(A/N- BTW I warned you in the description also when they get home you should totally listen to "Young and Beautiful" by Lana Del Rey)
After the discussion Jake and I had that night things were pretty smooth sailing. We actually ended up double dating with Nick and Hannah. Sadly our trip was coming to an end. Jake and I were packing and I went to go and check Logan and he was barely packed.
"Logan come on we leave tomorrow morning" I said.
"Well you guys do" he said.
"What?"
"I am going to leave tomorrow afternoon and road trip back to Ohio and stay with a few friends. So you and Jake are going to have the house all to yourselves" he explained.
"Does Jake know?"
"Nope so you can tell him."
"Oh my god this is gonna be great. Not that I don't love you Logan but you know" I said.
"Yeah that's why I did it."
"Aw thanks" I said hugging him.
I went back to my room and told Jake and he got just as excited. The day went on quite fast and I was waking up my mom so she could drive us to the airport. I said good bye to everyone.
Jake and I both fell asleep on the plane ride home. Christian was there to pick us up like the good friend that he was. I was just reflecting on our whole trip and how crazy it was. It was a roller coster of emotions.
We got home and it was weird for it just to be Jake and I. We put our things in our rooms and just laid down on the couch. It was nice just to relax together and alone. We never get actual alone time so this was nice.
We didn't need to talk we didn't need anything really. Just each other.
"I like this" he said.
"What do you mean?" I asked.
"I mean just you and me relaxing alone together."
"I was thinking the same thing" I said kissing him.
Once our lips attached I hungered for more. I slowly moved so that I was now straddling him on the couch. My body began to feel hungry for him. I wanted Jake. I needed Jake. But was it too soon.
I think he might of felt it because he stopped me as I felt him start to harden.
"Luna" he said softly.
"Whats wrong?" I asked.
"Isn't this too fast?"
"Is that how you feel or what you think?"
"I just don't want to mess up with you."
"I love you Jake you couldn't possibly mess up at least not in this way" I said.
"I love you too Luna" he said reattaching his lips to mine.
I grabbed the hem of his shirt and slowly tugged his shirt up then completely off. I've seen his naked torso many times but I've never stopped to enjoy the view.
I attached my lips to his neck finding his sweet spot and marking him as mine.
I got up off of him and grabbed his hand.
"Come on" I said.
"Come on where?" he asked getting up.
"I'm not about to do it on the couch" I said chuckling.
I lead him into my room. I closed the door behind me. I grabbed him and pushed him against the door and put my arms around his neck. I got on my tippy toes and he bent down a bit. Our lips attached and with each second that past our lips became in sync.
As I kissed him I unbuckled his shorts and let them fall down his legs. I took his hand and lead him away from them and had him sit down on my bed. I heard "Young and Beautiful" by Lana Del Rey playing from somewhere outside.
I started to dance along to the slow music. Slowly taking off each piece of clothing until I was completely bare.
Jake came up me and moved his hands up and down my bare sides.
He leaned down putting his hands on my butt and whispered into my ear "Jump."
So I did and he carried me to my bed supporting me by my butt. He gently laid me down.
"You are absolutely beautiful" he said causing me to blush.
I wasn't a virgin and Jake knew that but by the looks of it. It was going to feel like my first time again.
He lined himself and started slowly pushing into me. It did hurt a bit I could feel myself stretching around him. I grabbed his arms that were supporting him firmly and he got the message so slow down. Once fully in peppered my face in kisses slowly until I bucked my hips up. Thats when he began to pull out and push back in.
He started slow and as my moans became louder he got faster. It felt like so much more that what it was. It felt like us melting into one. Like love was being created.
As his actions slowed and got sloppy I knew he was almost there. As was I. He pounded into me one last time that was enough for both of us to come undone. And he released himself into me.
He dropped some of his weight on to me but not enough to cause me any discomfort as he caught his breath. Once steady he rolled over on to his back. I moved so that I was on my side and my hand was on his chest.
"I love you Luna" he said looking at me.
"I love you too Jake"
"Go to sleep my love" he said moving on to his side.
"Okay" I said rolling over so my back was to him.
"Goodnight" he said pulling me closer to him.
"Goodnight" I said giggling.
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Today was my first day of work and it wasn't that bad for anyone that cares ._.
The only down side is that my ex lives like a minute away by walking from there.
Hope you liked it. By the way I am aware that I probably need to proof read them and I do after posting tho ._. I just find it kinda boring to read my own writing after just writing it.
Bye:3