nervously. "