Deceiver (Ms. Venable x Reader)

Chapter 19: First time

"Why would I do such a thing that isn't appropriate, Ms. Venabl-" she taps her cane, take an action to interrupt my question then answers me without hesitation on her lip.

"Because I say so, (Y/N)" I gulp, remembering that I can't disobey her for the cost of their lives. She looks down on me, waiting for me to respond. This is utterly awkward for me and uncomfortable but having no choice is the worst in everything I have for now.

I unbutton my textile then slide it down on my back. Shirk it out and drop on the floor. Reasons to see my sleeveless shirt showing the less skin of mine that effects for me to wrap my arms on myself. Covering my expose for her but suddenly her hand holds my upper arm firmly. Then, pushes my body to swing my back in front of her.

She wanted to see my bruises.

I feel tickles in my stomach also in my back that she's touching but a bit of sting I sense because it's not fully recovered. Her cane was too hard and strong that's why walking and cleaning the floor is difficult for me to do. Cannot bend so much but forcing me to pretend, maintaining my state good for everyone.

"Is it hurt?" she whispers. This time I didn't pretend or deceive myself to think it was just a small thing for me. Giving the opportunity of the fact that I'm in pain from her so I let my rough and low voice runs out from my mouth.

"Yes" I inhale, desperate to relax my body from her hand, locking in my skin. Her palm was warm but the pressure and ambiance she's giving are cold and uninvited. My mind spinning like a wheel, unsure when it will stop or when will everything becomes normal. Collides my sanity and thoughts until her hand on my back swipe gently to my arm again.

Aggressive that her hand capable to turn around my body back in her center. Ms. Venable's hand motions slowly, climbing her way to my neck. Place it there with a caress.

"I don't mean to hurt you but you..." her voice was harsh and cold as usual but her eyes can tell how much she is going through this time by the stare she's lending at me.

Deceiving itself, unwilling reveal.

"You broke my rules, my trust" I look confusedly at her, handed her my confusion about her. Unbelievably, she was going to say it as the fact that she's lying to me and everyone here. As the same as her tone she's showing, I ask Ms. Venable directly with my furrow mug in front of her.

"I didn't break your trust because there are no rules at all, Ms. Venable. You lied. You. deceive. everyone" stating the fact that she's a crazy woman who leads these right people to live gives me concern about it. Arguments with her are risks for me and everyone yet my soul can't resist showing the reality of her.

And after my responses, an unexpected demeanor comes up from Ms. Venable. Her hand carries tight to my nape then pulls it near at her, crashes my lip into hers that serve as excuses for me to close my eyes suddenly. Her hand moves down on my back then drags it on her. Causes my body to interlock on her. Ms. Venable's upper lip moves, performing her dominance taking an act. Brushes hers to my lower lip then open her lip a little that allows me to smell her breath. Intoxicating that I didn't even realize her tongue entering my mouth, willing to reach mine. My weaken moan comes out by her way of kissing, my first kiss.

We both gasp after she breaks it then look at each other's eyes. Exhaling from a short and hard kiss she took. Her hands stay on my back while mine are just dropped because of the vulnerability I have for what she'd done. I blink my eyes as if she exists right now. Doubting my sight and sanity, knowing I'm sure what I'm experiencing.

"I'm onto you, (Y/N). I mean it" Ms. Venable's hand on my back slip away and make it put on my face, rubbing my cheeks while looking at me with her glinting eyes full of aspiration. My eyes got distracted by her lip forming a smile that gives me hope that she's being real with me. Hints to me that I'm fragile for this woman even she was horrible and unlikable.

Forsaken my weaknesses show with her. I give up.

"I hate you..." then I make a move, payback of what she's doing this time. Grabbing her face with my shaking hands then cupping it while closing it to my face. Doing a connection through our lips. Sternly collapses my lip on her then moves it up and down. We fighting for our dominance we have but as always, she gets the control. She always in control, controlling me.

How naive I can be for her.

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Author's Note

Well...I'm kind of busy this week that's why my update is late. I hope you like this one. Enjoy your reading and thank you for those votes and supports you gave for me.

Have a safe day again. (^ ^")