Aug. 16th, 2017.
I walked outside of the Why Don't We house to the backyard. I was wearing Jack's hoodie that was oversized on me and my shorts from yesterday. It was early in the morning and everyone was asleep. I stood on one of the rocks and looked out at the city thinking about last night. I could still feel the tingles where his hands had been the previous night. The way my lips felt electric as he kissed me. The small hickeys on my neck peaking out of the hoodie i was currently wearing. I felt like a changed person. Brand new. Jack didn't only take my virginity. He changed me. Made me a better person. Showed me what love truely is. He taught me how to trust again. And I love him for that. I felt my heart leap as I continued thinking about last night.
Last night was magical. And I was glad I saved myself for Jack. He is all I could want in this world. And honestly I don't think I could love anyone else with as much love I have for him. We hadn't talked about us yet. We hadn't said if we were together or not and if we wanted to give each other a second chance. After last night I had made up my mind. I loved him and I want to be with him forever.
I smiled as I heard the sliding glass door open. I looked over to see Jack making his way over to me. He didn't have a shirt on but he had on loose hanging pajama pants, loose enought to see his
V-Line. I then looked back out at the sunrise as he reached me, wrapping his arms around my waist as he held me from behind. "Good morning Kamryn." He smiled as he placed his head on my shoulder. "You look sexy in my hoodie." He chuckled and I smiled, turning my head to kiss him. "Morning baby." I smiled as I turned around in his arms to face him properly.
"Baby?" Jack asked and I blushed. "Y-Yeah. I thought we could get back together. Unless you dont wa-" "Of course I do Kamryn." He said as he cut me off. "These last couple of weeks have been hell. I couldn't sleep knowing I had upset you." He said and I smiled. "Good. Because after a night you gave me last night, Don't expect me to ever leave you again." I smirked and he chuckled, pressing a kiss to my lips.
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Aug. 17th, 2017.
Jack and I had explained to our fans about what happened and the whole situation between us since we never gave an explanation. We told them we broke up but not because why, and then told them it didn't matter now because we were back together and happier than ever. I had even filmed a video for my channel with Jack. It was where he let me put makeup on him like he said he would before we broke up. And it's like we never broke up. Like those couple of weeks didn't exist. And it was amazing. I still hadn't talked to Aspen and she hadn't tried to talk to me. And I was okay with that. I want her to apologize before anything else.
Currently I was walking around the Team 10 house wearing a Jerika hoodie and shorts, trying to hide my 3 large hickeys that Jack gave me from Jake. I tried to put makeup over them to cover them up but a little pink was still showing in some places. I knew he would over react if he found out I lost my virginity. He was a protective older brother. And I knew he would drive straight over to the Why Don't We house and start asking Jack a bunch of questions. I decided I wanted to go for a swim so I texted the boys to see what they were doing. I then put on my bathing suit under my clothes and grabbed my phone. I pulled the hoodie up closer around my neck as I walked downstairs and to the living room where Apollo (the new Team 10 dog.) was running around with Jake. I chuckled and continued to walk outside to the side of the road threw the crowd of fans to Jack's car.
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Warning: Smut....///
I was outside swimming with Jack while the boys were inside. Things were getting pretty heated between Jack and I. He had started flirting with me, telling me I looked hot in my bathingsuit. I went under water for a second and came back up, wipping my face off and slicking my hair back. "Are those hickeys?" Jack chuckled as he made his way over to me. "Shit, the water must have washed my makeup off. And yeah. You gave them to me." I smirked and He grabbed my waist. "How about I give you some more." He chuckled and I laughed. "Not a good idea. Having a hard enough time trying to hide these from Jake already." I said and the next thing I knew he had me pinned against the side of the pool, kissing my lips and neck as his hands gripped my hips tightly. I released soft moans of pleasure as he sucked on my sweet spot on my neck, for sure going to give me another hickey. I tangled my hands in his wet curls and closed my eyes, taking in the blissful feeling.
