Deceiver (Ms. Venable x Reader)

"I need your attention. All of you" her voice echoing in the dining room. Creating a silence and uncomfortable ambiance. Everyone stops eating when her cane taps on the floor, giving a loud stroke sound for everybody. Getting their attention and concentration. Her lip forming a wicked smile before she announcing something that might essential for everyone.

"Our sustenances are getting back to normal. We don't need to cut off our meal for days. The food that Ms. Mead and The Fist brought here were cleaned. You don't need to be suspicious about it. Practically, we ate the food they've got." everyone feels relieved after the announcement. Informed that everything is stable and relieved. Gladly they know, the situation we had here.

I'm going uneasy right now because of what I've done to Ms. Venable yesterday after the punishment I've received on her. I look away from her, not making any mistakes again that will lead me to punishment and a strange conversation with her. Escaping from the nightmare that I  bring to her. My heartbeat getting normal after the confession I made for her. I didn't even want to tell it but something inside of me pursued me to do such a thing that unnecessary.

I hate myself for making everything unwell with her.

After the dinner of the Purple. Mallory and I take our meal in the kitchen. Enjoying the times we had after we finished the task that Ms. Mead gave us. While eating our meals, we had a short conversation about how we could survive next year without trouble with our foods and supplies.

"I thought you've joined again in their hunting" she speaks with meat in her mouth. Sometimes, Mallory becomes childish and funny. It's lovely to talk again with her for a moment. I shake my head while slicing the pork into pieces. Provide an answer that I can't participate in Ms. Mead's risky exploration with The Fist.

She didn't want me to help them. Telling me it's too risky for me.

"Ms. Venable is too strict about everything, even you. You can't even come to the lounge these days because of your obligations to her" her voice is clearer now after she swallowed the pork and drinks her water. She fully understands that I have a responsibility with Ms. Venable, as her slave. A soft chuckles exit on me when she says it before I take a bite of pork from my plate.

"She certainly is...a good leader." I speak utterly. I bow down, avoiding to show my regretful reaction. Still embarrassed about what I did to Ms. Venable. Her soft voice makes me feel weak even now, I can hear it in my head. Echoing like it's her mountain and her place.

She flutters me with her words and smiles. How despicable I am for her.

Afterward. I decided to go to my room. It's getting late though. I hum while walking towards my room, having a moment because no one else can hear my voice. I stop my enjoyment remembering that I will lay myself in my comfort realm. I open the door and close it usually then inclined my head on it. Exhales while holding the doorknob, getting weak again because something reminds me again. Remembering the time the confession I made.

Unable to cut this tie in me that she had.

Suddenly I hear a noise coming from my bed. I turnround, realizing someone is here with me. I didn't even notice and sense when I got here. My eyes widened after seeing my diary holding by someone. Flipping to another page and reading it silently.

Another mistake that making me feel down to hell. Imagining myself dig up and die in shame.

I look at her eyes whose focusing on reading my note. I can't even let out a word at her. Afraid by her presence and her capabilities. I didn't even think she will come to my room, not knowing she's going to do this.

"Your wish granted. You already know me, (Y/N)" she turnround, stares at my unconscious state. The smile of showing the intimate she got in my diary. I look down, escaping from her violent eyes and peerless smile. Ms. Venable caught me again and this is the most regretful I made for living in Outpost.