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A Journey Of Self - Finding

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story of a ordinary girl trying to survive each day.. finding peace, love... More

A journey of self - finding
part-3

part -2

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By Estherjeste

Here is your part-2 my dear mates hope you guys are enjoying this....
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Hmm..
Sigh... "Yes many times when I used to fight with my sister but it doesn't felt like it was a fight"( I took a deep breath ) sigh
"When I used to got beaten up by my parents because of my silly mistakes but it doesn't hurt my feelings" (grimace) .
But i felt surprised I didn't hesitate to answer all of her questions.
But when she was watching me in a grievous way I didn't feel uncomfortable.
It was quite warming.
I looked at her and shrug," I'hv ne'er seen you here, are you fresh here?"
I asked her,
Looking at sky, she replied me in a saritic  manner--
Yes , sort of. (Leaning on the wall)
By her answer I felt a lil familiar with her.
Being in contact she told me-
(Staring down at the road) "isn't it pretty?" when hundreds of vehicle are passing  looked like the reflection of stars.
Hmm it is.. (I replied ).

Moving my legs
Ummm hmmm (rhythm of a kind of song)
"Which song is it "
"My mumma used to sang this song"...
"When I was a kid".
(Turning my speech)

"Have you you ever feel pressure about something? "
"Not really " (Moving her face aside)
I felt that she has the same plight as me.
"What bout, you? " She asked.
"I do"
(Leaning back on the wall)
I do have (I repeat it again  in a low voice)
"So many but you won't understand it".
"Why can't I? "(Curious)
"Just you won't"
But i was unable to stop my feelings and also I felt quite relieved while sharing my situation with her.
And i told her
(Sigh)
"Yes I do feel in every moment"
"I feel like iam just a waste "
"I am not responsible"
"I don't know anything"
"Iam just a loser "
"I can't get good grades "
Iam ..
Iam just useless huff (sigh with sadness) .
(Comforting me)
"You're worthy mate" .
I felt relieved that someone called me worthy but at the same time I thought that it was just a word she was using to comfort me.
Cold Wind touches my soul
Felt like she was telling me the word 'worthy' is true.












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