Monday, April 2nd, 2018.
Lake Buena Vista, FL.
Yesterday was Logan's birthday so I sent him a video of me and all the boys saying Happy Birthday. But today is Daniels Birthday, and the boys and I have a surprise for him that he doesn't know about yet. Anyway, tonight is the show, and I know for a fact Gabbie is going to be there. Which makes me nervous because that's Jacks ex. I know she had bought the ticket before Jack and her broke up, but since she still has it, she's going because she spent good money on it. And it makes me sick to my stomach about the fact I could possibly run into her. Everyone knew they had broken up, but no one knows Jack and I are back together. And that bothers me. What if she tries to say something to me? She knows I'm his ex also. It just annoyed me. I didn't really know a lot about her but she knows almost everything about me because I put myself out there. I'm a YouTuber for crying out loud. If she wants to know something, she can go to my YouTube page. She could Google me if she wanted to. But she's a nobody. Google her and all you get is that she's Jacks ex. That's it.
Anyway, I sat on the tour bus while the boys were out doing interviews, per usual. I literally had nothing better to do than to record videos for my channel. And that's what I did. Of course it wasn't a vlog or a DIY, but I did make a conspiracy theory video since I haven't done one in a while. And in the middle of editing the video, the boys came back. No, it wasn't the boys. It was just Jack. "Hey baby!" I smiled at him as he walked into the back room. "Hey Kamryn." He smiled and lifted my laptop of my lap before sitting there. He was straddling me. That was weird. It should be the other way around. Anyway, I ignored it and smiled at him. "Your back early." I smirked and he nodded. "Yeah, I wanted to get some alone time with you. The boys wanted to go explore and I said I was tired so I went back to the bus to 'sleep.' But really I came to see you." He smiled before grabbing my face in his hands and kissing me. "Mhm, I love you." I smiled up at him and he smiled back. "I've missed that so much." Jack said as he climbed off my lap, sitting beside me and throwing my legs over his lap. "So what are you doing?" He asked and I grabbed my laptop. "I was editing my YouTube video but..." I said as I saved it and powered off my laptop and closed it, placing it back in my bag. "....Now your here, so I'm all yours." I smiled to him as I leaned against his chest.
(Smut)
Jack smiled back and placed his hand on my thigh, rubbing lightly. "How have you been since the breakup? I know everything was awkward for a little while...." Jack continued to speak but I couldn't understand him because my thoughts were getting flustered by the movement of his hand on my thigh threw the thin fabric on my leggings. The physical affection was turning me on. "Kamryn?" He asked me and I quickly snapped out of my haze. "Hmm?" I asked as I looked at him. "I asked you a question." Jack said and I nodded. "Oh um....." I trailed off. "You weren't listening were you?" He asked and I sighed. "No, I'm sorry. It's just that you were rubbing my thigh and my thoughts were hazy and I-" "Oh I'm sorry. I forgot that turned you on." Jack said as he stopped rubbing my thigh and pulled his hand away. "No I didn't say stop." I said quickly as I grabbed his hand and placed it back on my thigh. "Someone's a little touchy." Jack smirked and I nodded. "Mhm." I hummed as he started to rub my thigh again. I closed my eyes, leaning my head against his shoulder. "Baby, let me take care of you." He said as he moved his hand up my thigh before running his fingers over my core. A gasp escaped my lips at his touch. He hadn't touched me in so long. Actually, nobody had. "What do you say babygirl?" He asked as he rubbed me threw my leggings. I didn't say anything, I couldn't. I just leaned my head back closing my eyes. A throaty groan was all the noise I could make. "Kamryn answer me." He warned as he rubbed my thigh again. "Or I'll stop." I continued to sit there with my head back in pleasure. "Please don't stop." I said and he chuckled. "Look at you, uncontrollable under my touch." Jack smirked and kissed my neck as his fingers grew closer and closer to my core again. I dropped one leg so it was off his lap and the other laid across him still.