"I don't know if its just the bikini your wearing or those hickeys I left on your neck 2 nights ago, but seeing you like this is driving me wild." Jack said as he brought his face inches from mine. "Baby, we shouldn't do this out here. Not with the boys inside." I said as he kissed my neck again. "Maybe we should go to my room and continue then." He smirked at me and I smirked back as he kissed me again. "I would love that." I said as I kissed him again. "That would take to long. We would have to dry off and everything." Jack said as he lifted one of my legs up, wrapping it around his waist. "I can't wait that long. I want you now." He whispered huskily in my ear, causing my breathe to hitch in my throat.
He was being ruthless and risky, which was turning me on by the second. He slowly moved his hand from my hip to across my lower stomach, slipping into my bathing suit bottoms. "Jack..." I warned as I placed my hand ontop of his. "Baby it's fine." Jack reassured me as he started to circle his fingers. "They can't see anything." He smirked as he kissed my neck again. I moaned deeply and clung onto his shoulders as he fingered me, his fingers going faster every couple of seconds. "Jack," I panted as he kissed me. "I need you. Now." I moaned as he slipped a finger inside me. "Baby, I can't just pull down my swimsuit." He said and I whimpered as he moved his finger in and out of me.
"You don't h-have to pull them down all th-the way." I studdered as he moved his finger faster in me. I whimpered as I pushed my hips forward towards his, feeling his erection. "Jacky, you need this too." I whinned as I tugged down the front of his shorts. "Babe, are you really this needy?" He asked me and I moaned in responce, pulling his hand out of my bottoms and moved them to the side, lining Jack up to my enterance. "This isn't sanitary." Jack said and I rolled my eyes. "It's ok. I can shower." I told him and pushed him inside me slowly.
He pushed inside of me and I let out a soft moan. "Jack, please move." I begged as I wrapped my other leg around him. He thrusted in me and I closed my eyes, leaning my head back a little. He repeated his motions a few time, along with him kissing my exposed neck. "Oh, Jack...." I moaned and leaned my head forward into the crook of his neck, burring my face there. He groaned a few times and then picked up his pace, the water splashing around us.
I opened my eyes and looked at the glass windows of the house to see if anyone was watching us. Luckily they weren't. Nobody was even downstairs. They were probably all in their rooms. I closed my eyes and relaxed as I felt the pit growing in my stomach. "Jack..." I panted. "I'm gonna... I-I" I studdered and he shushed me. "Go ahead baby." He said and I released a loud yelp as he thrusted into me hard. "Do that again. P-please." I begged him. He did it one more time and I moaned loudly, finally the pit exploding and sending waves of pleasure threwout my body.
I moaned as Jack kept thrusting into me softly to ride out the waves of my orgasm. Jack finally came to his breaking point and pulled out of me quickly. I climbed out of the water as he came, adjusting my bottoms. "Yeah, thats definetly not sanitary." I said as I looked at Jack. I felt weak and my knees were still shaking. "We will have to clean this pool." Jack said to me and pulled up his shorts. "But thanks for that baby." He smiled and sat beside me on the concrete, kissing me. "Thank you too." I smiled and pulled myself on his lap. "Babe, your trembling." Jack chuckled and I blushed. "That orgasm was intense." I said and hide my face in Jack's neck.
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Aug. 19th, 2017.
So I was at the boys house which is where I've been for the last couple of days. I have been sleeping here with Jack and going to get clothes and then come back. I'm surprised I haven't moved in yet cause I spend most of my time here anyways. And yesterday Jake noticed the hickeys on my neck. He wasn't to happy about them either. He was actually pissed. He told me I wasn't aloud to go back over to the boys house so I told him I was at Logan's while Logan covered for me. I love my big brother. Logan didn't care what I did as long as I am kept safe and not doing anything to hurt me.
But Jake wasn't so lienent. He didn't want some boy taking advantage of me after what happened with Garrett. He wanted to make sure I never got hurt again. And I knew that wouldn't happen. Not with Jack. So I was breaking his rules and came to see my boyfriend and his bandmates. We were sitting imside and it was 6:03 in the morning. Jack and I had been up since 5:57 and had walked downstairs. I was in his arms as we sat on the couch in the livingroom.
