feelings. ? ( idol producer )

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epilogue.
three months later.

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ㅤit was late august and it was quite hot. i was drinking a glass of water while looking at the kitchen of my new house with admiration. i left the glass on the countertop and sighed.

ㅤi had decided to buy a house in china a month ago. i had saved up enough money to do so and had discussed it with my company. i used to spend a lot of time promoting my songs in china but always stayed in hotels. after much discussion, we came to the conclusion that if i bought a house in china i would save a lot of money for the future and be much more comfortable that way. i would not live there but in south korea, but i had a guaranteed place in china for when i wanted to go there.

ㅤi didn't think about it much either. the closer i could get to yanjun, the better. and it wasn't a coincidence that i bought a house near the house where the boys were living.

ㅤi had been working on new songs after finishing my comeback. in the end, yuehua entertainment had accepted the offer to do a collaboration with zeren and we were working on it. i would release my next album only in chinese in a few days and i would have schedules in china, tv shows and more, so i would have to spend about two months there. my last comeback had gotten me more fans and made me a little more known in south korea. thanks to idol producer, that had happened in china too, so i was very happy.

ㅤi had spent the last few weeks buying furniture for the house i had bought with the help of junhui and minghao, because after their activities with seventeen they had time to rest and had offered to help me. therefore, i had finished preparing my next home for two months, or even more.

ㅤjust then, as i finished washing the glass i had just used, the doorbell rang. i left the clean glass in one of the cupboards and ran to the door.

ㅤi knew who it was, but i was too excited to see him.

ㅤas soon as i opened the door i found yanjun waiting in front of it. he was wearing a black mask, the hood of his black sweatshirt on, even though it was hot, and a pair of sunglasses on. all that to go unnoticed.

ㅤa smile formed on my face as soon as i saw him. he took off his mask and sunglasses, putting them in his sweatshirt pocket, and walked in with a smile on his face. i closed the door once he was inside and stared at him for a few seconds before putting my arms over his shoulders and kissing him. i hadn't seen him since the fan meeting. we had made many video calls and talked on the phone, but not in person.

ㅤ"so... this is our new house, huh?" yanjun asked, once we had separated from each other, looking around.

ㅤthe front door led right into the living room and the kitchen open to it.

ㅤ"our?" i laughed.

ㅤ"yes" he said, as he took his shoes off.

ㅤ"you wish"

ㅤ"of course i wish" he answered me, putting his hand on my hip and leaning in to kiss me on the forehead. "in the future, we will have ours"

ㅤi smiled sweetly and grabbed his hand to make him enter the house. "do you want me to give you a tour?"

ㅤ"please" he said. "i thought you were going to leave me out here all afternoon" he joked.

ㅤ"that's not a bad idea either" i teased him. i walked up the stairs and we went to the second floor, where there were two rooms and a bathroom.

ㅤthe house wasn't very big because it was only for me and the smaller it was, the less expensive it would be. i showed yanjun the whole house, ending up in my room, which was the most decorated of all. i laid down on the bed while he stared at the posters i had placed on the walls while laughing. i had my famous exo poster that i had placed in the other room during idol producer and a big wanna one poster that came with the album that seongwu had gifted me. i had also brought to china the stuffed animals that chengcheng and xukun had given me and i was planning to fill the room with more things over time to make it more cozy.

ㅤyanjun, after staring at every corner of the room, laid down on the bed beside me, face up.

ㅤ"what do you think?" i asked him.

ㅤ"it's very nice"

ㅤ"i get the feeling you're going to be spending a lot of time here, so you better like it" i turned my head to look at him. he also turned his head and laid on his side to face me.

ㅤ"if you insist so much i'll have to move here" he smiled sideways.

ㅤ"why don't you sleep here today?" i asked him. "to start on the right foot" i added. "besides, i want to spend as much time as possible with you after three months without seeing each other"

ㅤ"the truth is that i was going to do it even if you didn't ask me" yanjun answered me.

ㅤ"well, i don't want you to stay anymore"

ㅤ"don't lie" yanjun smirked before leaning in and kissing my lips softly.

ㅤ"i am not lying" i told him when he separated from me.

ㅤ"let's see if you say the same thing in a few minutes..." he said playfully.

ㅤthen he kissed me again, putting his hand on my hip. he took the opportunity to move and lay on top of me, leaving me lying under him. he separated a few millimeters and looked at me to see if i was comfortable with that and i smiled, but then i put our lips together again and closed my eyes. one of yanjun's hands reached out for mine and interlocked them. then i put my left hand on the back of his neck, preventing him from separating from me, but he didn't seem to be willing to do it anyway.

ㅤwe would have gone on like this for a long time, or even gone a little further, if we had not been interrupted as usual.

ㅤdespite being too focused on our lips kissing, in yanjun on me and our hands entwined, i managed to hear someone ring the doorbell downstairs.

ㅤyanjun separated from me and i moved him over, making him fall on the bed next to me. he looked at me confused but i quickly got up from the bed.

ㅤi ran down the stairs while combing my hair and putting on my clothes, since my shirt had been lifted. once i got downstairs, i ran to the door and opened it.

ㅤi found eight boys in front of me, all with bags in their hands. chengcheng and justin, who were right in front of me, entered the house while i looked at them in confusion.

ㅤ"wow, your house is nice!" chengcheng said, while taking off his shoes.

ㅤ"why...? what...?" i asked, but the boys keep entering my house while i stayed by the door, still open.

ㅤ"yanjun told us you had moved" ziyi explained.

ㅤ"yes, so we wanted to have a sleepover" xukun added.

ㅤ"we bring snacks and a few films to watch" zhengting said.

ㅤat that very moment, yanjun was walking down the stairs slowly, looking at everyone with the same confused expression i had.

ㅤ"you're ahead of us, yanjun" zhangjing said.

ㅤ"why are you here?" he asked them.

ㅤ"you weren't the only one who wanted to see xinyue" chengcheng said, approaching the sofa and sitting on it.

ㅤ"come on, xinyue" xukun passed one of his arms over my shoulders. "this has just begun"