Deceiver (Ms. Venable x Reader)

Yesterday, was intense for me. I can't believe what I said to her. It wasn't an accident. I voice out intentionally with her without hesitation. I disrespect her and now, I'm regretting it. I can't disobey Ms. Venable's rule.

The one who saved my life.

I knock on her door, gives my presence to her. I bow down, giving myself a break for a once before she opens the door. My lip is trembling while letting out an air coming out in my lung then I laugh unexpectedly. It's not my first time with Ms. Venable, getting nervous.

I hear the door creaking. Making me stand up properly in front of her. I clear my throat out before I walk across to the door. The ambiance again, as I expected.

The quiet room with a dark presence of her.

Ms. Venable, what's gotten into you?

I could hear her the door closing, creating pressure on my body. I check my chest again, it's beating rapidly. I take a deep breath before I could face Ms. Venable's punishment for me. I shouldn't let myself got into her.

"Kneel. Down" she command. I follow her order then look down at the floor.

It was regretful that I disrespect her as my leader and my savior. This should cleanse my immortal act yesterday. I close my eyes, letting myself feel the hit of her cane on my bottom.

"Five. You count" I could hear her taps circling on me. I nod my head then exhale before I could feel her cane on my bottom. After that, she hit me with her cane. It was a light blow for first.

"One" I count while I'm still closing my eyes. I hold my chest, hoping it will stop. She hits again but this time, it was painful. My bottom getting heat by her stroke. I exhale with a quiver on my cheeks.

"Two" I exhale before Ms. Venable hits me again. I could guess she change her position to hit me in different ways by her footsteps going to the right side. I can take the chastisement I have but I should stop this. This unnecessary sensation I had for her.

"Three" My hands are shaking while holding my chest that still beating rapidly. Why on earth it's going rapidly when I'm with Ms. Venable? Her blows become harder than the first hit she makes. She hit for fourth, it was more painful than the third that I could let out a sound because of it.

"Four" I bite my lip. Resisting the suffering that I have. My eyes closed still. I gasp before she gives a hit again, giving myself to release it. She didn't like what I've told her about yesterday. I didn't mean to disrespect her but.

Why she's being nice to me?

"Five" the last hit makes my tears drip on the floor. I can't cry out loud instead letting the tears just coming out from my eyes. It was emotional yet unusual.

I feel a sudden wipe on my cheeks. It was warm and safe.

"This should be last, (Y/N)" she speaks. Her voice too, it was gentle that I couldn't even recognize who owns it.

I open my eyes then she lifts my chin by using her one finger, making me face her. We're so close to each other. She's smiling yet looked dejected.

Now, I understand how it feels. It's never been easy to accept the fact that having affection with someone like her. A narcissistic leader can't even express herself to others, yet I like her cruel nature.
Evoking so extensively mystery for me that she lures me out in the inexperienced sensation I had. I could see the loneliness in her dark brown eyes and her lip. It was a curse that no one can even dare to touch it.

And now, it had me. She already had me.

Despite the dangerous identity she had, I smile then stare at her, meeting her wide eyes getting weakened by my unexpected act. I hold her cheek and caress it gently with my thumb. I couldn't hold it any longer.

"I can take it. All of it. Even if you offer me the trial of death" her eyes getting watered by the sensation I gave to her. I can't take my eyes off on her. It was fascinating to look that she looks pleasing on the eye.

The look of complication on her eyes.

"I think I like you, Ms. Venable" I mumble with the perplex on my face. Muddled how to react to it, the confession I made for her. My tears falling on my chin, glinting in front of Ms. Venable that I can't even resist anymore.

I look at her with my widened eyes because of what I said to her. She looks puzzled, can't even say a word after that. It was mistaken. I shouldn't say it. I feel embarrassed because of what I tell her. I walk out, leaving her confused about it.

Maybe I'm confused and don't know what to do about it. My tears falling out again and my mind went blank. I don't know why I did that. My affection for her is inconvenient. It should be removed.

What if she wants me to leave this shelter because of my ridiculous words with her?

I shut my door then lie back on the bed. I let out my emotion release. Cursing myself because of what I've said to Ms. Venable. She will kill me this time because of the delusion thing I had for her.

"I'm sorry for liking you unintentionally, Ms. Venable"  I sob again, letting the fear come out in me.

I shouldn't confess to you, Ms. Venable.

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"I don't know Ms. Mead" Ms. Venable lowered her voice, felt still unaware of what happened to her with (Y/N). Ms. Mead frowns in confusion about Ms. Venable's situation.

"It's an opportunity for you, Ms. Venable. You can do whatever you want. You're the leader here, right?" Ms. Mead prompted the repulsive state of her leader. Her leader scoffed, disagreeing with what she can do about it.

Ms. Mead noticed her leader's face getting confound so she made another one poured wine to Ms. Venable's glass. All she can do it is to smile because she can't do anything about it.

"You can control it. Everyone can do their wants and needs and you" Ms. Mead held her leader's glass, checking the measure of the wine she poured while Ms. Venable looked distressed.

"You have the right to get what you deserve, Ms. Venable" she smiled then gave it to Ms. Venable. Trying to soothe the unexpected problem of her leader.

Ms. Venable swallowed all the wine in her glass before she closed her eyes. Letting the pressure came out for a moment. Giving herself a quiet time for her and Ms. Mead.

"It's an unpleasant time for me right, Ms. Mead? I've been wanting this for long and now. It's too late" she chuckles, it was negative for her even it was a chance for Ms. Mead.

"Grab it until you're living, Ms. Venable" Ms. Mead's opinion made her looked at her. Made her stunned before her assistant left her alone in conclusion. Appeared to this day became her disquiet times. She relaxed her back on the sofa. Let out her frustration in the wind.

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Author's Note

Thank you for your patience again. Sorry if it's too short. English is not my native language so I hope you understand that. Enjoy reading and voting again.

Take care always, guys! (^ ^")