His hand roamed up to my stomach, just underneath my shirt. I moaned softly at the feeling of his cold hand on my warm stomach. Jack continued to attack my neck with kisses as his hands explored my body. He was careful not to leave hickeys on my neck. Jack's hand slid down inside my leggings but only to the top of my underwear line. He ran his thumb across my lower stomach before pulling it out of my underwear. "Tease." I groaned and he chuckled huskily. He grabbed my heat in his hand roughly and made me look him in the eyes. "I'm going to take my time baby. I promise I'll take good care of you." Jack smirked and rubbed me threw my leggings again. I pushed my hips down onto his hand as I groaned. "Please Jack." I panted and he sighed, slipping his hand into my underwear. I moaned as his finger worked his way around my clit. "Oh my god!" I moaned and gripped onto the couch as I threw my head back. The skin on skin contact felt amazing. Jack kissed from my jaw to my collar bone, fingering me with one hand and massaging my boobs with the other. "Fuck, Jack." I moaned and he circled my clit with his finger. His speed was increasing with every movement.
Within a few seconds, he slipped a finger into me. "Holy shit!" I gasped as he moved his finger in and out slowly. Increasing his speed, he added another finger. "Shit Kamryn, your tight." Jack groaned as I withered underneath him. "Jack, I-I'm close." I nearly screamed and he kissed my neck. I felt my walls clenching around his fingers and it became harder for him to move out of me. He pulled his fingers out and I moaned as they slipped out of my leggings. "Fuck, Jack." I panted as I looked at him. "That was intense." He smiled at me and kissed my lips before going to wash his hands. He came back and sat down beside me, holding me in his arms. "Feel better?" He asked and I nodded, looking at him. Jack grinned and kissed my lips. "Thank you Baby." I smirked and cuddled into his side. "Finish editing your video Kitten." He said as he handed my laptop back to me.
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It's Daniel's birthday and all of us are at Universal. Christina and Tatum are here and it's great that I can hang out with the other two girlfriends of Why Don't We. Of course they didn't know I was dating Jack again, cause we are still trying to keep it a secret. Oh yeah! It's official now, Tatum and Jonah are dating. And I'm super happy for them because I literally love Tate. She's such an amazing person. Anyway, since it's Daniel's birthday I contacted Angi, Daniels long time best friend, and asked her if she could fly out to Florida to surprise him. I payed for the plane ticket and the hotel room. She flew out last night and she is walking around Universal studios. We are meeting up with her at lunch. But as of right now, we are in Harry Potter world. Jonah wanted to come and since I am also such a big fan of Harry Potter, I was down. "Jack let's get a photo." I said as all the other boys were preoccupied. We snapped a quick photo in front of the Hogwarts School building and then joined the boys again.
"Hey guys, I'm getting hungry what's for lunch?" Tate asked and I smiled. "I know a perfect place!" I said and lead them to the spot where I am suppose to meet Angi. We walked inside and I smiled and waved quickly at Angi who was standing there. Everyone was preoccupied and talking but I tugged Daniels arm sleeve. "Hey." I whispered. "Look over there." I said and pointed towards Angi. He turned towards the direction she was standing and his face lit up with shock. "Hey Dani boy!" She smiled and he ran towards her. "ANGI!" He yelled, grasping everyone's attention as they hugged and he swung her around. "Happy Birthday Doofus." She smiled as they pulled away. "And by the way, this was their idea." Angi smiled and pointed to all of us. After their little reunion we all ate lunch and continued walking around.
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Friday April 6th, 2018.
Charlotte, NC.
I leave tour in after tomorrow night. After the Maryland show, I'm suppose to be gone. I'm starting my own tour soon. But I really want to stick around for the Pennsylvania show so I can see Jacks siblings again. I still FaceTime Ava and Sydnie every once in a while, but I haven't talked to Isla in forever. But it's not the same as seeing them face to face. Of course I could always ask to stick around, but I don't know if they'd let me stay for a few more days. And I don't think Manager Jeff would like that either. See, Jeff being my manager, he has everything planned out and organized. That means I have to be back in LA by April 8th. But the Pennsylvania show is April 10th, but I don't think Jeff would appreciate if I stick around for two extra days. Especially for personal reasons.
Maybe I could fly to LA, do the meeting with Jeff on the 9th, and fly out to Pennsylvania for the show. Of course I wouldn't preform, but I could still get in to watch from the crowd. That would never work. Oou! I could fly them all out to LA! Well, that would be kinda sketchy if I get papavrazzied with Jacks siblings. A fan would notice and know something's up. There's no way around it, I'll just have to wait for another moment. But then again, my tour doesn't start until June 11th, which is two days after the Invitation Tour ends. April 10th is the show, so I could fly back home April 11th so it would be exactly two months of planning before my own tour. These are all things I'll have to run by Jeff and the boys.
