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BACK AGAIN (1D Returns)

By beautifultrageadies

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the boys have been on a hiatus for almost three years, but what happens when one band mate wakes up with the... More

Chapter 1: A feeling
Chapter2: A feeling2
Chapter3: A feeling3
Chapter4: Lebanon
Chapter 5: I was hoping it was just me, myself and i with you leprachaun.
Chapter6: He is always going to be Zayn Malik
Chapter:7 Just like old times
Chapter8: Why are you ignoring me?
Chapter10: BREAKING HEADLINES.
Chapter11: Real Radio
Chapter12: Do it the 1D way,smile and wave like she doesn't mean shit to you.
Chapter 13: NOT AN UPDATE
Chapter 14: ''Its One direction and Zayn Malik?''

Chapter9: Let me

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By beautifultrageadies

Weeks later.

Miami: Jungle city studio

*Zayn's Pov*

'Sweet baby, our sex has meaning.
Know this time you'll stay till the
morning. Duvet days and vanilla
Ice cream, more than just one night
together exclusively'

I sang into the microphone inside the sound room while watching Micheal Hannides gesture with his hands for me to go a little bit higher with the pitch and i did so.

'Baby, let me be your man,
(Let me be your man).
So i can love you
(I can love you), and if you
Let me be your man
(Let me be your man).
Then i'll take care of you
(I can love you).
For the rest of my life, for the rest
Of yours. For the rest of my life,
For the rest of yours,for the rest of
Ours'.

I ended the chorus and i got applauds from all over the studio. I smiled over at Anthony, Micheal and Khaled as they nodded in approval.

After recording, i sat down with Micheal, Anthony and Khaled Rhoham to listen to the sound record, just to check if we needed to switch things up a bit.

"You did it man. Youre a legend" Micheal praised shaking ne as the sound of my music played all over the studio. I gave him a little smile. I had to give myself credit, i actually pulled it off. The song might be the next big thing. But to be honest, i wasn't really thinking about music. I was thinking about Gigi.

Yeah we all know the love of my life Gigi hadid, the girl i've been aspiring to love for the rest of my life.

We had spoken the night before but it was only for a few seconds because she was in paris for her photo shoot and she had to go.

We've been dating for two years now and i can say shes the realest relationship i've ever had.

I know what you might be thinking. Trouble in paradise?, well yeah something like that. I've been wanting to talk to her about us. If she really thinks that we can actually work out pretending like we haven't drawn apart. Because deep down, i know she knows. And it hurts so much because i know i love her. I've been aspiring to love her dor the rest of my life and the rest of hers.

But the sad ending to the story is that it is going down hill. And i can tell she feels it too, no matter how hard we try to deceive ourselves.

We hadly even talk anymore. Our work schedules are unbelievably really tight. Its either she's working and i'm free or i'm working and she's free. She has been all over the place lately which is normal for a super model and sadly i feel like i can't keep up with that. I mean, i could. And i swear i would sacrifice my time to be with her in a heartbeat, but i don't think she would.

Thats another problem. I try my best to remind her everyday, where ever she is that i love her, i try to be the best boyfriend. I have her eyes tatooed unto my chest,I post pictures of us all the time, but you'd hardly see a thing about me in her posts. I feel like i'm putting in all these extra effort into us and she doesn't even care. I know its not all about instagram posts, but at least it would let me know she cares.

I guess the clear fact here is known and is not hard to predict. I love her too much. I obviously love her more than she loves me.

"Zayn" i turned to look at khaled who was giving me a skeptical look. "Are you listening bro?"

"Yeah man" i say.

I wasn't listening.





L.A Airport
10:30pm

I stepped out of plane with one of my suitcases in hand while two of my body guards followed behind me with the rest of my luggage.

Two other body guards walked in front of me, paving the way towards where my van was parked at. A few more bodyguards came around once we noticed the crowd of fans waiting to welcome me at the airport. The paps had also made an appearance so the guards stayed as close to me as possible.

But i loves the fans.

They were all so supportive, and you couldn't avoid them sometimes. Its terrifying when you know a bunch of complete strangers actually dedicate their time and many to stalk you everyday amd also the fact that you try to be alone but they keep showing up, giving you the hint that they won't go away anytime soon, and in a way i loved them for that.
Not that i don't completely find it creepy or anything, trust me it is.

As for the paps. I ignored them as always, but i did hear some of the questions being thrown at me.

