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Cookie
I bit my lip to mask my moans as my husband thrusted in me. He and the rest of the guys were about to leave, and we both had no clue on when we would see each other again. So of course...we had to get a quickie in.
My hands found his back and I began to claw him up. "Sttt, Fuck Cookie" He hissed before grabbing my arms and pinning them down. We been going at it for atleast 10 minutes and I was ready to tap out.
"Lu..baby. I can't take it." I moaned barely above a whisper. Me saying that was music to his ears because he then picked up the pace and wrapped his hand around my neck.
That was all he had to do for me to release all over him and for my body to shake. That didn't stop him though, he continued to pump in and out of me until I felt his warm seeds release inside of me. Causing me to let out a loud moan.
"Mommy! Daddy!" We heard making us jump up and scurry for our clothes.
"Shit shit shit" I said tying my robe shut while fixing my hair. After making sure the both of us looked presentable, Lucious opened the door.
"What took you guys so long to open the door?" Lyric asked raising her eyebrow.
"I was helping mommy fix her hair"
"Well why is your shirt off?"
"Cause um...it got hot." Lucious halfway lied. It did get hot.
"Oh. Well i'm hungry and uncle Meek won't let me play the game." Lyric pouted.
"Want me to shoot him?" Lucious said making me hit his arm. I did not need my child going around telling people that her dad would shoot them.
"What you want to eat tuts?" I asked changing the subject. I watched as she played with her curls while thinking about what she wanted to eat.
"I want buffalo wings and fries" She finally said making my stomach growl. That sounded so good and after a good sex session my appetite was definetly worked up.
"Okay. Let mommy get dressed and we'll go get the food." I said. Lyric nodded and skipped out the room.
I sighed when I saw Lu putting his shirt back on. He was about to be leaving. He was gonna miss some of my pregnancy, Moments with Lyric. I couldn't help but to get emtional thinking about never seeing him again. What if this all goes wrong and he gets killed?
"Hey, whats wrong fatty?" Lucious asked walking over to me, wiping my tears.
I gave him a half smile and shook my head. "I'm just gonna miss you."
He eyed me and read me like a book. "Nothings gonna happen to me ma. Get that shit out your head." He stated before kissing my lips. "I love you."
"I love you too"
"And I love you" He said kneeling down and talking to my growing belly before giving it a kiss.
"Mommy you still not dressed?" Lyric groaned coming back into the room making both Lucious and I laugh.
"Come here" Lu said holding his arms out for her. Instantly she ran into her fathers arms while playing with the jewlery in his ears.
"You know daddy has to leave for a while right?" He asked making her slowly nod her head.
"Yes...How long you gonna leave for?" Lyric asked
"I'm not sure but when I come back to get you guys, I'll buy you everything you want. And we can spend as much time together as you want okay?"
"So you'll buy me the new Iphone and a new Ipad?! Have tea partys with me? Let me do your makeup and eyebrows! ANNNNDDD play dress up!!!" She said excitedly, so excited her cheeks were red.
"Ion know about that makeup and stuff." Lu said scrunching up his face.
"Why" She asked tilting her head.
"Cause that's gay" Lucious said making my eyes widen. He's so blunt and foward with her sometimes it gets on my nerves.
"Mommy what's gay?"
"Go put your shoes on and tell Skye and Donna we're going to pick up some food" I said trying to change the subject yet again.
"Kay. Bye daddy. I love you. I'll make sure mommy saves all her cuddles for you. And if another man try to talk to her i'll tell him that you gon shoot him" Lyric said with a big smile on her face.
"You better."
He kissed her head and watched her run out of the room. Cookie shook her head as she put her leggings and tshirt on.
"I'm not playin either..I know how these Houston niggas get down, lemme find out." He said sticking his gun in his waistline making me roll my eyes.
"Well it depends on how long you're gone..I just might have to find me a little somebody to keep me entertained." I said sliding my feet in my fuzzy puma slides.
"You better get a coloring book and a 100 pack of crayons." He said making me laugh.
We walked out of the master bedroom and made our way to the living room to see everybody sitting on the couches conversating.
"Well look who decided to stop being nasty and join us." Donna said with a smirk making everybody focus their attention on us.
