One 'Hidden Secret' in the Palace

Chapter 96

" I have felt yours attachment with our baby, when I was oppressing you, you were not saving yourself but our baby. That time you had no any care about you, but your hand always went on your belly, every second you were trying to protect him, and unknowingly I was trying to kill our own baby and saying bad words to him. And again I am doing the same thing, I am going to kill him. You will hate me and never forgive me for this sin. I am feeling helpless Nandini, please help me. I don't want to be your culprit again. " Manik.

She shakes slightly in a deep sleep, and snuggled his shirt more tightly. He sadly chuckled when he sees her this act and turned his face towards the sea.

" I.. I c.. can't do this, I can't kill our own baby, She will not be able to tolerate this, she will die. But can I tell her the truth that you are not a surrogate, but the real mother of this child? " He questioned himself.

His head was blasting , every ways were going to close, he was feeling lonely and helpless now. Today no one was with him, not his father nor his family. Today first time he was missing his father a lot.

" Nandini, you will never allow me to do this abortion, nor ready to give this baby to others, and other side Vartika Bhabhisa is mad for the baby. She can go to any extent to get this child, and if something happens to you or our child even in the midst of all this, then what will I do? I have been trapped all around, I am not able to get out of this, I do not understand anything, now only I have a one option, and the option is just to hide everything from you and Kabir. So that you and our child are safe, I will not let anything happen to you, if this surrogacy does not come in the middle, then maybe both of us would have celebrated this moment. It is now very complicated, not only our involvement in this pregnancy, but now Kabir and Bhabhisa are also involved in it. Shish Mehal will destroy everything in a second." A lone tears escaped from his eyes.

"Are you still awake? Not feeling sleepy?" Nandini hugged him from behind and asked him in sleepy tone.

He come out of his trance when he heard her voice. He blinked away rest of his tears and turned towards her. His eyes had something else to say tonight but she couldn't read it. He settled her messy hairs behind her ears with an absent mind.

" Yuvaraj a.. aap khush to hain na? " she POV staring at him and trying to read his eyes.

" Agar aap khush hain, to hum bhi khush hain Nandini." He Pov

It was feeling like they both were talking with each other through their eyes and heart and trying to ease each others pain.

She tiptoe and in one hand fist the duvet tightly near her chest and with other one hold his waist and kissed on his lips softly yet deeply. First he was shocked, Nandini rarely kissed on his lips or face when they make love. She kissed him when she or him was worried or confused or he was missing his family. First two things had not much part in his life. But right now neither she was looking worried or confused, in fact after this good news, she was the only person who was so happy. That's why he nor she didn't know the reason for the kiss. She gently unknowingly brushed her fingers on his bruised bare waist, and he flinched slightly. His lips were automatically parted and he entered inside her mouth and tested her every inch. She was pulling him more closer, as if asking for more. He broke their moment when he felt she needed to breath. She was looking gorgeous in the milky moonlight.

He just picked her up, her half duvet was carelessly brooming on the floor and the half one she still holds it tightly. Manik placed her on the bed and placed himself on top of her, ofcourse with taking care of their baby. He gently removed her duvet and kissed on her breast, he trailed kisses on her shoulders and cleavage and slowly sucked her nipped while he massaged and pinched other one. She clutched his both shoulders, digging her nails and moaning. He again striped his track pant and gently entered her. It was very surprising and shocking for her, it was also rare, otherwise he was always harsh. She clutched the bedsheet tightly as pleasure and pain shot up in her body. Pleasure of Manik being inside her and pain due to already because of his lovebites on her waist which he squeezed unknowingly. Tears trickled down her cheeks. He gently moved in and out of her making her moan his name. ( Yuvaraj.) The slow tourchers continue until she came apart and followed by him. He gently come over her and again smashed his lips on her shocking her again but this time she was trying to responded with equal passion. Inside his heart was dancing, as he was on the top of the world. He broke their kiss and lied beside her and engulfed her in a hugged. She was exhausted, the pain was unbearable but she kept quite. Both were unaware of each others state of mind, but both didn't want this rare moment to break, she was tired because in just a night they had done two times so quickly she fall asleep.