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Monday April 9th, 2018.
Los Angles, California.
So it didn't work. I couldn't stay on tour to see Jacks siblings. But I flew in last night and I'm back home. Quinn is not here due to her modeling job for Victoria's Secret, so she's in Miami for whatever is happening there. The boys are still finishing tour with only 12 more stops to go. I want to fly straight out to Pennsylvania today but I know I wouldn't be able to make it in time for their show tonight. I hate missing an opportunity to see family or watch my best friends preform on stage in front of hundreds of people. Anyway, tonight I have plans with Jake and Logan to hang out for a while since I'm back from tour. I cleaned up a few things around my apartment and settled back in and unpacked everything from tour. And that's when I realized I still had Jacks phone charger. I had lost mine at a hotel and being the amazing boyfriend he is, he lent me his to use. But being the forgetful girlfriend I am, I forgot to give it back.
I texted Jack to let him know I made it back home safely and that I still had his charger. He told me not to worry about it because he'd buy a new one. He also said he was excited for my tour to start and he's very proud of me. And I told him I was happy for him and proud of how far he's come. And I told him good luck for the rest of tour, and even though it's only been one day, I miss him. We said goodbye and I called Manager Jeff to discuss the meeting tomorrow.
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Saturday, April 21st, 2018.
I'm currently over at Logan's house just because Quinn was still busy with her job and I had nothing to do. And Logan's always busy anyway, so I can over here to sit on his couch and play with Kong. I decided I didn't have anything else to do, so I hopped on Instagram and went live. "Hey guys!" I smiled as everyone started joining the livestream. I was reading a few comments and responding to them. "Where am I?" I read from the comments. "Well obviously if you couldn't already tell by the yelling and the scenery, I'm over at brother Logan's house." I smiled as Logan came into the frame. "Wassup peeps!" He smiled and then ran off. "Why'd I leave tour? Well if you didn't know, I'm starting my own tour soon without the boys. I love them to death, but I gotta move on. So I'm back home preparing for tour." I explained and Kong barked. I looked up to see Maverick flying around. "Well shit. Maverick! Whatcha doing up there buddy?" I asked as I turned my camera around to show everyone on the livestream. "It seems that Maverick has escaped his cage." I laughed as he sat perched on the edge of the stair railing. "Logan! Your birds out!" I yelled and Maverick squawked. That bird was something different.
Kong ran up the stairs barking at the bird and I sighed, sitting back down and letting Lydia take care of it. I focused my attention back on my livestream. "What's all the yelling about?" Logan asked as he walked inside. "Your birds lose." I said pointing up to Maverick. I continued reading the comments and answering questions. "When are you and Jack going to get back together know that him and Gabbie have separated?" I read out loud. "Guys, I've told you already. I know you guys want to know what's going on in our lives, but for now we are separated and are probably going to stay that way for a little while." I said trying to to slip up and tell them we are together again. I kept seeing a spam of comments saying 'go wish @/wondrous_multis a.k.a Mallory a happy birthday!' And then I see her comment 'it's my birthday!' "It's your birthday?! Well HAPPY BIRTHDAY MAL!" I smiled and Logan ran into the screen. "Happy birthday girl! Your awesome!" He smiled and disappeared again. After answering more questions about my upcoming tour and other things, I decided it was time to log off and get on with my day.
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Thursday, April 26th, 2018.
The US part of the Invitation tour is now over and I am making my way up to Susquehanna Pennsylvania to see Jack and his family. Mostly Isla, Ava, and Syd. I missed them a lot but I have missed Jack as well. Hiding our relationship from everyone was hard, so we decided to tell Jacks family and that's it. I haven't told my family or any of the boys and we want it to stay that way. I admit, it is hard when you love someone and you want everyone to know, but they can't. Anyway, we have a no phone policy, so when I'm at their house they aren't allowed to post any photos they take with me.