"They wasn't being nasty, my daddy was fixing mommys hair" Lyric defended.
"Is that what yall told this baby?" Cesar asked before bursting out into a fit of laughter.
Star rolled her eyes and put her attention back on her phone. I was about to say something but I stopped myself.
"Anyyyywaysss....we're about to head to wingstop and I know that yall are about to leave so.."
"Yea, lets move out and meek you think im playin..if my stats are messed up on 2k im beating yo ass" Lu said smacking his head as he headed towards the front door.
"Cookie you wanna go grocery shopping in the morning? Just to get it over with?" Skye asked as I grabbed a set of car keys off the wall.
"Yea. I refuse to eat fast food all the time."
"Star you coming?" Donna asked
I rolled my eyes on the inside. I didn't really care if she came or not. She could starve for all I cared. I don't know how we pose to co-exist in this house together and just act like she wasnt fucking my man.
"Yea lemme get my wallet" She said getting up and walking back into the room she was staying in.
Once we made our ways outside everybody gave hugs as the men would be parting ways from us. Lucious wrapped his ars around my waist and kissed me with so much passion. If Lyric wasnt hungry I would've told him I wanted one more round.
"I love you. I'll be back soon and everything will be done and over with aight"
I pecked his lips over and over before Skye rolled the window down. "Yo come on...We hungry son"
"See you later"
"Bye baby"
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Star
Hearing Lu and Cookie having sex earlier...seeing them all lovey dovey hurt me...to my core. That was supposed to be us. The way him, Cookie and Lyric bonded made me want to break down and cry. I was in love with a married man who I thought was in love with me.
What am I supposed to do?
Here I am doing something for him and his family when he doesn't appreciate, me and has showed me time and time again that he doesn't want to be with me.
I sighed as I thought about the future between us. Living in a nice house...married and happy. Looking at my reflection in the mirror I softly smiled, before thinking about what all was going to go down.
We had just gotten back from wingstop about an hour ago. Now I was full and ready to go to bed.
After taking a quick shower I layed down and facetimed my bestfriend Ryan.
After the thrid ring it said connecting making me get a little happy cause I thought she wasn't going to answer.
"You in the bed already?" She asked
"Girl yes. The rest of the girls are in the livin room but I'm not in the mood for the kumbyah bullshit" I said truthfully making Ryan laugh.
"No seriously , cause if his wife say some slick shit i'm bound to slap her ass." I said propping my phone up so I didn't have to hold it.
"Well you two better learn to get along. After all yall's kids are going to be siblings." Ryan said as she propped her phone up as well.
"You right our kids will be siblings but I still don't gotta be friendly."
Yes. I recently found out that I'm 6 weeks pregnant. Lu is the only man i've been with for almost the past year. So there was no question that this baby was his.
"Have you told him yet?" She asked as she did her makeup.
"No. Not yet. I'm waiting for the perfect moment. But where you about to go?"
"You can't hide my godbaby forever, and out with MY man who I didn't try to steal from somebody else and break up they family" She said making me laugh.
"Im not. But now aint the right time..fuck off" I joked
"How's Houston?"
"It's actually really nice here. The house is too. I could see me and Lu moving here when I have the baby" I said as I played with my hair.
"Star..you sound crazy. Lucious is not gonna leave his first everything, mother of his kids and wife for you..one of his workers. You really think he gon just up and leave her cause you having his baby? Well possibly his baby" She said
"What you trying to get at?" I felt like shes trying to be funny or saying that my baby wasn't his.
"You know exactly what im saying. Lucious.does.not.wanna.be.with.you. He loves Cookie to death. She's pregnant with their SECOND baby. After this is over he going home to HER and they KIDS". She said making me feel some kinda way.
"Im going to bed. goodnight" I said before ending the facetime call, plugging my phone up and turning the lamp off.
Why does nobody think Lu loves me? They're crazy if they think we won't be togehter. I know what he was telling me while we made love wasn't all fake, he meant every word.
From him telling me he loved me.
How he wanted to be with me.
And how he wanted me to have his baby.
I know what i'm doing , my plan will work out in the end.
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Love you all , peace and blessings.