Exploit | J?G

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                             "I'm acting like a brat? You're the one who can't even admit that you're in the wrong! You can't even try to take the time to maybe, just maybe understand where I might be coming from. You just literally don't care."

                                "You're right, I don't. So go ahead and order your Uber to get the fuck out of here because I don't even want to look at your face." He spat, causing me to laugh aloud.

                                 "Okay jack. That's exactly what I'm going to do. So much for my first day at college right? So much for our first day together in almost a year right? I can't believe this is how you're really going to treat me on my first day ." I said as I nodded my head in dissatisfaction.

      Jacks eyes met with mine, as he ran his fingers through his hair in frustration before speaking.

                                 "Don't act like your day got ruined because of me. You ruined your own day when you decided to throw a fit back there at the bonfire. I had a whole day planned for us. After that I was gonna take you on an adventure and show you around and I already told you that. But you ruined it, so that's on you, not me." 

   My anger within me started to slowly dissipate and become replaced with a sense of guilt as he spoke those words.

He's right, he did plan out this day for me, for us. And I let my emotions over take me and cause me to act out.  I was so worried about myself that I didn't even stop to think about anything else.

                                 "Whatever Jack. I'm rebooking my Uber, and then I'm going home." I stated, now finalizing the heated conversation being held between the two of us.

       He didn't say anything in response, he just looked at me before turning on his feet and walking away. I watched as he walked further and further through the parking lot of his apartment complex before going completely out of my view.

         I let out a deep breath before going back into the Uber app in order to order myself another one, trying to fight back my tears in the process. My fingers navigate their way through the app before placing my order and turning off my phone.

          As I set my phone on the concrete beside me, my head immediately drops into my knees, hiding my face from the world around me. The tears that I was so desperately trying to hold back begin to spill over, staining my cheeks in the process.

          I don't even know why I'm fucking crying right now, there's no reason for me even to be.  But I just can't help the overwhelming amount of mixed emotions I feel right now.

          He calls me "over dramatic" for not being okay with our private life being told to people in which I'm not comfortable with. And because I don't like that, or don't agree with him for doing that I am then called a brat.

          I just don't understand why he can't see where I'm coming from, or why I feel so negatively about this. Like why won't he even fucking try to see my perspective on this??

         Then on top of this he tells me that everything going to shit today was my fault. And for some fucking reason something in me is telling me he's right.

        That I'm the reason he got so upset, I'm the reason we argued, I'm the reason all our plans fell through.

          My hands reach for my face, before slowly pushing the tears away, in order to make room for more.

       Now, after all of this I don't even want to see his friends again. I've completely embarrassed myself and I'll feel even more uncomfortable. Because not only do they know my entire fucking life story probably, they also saw me storm away- which is rude.