One 'Hidden Secret' in the Palace

At Night

" Yuvaraj, S.. Still awake ? " She asks with a little head up.

" Hmm." His long fingers were lazily moving inside her silky hairs.

" That d.. doctor was saying that it takes about f.. fi.. fifteen days to get the results, but my test has c.. come only in a week, h.. how?" She asked him and again rested her head on his bare chest.

His fingers were stopped inside her hairs, but his heart was running like a marathon, that Doctors every word was getting true. He understood that.

" May be, that child also wants to quickly free you from this unwanted cage. " He replied but his gaze stucked on that rotating fan.

She said nothing but closed her eyes, and fall asleep. But for him, sleep was very far away, he was still awake with a lots of hidden secrets.

He was with a blank expressions only looking at her sleepy face, Manik was feeling suffocating.

" Nandini, what dilemma have you put me in? Where you are not allowing me to miscarry someone's child, if you will know that this child is yours, will you allow me? Then tell me what would I do? Now how can I tell you this truth? The doctor is saying that you will not be able to cope with this pregnancy, there are risks, and I know that when you face reality, you will not be ready for this abortion. This is all my fault, you were still living after I left, I came in the middle and messed everything. I forcibly put you here with me. No matter how many pills you take, it was not going to make any difference, because it was bound to happen one day. Because I know how I am. Seeing you, Yuvaraj and animals inside me wake up, no matter how much I try to control myself, but I cannot stop myself. " Manik was angry on himself.

He was gently caressing her cheeks and feeling bad for her.

" I am not attracted to you just because of love or lust, but there is an addiction in you, which always pulls me towards you. There is no doubt in that I love you, ofcourse I do. But what about that addiction? Just to save myself from those terrible and brutal attacks and drugs I come to you. Getting closer to you is like a therapy and medicine for me. " He was frustrated.

He kissed on her forehead and then on her belly.

" Nandini, thank you so much, to give this such a wonderful and precious gift. " He smiled again dropped a kiss on her belly.

He wears his track pant again and left from the room with his wine glass. The cold breeze touches his cheeks, and a beautiful smile appears on his lips. He was looking at the starry sky and drinking the wine quietly.

" Babasa, were you also happy when you got the good news that you will become a father? " He was silently staring the stars.

" Today, I am also so happy, It felt for the first time that I now have to be a responsible and good human being for my child. But I am not able to tell Nandini, I am very scared, how will I face her? This child is the first symbol of our love. But how will I tell her that you have to loose your precious one. Will she be able to cope with it? How much pain she would have, once she had already told me that thank you for saving the life of the child. And now if I again tell her about this abortion, I don't know how she will react. If something happens to her? I can't even tell her the truth and can't even hide the truth. What should I do? Is there any way that Nandini would safe and our baby too? " Manik was in stressed.

Manik from the balcony was just looking at Nandini, that stone hearted man's eyes were moist today, he was very worried for Nandini. He wanted them both, but it was now impossible, if he would choose Nandini, he would lose their baby and if he would choose a child, he would lose her. But the way he wants a baby as well as she wants too, no matter what, if she thinks it is a surrogate baby or what. But still she wanted him alive.