One 'Hidden Secret' in the Palace

Chapter 92

At Morning

Nandini gets up before him, he was sleeping on his stomach and half his body is covered in a black duvet.

She sees time in mobile.

" Still time, should I go to college? I get ready quickly, if he refuses then I will not go anywhere. " She was thinking.

He was in a deep slumber and there was no any chance to get up, she was looking at his sleepy face, he was looking calm.

" Yuvaraj I hope that, I did not offend you last night." She was moving her hand on his hairs.

She kissed on his forehead and after properly adjusting around her duvet, she went away with her clothes.

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Manik clapped and Nandini turned her face and looked towards him, who was smiling.

" Wow, wonderful Nandini, you could not keep up with your promise even for one day, it was not even 24 hours and you changed your mind. Interesting. " He rested his head on headboard and smiling at her.

" W..What?" She asked in confusion.

" Are you still asking me what happend? Wow." He was amazed.

He come to her.

" You said something to me last night, Nandini, why do you always force yourself to fulfill such a promise that you cannot fulfill? I knew it this would happen. That is why I didn't say anything to you, you were asking me again and again that I am happy or not, I asked you about the baby's name, you know what, what you had told me? You told me that as I like it. Really Nandini? I was testing you last night, If you have no idea about it. " He was boiling in an anger.

But still she didn't get it that what is wrong with him.

" If you really wanted to be a mother by heart, to abhi aap iss tarah se yeh pills nahi le rahi hoti. " He pointed to that packet.

Nandini was shockingly looked down, when she found an anti pregnancy's pills packet in her hand, She tightly closed her and realised that what blunder she has done.

" Y.. Yuvaraj, p.. please b.. believe me, woh galtise." She was trying to clarified him but he chuckled on her statement.

" Nandini, You can never give me a child, this is the truth, the way I have accepted that you do not love me, I will also accept that I cannot be a father." He said in painful tone but a sad smile on his face.

" Yuvraj please, don't say it. " She was pleading to him.

" No, I have to accept it. And anyway, why would you give birth to a drunker person's child, who has the disease to harm himself, whom is famous to the world as an alcoholic and arrogant person. Whose birth itself is an accident, whose father committed suicide by shooting himself, you would never choose such a despicable person as the father of your child. Nandini you are also right on your place. You can't choose me for anything. I could not be a good son, nor a grandson, nor would I ever be a good father, because I am not good at all, I am a bad man. this is true. " Manik's heart speaking, he was in a deep sorrow.

" Yuvaraj please believe me. You are taking everything wrong, I have chosen to heal you, it is my choice to love your pain, please try to understand. " She holds his hand.

" I am a choiceless person, I can only force to anyone for do something, but by heart no one can choose me. Because no one want me in their life, wherever I go, I have created only problems and give them pain. This is the reason why Dadasaheb chose Kabir instead of me, Maasa never shared her pain with me nor did you ever love me. I can't give happiness to anyone, everyone knows it. " But he jerked her hand and pushed her back.