I grab my suitcase from the overhead space on the plane as we landed. I go threw the gates and make my way to the side of the airport, where Sydnie had an Uber to pick me up. I was wearing a hoodie and my hair was down covering my face. I also had my glasses on instead of contacts so any potential limelights wouldn't spot me in Jacks home town. I quickly ran out to the Uber and got inside, pulling down my hood and tying my hair up into a ponytail. I called Jack to tell him I've made it safely and that I'm on my way to him.
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I step out of the Uber and Isla comes running down the driveway. "KAMRYN!!!" She squeals and I bend down to pick her up in my arms. I hug her and lift her up, just holding her for a minute. "I've missed you sooooo much!" I smiled and squeezed her to me tightly. "I've missed you too!" Isla smiled and I kissed her forehead before putting her down. "Isla you're always hogging Kamryn!" Ava laughed as she came outside too. "How ya doing sis?" I smiled as I hugged her. "It's nice to finally see you again." Ava smiled. "Alright, alright, move outta the way I gotta see my bitch." Sydnie smiled as she walked over to me. "SYD!!" I smiled widely like an idiot. That was my best friend. We finally embraced each other and we were laughing like idiots. We were both so excited to see each other. "The bangs are sooooo cute!" I smiled as I looked at her. "I'm dying your hair while your here." She said and I widened my eyes. "I don't know about that." I laughed and she chuckled. "Girls let her inside!" Kristin said as she looked out the door. "Hey mom!" I smiled and she smiled back. "Nice to see you again, Kamryn." She smiled. "Come inside sweetheart. Jack's our skating right now at his old elementary school with a few friends. He'll be back later." Kristin informed me as I stepped inside. "Okay. I'm gonna go change out of these airport clothes and put on something better looking." I smiled and pulled my bag upstairs to Jacks room.
I put on a pair of light wash overall shorts, a white crop top underneath, a red flannel wrapped around my waist, and my classic black and white high top vans. I let my curls bounce around my shoulders and dug my skateboard out from the bottom of my suitcase. Good thing I brought it. Jack doesn't even know I'm here yet, so I thought I would go down to his elementary school and surprise him. As I walked up to the school I saw him skating with a guy friend. I smiled and put my skateboard down. I skated over to him and did the trick he just did, and added something to it to make it better. I looked over as he held his blared and smirked. After I was done, I kicked my board up and grabbed the top of it. "That's how it's done, boys." I smiled and Jack chuckled before he dropped his skateboard and hugged me. "Surprise!" I giggled as he picked me up. "I missed you." He laughed and kissed my forehead. "Kamryn, this is Austin. Austin, this is my girlfriend Kamryn." He introduces us and we shook hands. We skated for a little bit and decided to take a few pictures but to keep to ourselves because of obvious reasons.
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Sunday, April 28th, 2018.
So today I am flying back to L.A.X with Jack, but we have to be distant until we get on the plane. That means different cars, separation at the airport, not communication while there, and board at different times. But once we get on the private jet together we'll be alright. At the airport I follow Jack from a distance, making sure not to get to close to him. I watched as he grabbed his bag.... and then mine also? Okay then. I watched as he walked to the boarding area and then realized I was getting a phone call. It was Jack. "Get on the plane before me." He said and I nodded while he was looking at me. "Okay." I said and he hung up. I went down to the jet first and he came a little bit after. "Fans were following me and I couldn't risk them seeing you." He said as he finally sat down beside me. "That's alright. Your here now." I smiled. "Finally some alone time together." He chuckled and I smiled, kissing him. He placed his hand on my thigh and I pulled away. "Jack no. We are not having sex on a private jet." I told him and he frowned.
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We landed back in LA and I got out of the plane before fans noticed. I grabbed my bags and ran for the car here to get me. Separate cars. That's when the fans started to gather around the plane. But we were already driving off. And good thing we were. I had the driver drive me back to my shared apartment with Quinn. She was actually there for once! I unpacked my things and changed my clothes to ones more presentable, then left to go back over to the boys house. They moved out of the old one, which is the one Aspen now lived in.
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A/N: Hey guys! So I hope you enjoyed that chapter!! I'm sorry I haven't uploaded in a looong time! I have been very busy! But my birthday has just passed and I'm happy about that. Anyway, I am sorry to say that this book is slowly coming to an end. In fact, next chapter will be the last. I'm sad to see this book end! But hey, we all can tell it's pretty drawn out. But there will definetly be more books coming in the future!!! Have an amazing day/night love bugs♥️