smart. || tsukishima kei x reader

tw: physical and emotional abuse

"i should probably go home now." i say.

"right. i forgot." she whispers.

to be honest, i didn't want to leave. i wanted to stay with her forever. i didn't want to feel like this. i don't want to fall for her, or anyone to be exact. but she drew me in. everything about her was perfect. the way she laughed at snarky remarks. how her eyes lit up when she ate that cake. how her face turns red whenever i tease her. she was so beautiful. she's like a drug, and i don't mind overdosing on it.

"tsukki?? tsukki!" she shouted at my face.

"o-oh sorry.. i got a little distracted." i laugh.

"awee are you thinking about me?~" she teases.

"w-what? no. why would i be thinking about you?" i lie.

"really..? it seemed like a few minutes ago you couldn't get enough of me." she smirks.

god the things this girl does to me.

"shut up." i say looking away.

she giggles and rests her head on my shoulder. she lets out a sigh.

"tsukki." she whispers, "c-can you stay the night?"

i look at her.

"n-nevermind. i just.. i just don't wanna be alone." she mutters.

"alright." i say.

she moved her head up to look at me.

"really?" she smiles.

i nod at her. she claps her hands and gives me a big hug.

"thank you." she says.

she really needs to stop. at this point i'm blushing uncontrollably. she continues to hug me and so i wrap my arms around her as well. she flinches the moment my arms make contact with her but i shrug it off. i rest my head on hers and give it a little peck. i could stay like this forever. she brings me so much comfort. i feel like this girl has brought out a side of me that even i haven't seen before.

"tsukki? tomorrow's a saturday right?" she asks.

"yeah." i reply.

"okay, good." she says and she holds my arm. she drags me downstairs and makes me sit down on the couch.

"let's watch a movie, i'll bring the snacks while you pick out a movie." she smiles as she walks to the kitchen. i grab the remote and scroll through the movies. i pick out (f/m) and put it on. (l/n) walks over with the food and places it on the table.

"uwahh i love this movie!!" she lights up. she sits down on the couch and puts a blanket over herself.

"wait." she pauses, "i should grab you some extra clothes."

"eh? do you have any?" i ask.

"duh. mattsun probably has some extra clothes from when he comes over." she says.

"who's mattsun?" i ask.

"my cousin of course! he goes to
aoba johsai though. you might know him, he plays on the volleyball team there! his names actually matsukawa."
she rambles. i'm pretty sure i've seen him before when we've played aoba johsai. she continues to ramble when she stops herself.

"oops sorry! i'll stop rambling and just go get the clothes." she giggles as she runs upstairs. i can feel a little smile creeping up on my face. i sigh and get some of the popcorn. i continue to eat some more when i see her running back downstairs. she throws a pair of sweatpants and a t shirt at my face.