Like if i would be coming back to one direction, when i would release my album and what not. I didn't answer, but i did stop to take some pictures with the fans. They are so adorable, especially this one girl who i met wearing a 1D T-Shirt, her name was susan and she was 16 years old.

It was nice to know i still had directioners as fans. It means alot because i know at some point since i left the band i was hated by a huge amount of the directioner population, but i'm happy i still see a few of them who say they miss and support me no matter what...those are the fans i really cherish.

I signed the last autograph to a 21 year old girl before being led to the van. Two other vans came up to pick the rest of the team to their destinations while i was being driven home.

As soon as i got to my apartment, i flung myself against my bed and took in a deep breath.

I needed to talk to gigi, i knew she was in L.A for the weekend for her interview tonight with vogue magazine, but i needed to talk to her before then. I also needed to talk to my mother.

Taking out my phone i gave her a call, she answered on the third ring.

"Hello?...hello?, zayn?" she sounded sleepy and really tired which was understandable, it would be pretty late now in bradford.

"Hello mum?"

"Zayn, my love how are you"

"Yeah, i'm fine, i'm doing okay. Hope i didn't disturb your sleep. You sound kind of tired" i said.

"I am honey, i just got back form visiting Doniyah today. But its fine, i'm so happy you called, i've been worried about you dear,when are you coming to visit bradford?"

"Umm, i may come towards the end of August, don't know yet but yeah i'll be around eventually, i hope youre taking care of yourself, just wanted to check up on you"

"Thats so sweet of you baby, i'm okay theres no need to worry. How is the album coming up?" she asked.

"Its actually really great, i was in Miami today doing a little recording. The music video is done as well, i'm sure i've told you that sometime ago, umm right now i'm just looking forward to ifs release weeks from now"

"Well thats great honey, i'm so proud of ya!" she said with excitement and i laughed.

"Thanks mum"

"So, you were in Miami today?, where are you now?" she asked with a worried tone.

"I'm in LA, just arrived some minutes ago, Gigi is in LA as well, i'm planning on meeting up with her tonight" i say reaching up to scratch my forehead.

"Ok baby, but please be careful, its pretty dangerous to be moving about in the city alone, take care of gigi tonight okay?" she said and i hesitated.

She didn't have a clue of how my relationshio with gigi was at the moment. I wanted to tell her but i couldn't. I didn't want to bother her any more than i already have, so i just smiled although she couldn't see it.

"Okay mum,i promise i will, love you so much"

"Love you too,take care tonight".

" okay,take care mum".

"Bye honey".

" Bye" i hung up the phone.

Talking to her gave me the little strength i needed for this evening. And i knew i needed it tonight.

I dialed gigi's number four times but she didn't answer.

"Hello?" Her voice said from the other side of the phone. She sounded tires as hell too, i would know, but she had to wake up sometime especially if she would make it to that interview, so i guess i did her an unknown favour. "Hello, babe?" Her voice said again.

"Hey, how are you,you sound tired, how was paris?".

" you think?" she scoffed but i could tell she was smiling and i smiled too "it was great, really amazing, the photos will be out on billboards by next week. Kendall came by the shoot to visit but had to leave early for florida. The interview with vogue will start hours from now and i'm really not prepared for any of it"

she said sounding really stressed and already i wish i was there to hold her and tell her it would be okay, but i couldn't let my feelings come in the way now.

"Don't worry, you'll be fine, i trust you. We need to talk by the way. Tonight,i was thinking we'd see maybe before the interview".

" oh, umm okay what about?".

"Its about us" i say and for a few seconds there was silence.

"Uh, umm" she cleared her throat "well okay then. Where do you want to meet?".

° ° ° ° ° °


30 minutes later.

[The love beverly hills resturant.]

I glanced at the time on my wrist to see that it was past eleven, close to midnight. This side of Los Angeles wasn't as busy as the other streets, and i used that to my advantage, checking if i would see any upcoming vehicle but none drove by.

I glanced at my phone to see i had one message from safaa but i chose to ignore it for the mean time.

When i looked back up o saw a blonde woman with a long white trench coat walk in. Her lips red and her hair pulled up to a bun on her head.

Her eyes were sheilded by the shades she wore. It wasn't hard to spot gigi in a crowd, for one she was very tall as well as outstanding. I watched as she greeted the resturnat manager with a smile and a shake before he pointed over to me. She said something back to him before walking towards my direction and i gave a tight lipped smile.