Around that time was when the boys started coming into the livingroom. "Jesus, you guys were so loud last night." Corbyn said as he walked into the livingroom. I blushed and looked at Jack who chuckled. "Yeah, Kamryn deserves some type of award for her vocals." Jonah laughed as he walked into the kitchen. I wrapped my arms around Jack's neck and burried my face in the crook of his neck, embarrased as Jack laughed. That's when I felt Jack lift me up and carry me to the kitchen with the rest of the boys. He sat me on the island and stood between my legs as I attempted to continue hiding my face. "Awe, your cute when your embarrased." Jack smiled and I giggled, pulling away from him.
The guys continued to make comments about how loud Jack and I were last night and I laughed. Jack ignored them as I played with his hair. He was sitting on a stool infront of me as I sat on the countertop still. The guys made breakfast and I sat with Jack until he got hungry and stood up, making us both something to eat. I then heard Zach gasp and then nudge Daniel, whispering something to him. They both started laughing and then Zach told Corbyn and Jonah. I sat on the counter confused and Jack was confused also. "What?" He asked and the boys continued to laugh. "Did we miss something?" I asked and Daniel started clapping his hands. "Oh that's amazing." Corbyn smiled and I shot him a confused look. "Way to go Jack." Daniel chuckled and I looked at Jack confused. "What?" I asked and Zach moved the hair from off my shoulder, revealing my neck. Jack's eyes widdened and I looked at him confused.
"What did you do?" I asked and Jonah chuckled. "Kamryn, you've got hickeys on your neck all the way down to your collar bone." Jonah smiled and my eyes widdened as I hopped off the counter top and ran to the nearest bathroom. I looked in the mirror and counted 4 new hickeys on my neck. "Jack Robert Avery I swear to God I'm gonna kill you!" I yelled as I stormed out of the bathroom and the guys laughed loudly. "I officially have 9 hickeys from you on my body. You know how hard it will be to cover this up with concealer?" I asked as I pointed to my neck, stopping in front of Jack. "I can only count 7?" Daniel said as everyone grew quite. I blushed as Corbyn started laughing again. "There probably on her inner thighs." He stated and Jack blushed. "Your dead." I growled as I narrowed my eyes as Jack and walked off to his room.
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Warning// kinda dirty.//
It was later that afternoon and I had been downstairs with new clothes on sitting on the couch, drawing on my IPad. Jack then came and sat next to me. "Hey Babe." He smiled as he sat beside me, throwing an arm around me. "Oh hey." I smiled and pecked his cheek. "Woah, did you draw this?" He asked as he looked down to my IPad. It was a drawing of a girl with a flower crom on her head, looking down.
"Uh, yeah." I said as he admired my work. "This is beautiful Kamryn, you have a real talent." He said and I chuckled, shakong my head. "This one is nothing big, it's trash compared to my other ones." I said and Jack's eyes widdened. "You have more?" He asked excitedly and I nodded, flipping the page. I blushed as I realized it was a more intimate drawing. It was a drawing of a guy pinning a girls wrist abover her head on her pillow with her hair surrounding them while they were in the middle of having sex.
"Woah, Kam..." Jack chuckled and I blushed. "I forgot about this one." I said and he smirked. "I like it. It's very intimate." He said and I laughed. "Trust me, It gets worse than that." I said and he smirked seductively at me. I flipped to the next page where a guy was sitting down on a couch and a girl was standing up in front of him, the guy removing her underwear.
"Holy shit." Jack exclaimed as he raised his eyebrows, looking at the drawing them back at me. "Naughty girl Kamryn." He smirked and I blushed. "I can't help the way I feel sometimes." I smirked and he chuckled. "Maybe we could recreate this sometime." He wiggled his eyebrows at me and I rolled my eyes, turning the page. The next one was a drawing I drew of Jack. It didn't really look like him but I knew it was close enough.
