ashton's pov:
i fucked up.
i fucked up bad. i never meant to do this to luke. i love luke and miss him.
i need to get him back.
and i will get him back.
i have no clue where luke is so i figure its easier to look for him later (less people etc.)
of course i'm worried, he could be anywhere.
but i know luke well enough to know he's okay. he can take of himself.
he's outgoing and independent despite being a sub.
for now i think i'm just gonna get the work done at calum's, and tell him that lukes at home.
i think its best if i don't mention this situation.
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as the end of the day is approaching, calum finally decides to mention that he has noticed my odd behaviour and if i was alright.
i nod.
"are you worried about luke?"
"n-no, why-- why would i be..?" i chuckle nervously.
"ash he's okay. this is what being a dom is like-- i didn't think you would stand up and listen, but you did, and i'm proud bro"
i chuckle, smiling lightly.
we finish the work then i decide to go.
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lukes pov:
i come across as an outgoing and independent, but in reality, im not.
thats why i chose to be a sub.
i need someone to care for me and look after me. and without ashton, i feel lost.
i need him, but looks like he doesn't need me.
some call me a 'needy baby' but i guess i am.
doms are meant to nurture care and look after their subs aswell as just being their dom.
so as I wonder these empty streets alone, tired, and cold. i hold back the tears threatening to fall.
i couldn't cry.
i didn't deserve to be hurt, no one does.
and it may seem like im overreacting but, ashton hit me.
he said it was a mistake and forgave him. and i won't hold a grudge. but that still didn't him the right to hit me.
and the reason i left?
i don't know. maybe that was an overreaction, i was just scared.
scared of him hitting me, scared of fighting, scared of loosing him.
i just wasn't in the mood to deal with it. so i left.
thats the only thing that came to mind.
but it wasn't the smartest decision, was it?
because who even cares that im gone?
ashton probably doesn't, and i don't blame him, because it was my choice to leave.
i could have stayed and we could have talked it out.
but now i'm here. tired, bored, hungry..and theres no one else to blame but me.
it was getting late now, better go find some shelter, i think, quickening the pace i walk at.
as i rush down the almost empty streets, i accidentally walk into someone.
"im s-sorry" i stutter, dusting myself off.
"don't worry about it, cutie" he winks and blush.
i'm not used to being flirted with.
obviously because im a sub and that's wrong.
"hey, where are you going, you look like you should take a nap or something"
"well i dont really have anywhere to go" i mutter.
"well- sorry i didnt catch your name.?"
"luke"
"well, luke, i'm ben-" which made me frown, because i have a brother called ben who i haven't spoken to in forever.
"..why don't you come with me, you can take a shower, get clean clothes, have a meal and you can stay the night"
"um- i dont really--"
"i work at a bar, dont worry, i wont kill you." he laughs and i smile.
"sure" i nod, and he picks me up, carrying me to the bar, causing me to squeal and giggle, which he replies to by calling me cute.
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ashtons pov:
i couldnt find luke.
and it was making me a wreck.
its been a whole day without his cocky remarks and his constant whining (which i love because it's so cute) i mean,
lukes a baby.
he's needy and whiny and pouty, but its in a cute way, and its one of the reasons i love him-
suddenly i hear a familiar giggle
from where i'm sitting at my favourite bar.
"that's enough drinks for you.." i hear a bartender I recognise as ben say.
ben and i have had quite the history, but at times of need, he's always thee for me.
"n-nooo! just one more benny! pleaseeee" i hear that familiar voice again.
suddenly my eyes widen and i gasp.
its luke.
i run up to the counter where i see luke, consuming another glass of alcohol.
"luke?"
"oh hey ash!" he giggles.
"luke-"
"thats my name, don't wear it out" he says, making me cringe because people at my school use to say that.
"luke, we need to g-"
"ashton!" i hear ben cheer. "i see you've met the wonderful luke.."
"yeah, hi-"
"no silly! im ashtons sub"
i hear ben chuckle.
"nice one" he replies and i play along, "yeah ha! this ones funny, you should keep him"
"sir, what are you talking about?--" he turns to ben, "i am his sub"
"he's just had too much to drin-"
"no ashton! i can prove it"
and so luke told ben some facts about me and ben glares at me.
"this is your sub- who is amazing by the way- and you leave him to wonder the streets?!"
"he's the one who left!"
"das true" luke pitches.
"but i mean, he did hit me, and not in the good way, although he's done that before" luke smirks and I mentally facepalm.
"it seems like you two have a lot to discuss, so just- just go home before i hear something I shouldn't"
"thank you ben"
"you should" says giving me a stern look, "you know, you're lucky you have me"
"i am" i laugh, breathily.
"lets go home luke" i say, picking him up and cradling him in my arms as he slowly falls asleep.
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when we arrive home, lukes suddenly awake and energetic, bouncing all over the place.
"luke was this your first time drinking?"
"probably, i mean, ive had water once before, but this water tasted funny"
i chuckle lightly, shaking my head.
"daddyyyy!" luke whines.
"what baby?"
"i don't feel pain" luke blurts making a shallow flush of confusion run through me.
"what?"
i remember calum telling me about this sub that was kicked out of school because he didn't feel pain, but maybe luke was just drunk.
"i don't feel pain- i had a friend who didn't either but they locked him away and punished him and tortured him an-- oooh! thats so pretty!" he gets distracted and starts staring at the wall like its made of gold.
but i can't pay attention to luke because all i can think about is if what he says is true.
hes been lying to me?
i pick luke up, making his attention fall on me.
"luke, do you feel pain?" i ask sternly.
"of course silly! everyone does." he says, pinching his skin then exclaiming "oww!"
"so why did you say you didn't"
"i was talking about my friend--" he interupts himself with yawn.
i knew he wasn't lying to me.
of course he could feel pain, someone would have found out by now i he couldn't.
"d-daddy im tired!" luke says, crossing his arms and pouting.
"then lets get my baby to bed" i smile, caressing his back as i hold him close, his legs wrapping around my waist, arms around my neck and face pressed into me shoulder.
i press a gentle kiss to his temple, before carrying him upstairs carefully.
once i'm the room, i place the sleepy blonde on the bed and discard my shirt. i then undress luke from his skinnies, to see him wearing boxers (which ben obviously gave him.)
i then pick luke up the same was before and press my lips to his soft ones.
i then undress us both just to boxers, before grabbing lukes lace panties and gently dressing him in them.
i then place the small boy under the sheets and climb into bed with him.
i wrap my arms around his body, consuming his warmth before drifting to sleep.
oh what hell tomorrow would be.
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IM TRYING TO UPDATE LATER BC IT HAS SMUT IN ITTTT
[creds to @/niwisdoodles on instagram for her amazing lashton fanart]
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