I stood up to greet her with a smile, a hug and a kiss on the cheek before sitting her down in front of me.

" i'm sorry i'm late. I was trying to get ready and had no idea what to put on especially since i'm not wearing this to the interview" whe said pulling her shades reavealing her big blue eyes.

I heard the click of camera from outside which got both of our attention. The paps were here, with their vans and everything. I swear i could kill these people.

"Lets just ignore them yeah?"

i say and she looks at me ans nods. I call up the waiter and i ask her what she would like. She decided on white wine so i got thesame.

"So ..you wanted to talk about us?" she said and i could see from the look on her face that she was so nervous and didn't know how exactly this converstion would go. Well, i didn't know either.

"Yeah, how should i start this..." i trailed off before looking back at her beautiful face. I didn't want to do it. I still loved her so much and i would put her first before anything, but this time i had to do what was best for me, maybe the both of us. I had to put myself first.

"We need to breakup" i say and watch as her facial expression shakes. I can simply laugh this out and say that i'm joking and tell her to come with me to new york next week. But i can't. This has to happen now. All the cards were down.

I watch her closely as she looks to the ground. I didn't know if she was hurting or just didn't know what to say.

"Gigi-"

she laughed interrupting me. "Its okay zayn. I kind of saw this coming" she said trying to keeo up a fake smile.

"I still love you. So so much" i tell her and she nods looking back to the ground, tears in her eyes. "And i think thats the problem" i continue.

"You don't love me as much as i love you" i say and she looks up at me shocked.

"What would make you think that?" she sounded a little bit angry but i understood. Everyone has a right to be defensive in a relationship.

"The fact that we've been drawing apart and you really don't care to do something about it. Gigi youre everywhere. Agreed we have tight schedules, but i'd sacrifice my time for you anyday, but gigi" i shook my head. "You wouldn't do it" i tell her feeling my own tears roll down my face.

"I'm all about you, but youre all about yourself" i say and she looks at me with teary eyes.

"I'm sorry" she says.

"I love you zayn and i didn't know you felt that way about us" she paused cleaning her tears.

"But i understand. You probably need to focus more on yourself at this piont in time" she says and i reach out to hold her hand across the table.

"I love you" i tell her and she smiles "i love you too" she says back and i wonder if she means it.

"I have this strong adoration for you and i promise it won't change. We can still be great friends right?" i ask hoping that we can.

"Yeah. I have your back z. Always" ahe says and i smile at that.

Maybe things were meant to end this way, maybe not. I have no idea what i would do without this woman in front of me, but i guess i'll have to see for myself. Theres a common saying that if you love someone, you let them go. And if they love you, they will come back. Always and i hoped that would be the case between us.

As soon as we were done making our promises to always be friends, we both gave eachother a goodbye kiss. A kiss that felt promising and i knew from that moment on, i wouldn't be able to live without her.

The paps stood at a safe distance once we made the exit out of the resturant. I decided to walk her to her car which suprisingly was parked close to mine. We gave eachother a hug and i watched as she got in and drove off.

I walked over to my car and got in, all the while wishing things with Gigi could have ended differently. That i wouldn't keep loving her, but i had to start all over again. I had to.

Taking out my phone, i quickly went to my instagram and made the first step.

I unfollowed every member of her family. From her mum and dad, to her sisters, her brother...and then her.










HEY YOU GUYS. HOPE YOU LIKED THE CHAPTER. PLEASE DON'T KILL ME IN THE COMMENTS BACAUSE I AM TRYING TO MAKE THIS AS REAL AS POSSIBLE.
I KNOW ZIGI KISSED TWO DAYS AGO WHICH I'M STILL PRETTY MUCH EXCITED ABOUT SO DON'T WORRY.
THEIR ACTIONS COMPLETELY CHANGES THE PLOT AND I'M HAPPY I'LL HAVE A CHANCE TO GET THEM BACK TOGETHER.

IF YOU LIKE THE CHAPTER TELL ME. AND IF YOU WANT MORE OD ZAYN'S POINT OF VIEW PLEASE LET ME KNOW. I'D LOVE TO HEAR WHAT YOU GUYS HAVE TO SAY.

PS:- BELLA HADID ISN'T GIGI'S ONLY SISTER.

DON'T FORGET TO HIT THE VOTE BUTTON AND LEAVE A NICE COMMENT FOR ME WHILE YOURE AT IT.

❤sophie/bree

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