TRYING | MP

the sound of an iphone alarm surrounded the bedroom that rosanna laid in. she groaned as she reached her hand over to the side table and switched it off.

if there was one thing you needed to know about rosanna it was that she hated the mornings.

"wakey! wakey!" someone, way to cheerful yelled and jumped on rose's bed.

"ow." rosie mumbles into the pillow. "sorry." they shrugged and picked up the tv remote and started flicking through channels. "there's nothing here to watch!" they sighed and then laid down by rosanna.

rosanna's eyes opened ever so slightly to see who it was.

it was ally.

"what time is it?" rosanna asked as she rolled away from ally and sat up to look at her phone.

"10:54am." ally answered. "well at least i think it is." she was right. it was 10:54am.

"can you get out of my room so i can change please?" rosanna said pointing to the door and standing up and rubbing the sleep out of her eyes.

"why?" ally raised a eyebrow. "because, i don't fancy one of my best friends looking at me while i change."

"whatever you say." ally chuckled, holding up her hands in surrender and walking out of the room.

rosie ended up changing into a dark green jumper a pair of ripped jeans.

"okay, you can come in now." rosanna called out as she opened the bedroom door but saw that ally was no longer there.

rosanna shook her head and giggled.

ally had either gone home or was downstairs eating and she was most likely doing the second one.

rosanna walked over to her vanity and took her hair out of the messy bun she had it in and quickly shook her head to try and get all the knots out.

after finishing her hair she began to do light makeup but as she was doing that she kept getting notifications from all social media's about things she'd been tagged in. (such as ; ship edits of her and mattia.)

rose rolled her eyes and carried on doing her makeup.

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"are you going to see luka today?" ally asked as she shoved food into her mouth. rosanna shook her head. "no. i think i need to see him soon though. he hasn't text or called me in a week."

ally's mouth hung low. "a week?" rosanna nodded and carried on biting her nails. "that's not good, rose. i bet you've talked to mattia more this week than luka." she joked but she was right. rosanna had talked to mattia more this week than her own boyfriend.

for the rest of the day rosanna couldn't stop thinking about mattia. it was weird because she'd never thought about this much before.

it was usually just a 'ugh he's so annoying. can he just leave me alone?'

but this time it's a 'i really wish he'd text me.' or even a 'i should post more so he'd comment on my stuff.'

rosanna hated it. she wasn't supposed to be thinking like this while she had a boyfriend.

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"bye, ally." rosie waved as she watched her best friend drive away from her house.

rosanna shut the door and ran back upstairs. she laid down on her bed so she could face the ceiling and put on her led lights to purple.

as rosanna laid there, all she thought about was mattia. rosanna laid there, thinking about what it would be like to be in a relationship with mattia. rosanna laid there, in her deep thoughts.

AUTHORS NOTE
okay so what do you think?
it's not long, i know but i promise when i write more like these chapters i'll try to make them longer!!