you spent forever alone you too would escape into your mind.
If the adults used you, and kids avoided you, you would create your perfect world.
Is my loneliness caused by others leaving me, or did I leave them first?
It wouldn't matter honestly, they already found me annoying.
"Too awkward, not fun to play Smashing Fighters Sis with," you said those things, so I left.
You aren't the first one to pull this, but it kinda hurts it was you.
We grew up together, right? We met in 3rd grade and stayed friends, right?
You're a liar, you're no different from everyone else.
When you all started to leave me out, I kinda caught the hint.
Talk shit, tell them how much you hate me, tell them how annoying I am, tell them how you want me dead, tell me how I deserve nothing, tell them how awkward I was, tell them how dumb I was, tell them how you hate me, make them turn against me, make them want me dead, make them hate my guts, make them ignore me, make them regret meeting me, make them hate my name, make them leave me, make them abandon me, have your win.
If I'm not liked in this place I'll simply escape into my mind.
At least I'm liked there.
My mind is my greatest enemy, and it's my best friend.
(Yeah I have no idea how to end this lmaooooooo)