"Is this suppost to be me?" Jack asked and I blushed. "Yeah, your in alot of my drawings." I smirked and he chuckled. "I like this. I might even print it and get it framed." He joked and I rolled my eyes. "Seriously Kamryn, you have a real talent." He said in all serious now. "I don't think they are that good. But this one is my favorite." I said as I looked down at the drawing of my boyfriend. "Babe, you gotta show these to people. You could make mobey selling these." Jack said and I shook my head. "No way. I prefer to keep them for myself. Drawing is just a hobby for me. I make money off of YouTube." I said and Jack nodded his head. "Well, you gotta go back home soon. Can't stay at 'Logans' forever." Jack chuckled and stood up. I stood up after him and grabbed my IPad, kissing Jack then saying goodbyes to everyone before heading back to the Team 10 house.
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Aug. 20th, 2017.
I woke up in my own bed, feeling super lonely. I already missed Jack and it had been 1 night. I walked to my closet, getting some clothes and putting them on. I put on my black shirt, blue jean shorts, black and white converse with a red plaid shirt. Nobody else was up yet. It was only 5:38 and everyone woke up at 6. I looked in the mirror and mentally cursed myself for getting a short haircut, making it visable to see my hickeys. It was growing out longer now, hanging at my shoulders. But i still needed makeup to cover it up. And I hated putting on makeup. I don't really care about stuff like that. As long as I smelt good and my hair was fine, everything was good. I didn't need makeup to feel beautiful.
But, I had to cover these things up because of Jack. I was still mad about it but the were faiding so it didnt take alot of makeup to cover them up. I then brushed my teeth and hair before walking downstairs to get something to eat. I pulled open the fridge, grabbing the milk and then the cereal from the cabniet. I made a bowl of cereal and put everything away. I sat at the counter and ate my cereal as I thought about the next video I could make for my YouTube channel. I was debating between Conspiracy Theories, Storytime, and Pranks. I decided to do a twitter survey and see what all my followers think. Then Jake walked downstairs. He looked tired. "Morning." He graoned as he rubbed his eye. "You good?" I asked and Jake nodded. "You sound like Logan." He smiled as he went to get him something to eat. I chuckled and looked at him.
"Your not as entergetic as most mornings." I pointed out and he rolled his eyes. "Because I literally just woke up." He said and I nodded. "Well, after you eat you gotta wake up the rest of Team 10. Good luck with that." I said as I put my bowl in the dish washer.
"What is that?" Jake asked, his eyes widdening as he looked at me. "What?" I asked as I faced him properly. "That." He said as he pressed a finger to my collar bone. I looked down and saw a new hickey. Must have forgotten to cover that up. "Uh... You've seen that already." I lied as I pulled back from him. "No, those hickeys were on your neck. Not your collar bone." He said and I new I was in trouble. "Shit." I mumbled. He then grabbed a paper towel, wetting it before wiping my neck, removing all the makeup and revealing the 7 hickeys on my neck. "Did you go back over there yesterday?" Jake asked and I rolled my eyes. "Why are you so against Jack showing affection towards me?" I scoffed. "Because I don't want you to fall in love and get hurt again." Jake sighed. "Because when you get to attached to someone and they leave, you get lost in your emotions and do something irrational. I've seen you do it before Kamryn and I can't stand to see you like that. Your my little sister and you deserve happiness, not heartbreak." Jake explained and I stepped back, taken aback by his words.
"He makes me happy Jake." I told him. I shook my head, knowing he wouldn't understand. I then grabbed my phone off the counter and walked away from him and outside. I still didn't have a car but I had the keys to Jake's Ford Focus RS that was now a bunch of colors. It was apparently named 'RainBro' now. So I hopped inside RainBro and pulled out of the garage, going anywhere I felt like it. That's when I decided I wanted to go shopping.
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Yo! Heres and update for you guys! (Finally.) I know updates have benn hella slow im sorry dont kill me. High School's hard man. Finding classes is just to much.
Anyways, I'm sorry about all the sexual stuff and if you weren't ready for it. But I had a couple of people dming me and I relized alot of people wanted it. So I figured why not.
So, I'm sorry for the slow updates and I am trying to start a schedule with this book. I think every Friday/Saturday afternoon I will upload a chapter. But thats not a promise.😂 I hope you enjoyed it tho!💞🌷