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By Mariko_Akiyama

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CONTENT CONTAINS : SELF HARM SUICIDAL THOUGHTS SUICIDE ATTEMPT MENTAL ILLNESS SEXUAL CONTENT DRUG USE ASSAULT... More

[ Chapter 1 ]
[ Chapter 2 ]
[ Chapter 3 ]
[ Chapter 4 ]
[ Chapter 5 ]
[ Chapter 6 ]
[ Chapter 7 ]
[ Chapter 8 ]
[ Chapter 9 ]
[ Chapter 10 ]
[ Chapter 11 ]
[ Chapter 12 ]
[ Chapter 13 ]
[ Chapter 14 ]
[ Chapter 15 ]
[ Chapter 16 ]
[ Chapter 17 ]
[ Chapter 18 ]
[ Chapter 19 ]
[ Chapter 20 ]
[ Chapter 21 ]
[ Chapter 22 ]
[ Chapter 23 ]
[ Chapter 24 ]
[ Chapter 25 ]
[ Chapter 26 ]
[ Chapter 27 ]
[ Chapter 28 ]
[ Chapter 29 ]
[ Chapter 30 ]
[ Chapter 31 ]
[ Chapter 32 ]
[ Chapter 33 ]
[ Chapter 34 ]
[ Chapter 35 ]
[ Chapter 36 ]
[ Chapter 37 ]
[ Chapter 38 ]
[ Chapter 39 ]
[ Chapter 40 ]
[ Chapter 41 ]
[ Chapter 42 ]
[ Chapter 43 ]
[ Chapter 44 ]
[ Chapter 46 ]
[ Chapter 47 ]

[ Chapter 45 ]

90 5 1
By Mariko_Akiyama

*play song*

Y/n's pov.

" This is not what I imagine dying peacefully is like " I said and wipe my mouth dry with the towel.

" Well, your meds aren't really working and your puking your guts out, but why are you still taking them? " he asked.

" Well at least it kills me " I said as I hang the towel, Zenix tilt his head to the side with a raise brow with an expression that says 'really'

I smile and went onto a blank expression, I walk out of the bathroom and head to the kitchen, picking up the glass full of orange juice, I take a sip and sit down on the stool.

" Are you going to get this fixed or not? " I asked as I look at the table with the knife carve mark where Coraline was stabbed.

" It should be fine, it's not that damaged " he walks in the kitchen.

" You know what's the best part of being sick? " I asked.

" What? " He asked.

" I haven't had my period for the past five months ever since I got sicker " I said.

" How is that the best part? " He asked.

" No cramps to deal with " I said, he snickers.

" Don't snicker like you know how it feels " I said.

" Cause I don't " he said and pour himself a glass of orange juice I just made.

" I kinda missed having periods too you know " I said.

" How? " He asked as he put the jug down.

" I'm always cranky, sometimes it makes my body weak and I rest a lot, I have to change multiple times a day, and now I'm just doing nothing, instead I just eat, take my meds sleep, puke " I said.

" Nothing is ever fun without anything " he said.

" Your right about that but this is the life I chose when I was shot in the head " I said.

We then hear rapid footsteps on the stairs, I turn my head and see my daughter running into the kitchen.

" Penelope, what did I say about running around the house? " I asked.

" Not to? " She asked.

" That's right " I said and she got on the stool.

" What do you want kiddo? " Zenix asked.

" I found this and I wanna know what it does " she takes out a small square packet.

I gasp and Zenix face flush red as he snatches it our of her hand.

" Eh? " Penelope said as she tilt her head to the side.

" This is nothing, it's just. . . .paper " Zenix said.

" Can I draw on it? " She asked.

" What are you doing in our room sweetie? " I asked.

" I was bored, but I saw more of it in his dresser, I'm going to go get it- "

" No! " Zenix and I both exclaimed.

She looks at the both of us in confusion.

" It'll give you cooties! " Zenix said.

Penelope screams and run into the living room where I see she jumps on the couch and wrap herself in the blanket. Zenix and I look at each other than sigh in relief.

" I told you to put it in the cabinet " I said.

" No, it's the closest to the bed so I can grab it easily while we make love " he smirks as he walks around the table, I snicker.

" Actually while I'm holding one, why don't we go upstairs? " He asked.

" Uh-huh no, Penelope is here, I am not going to risk it " I said as I place my glass down, he wraps his arms around my waist and he rest his chin on my shoulder.

" Well, it's really not your choice to make "

~ Time Skip ~

" I thought you said no drinking for me? " I asked as walk down the sidewalk and I see the bar ahead of us.

We intertwine our hands as we walk.

" This is your cheat day, you only have a few drinks but no strong alcohols" he said.

" Are you sure? " I asked.

" Yes I'm sure, don't worry, I had a few of our friends to join " he said.

" Who? " I asked.

" Well, Ash, Katelyn, Nadia and Garroth " he said.

" What about Aaron and Catherine? " I asked.

" They're trying to figure things out and we'll see if they'll make it " he said.

" How's Coraline? " I asked.

" She's coming with her husband " he said.

I smile and he looks at me.

" What? " He asked, I look away and shake my head.

" It's been weeks and all we have been doing is just clearing out bucket list " I said.

" Hey, at least we spend our times together " he said and we arrive at the bar.

I push the door open and the chime in the door rings, I look over at the bar to see Katelyn and Nadia already sitting down side by side on the stool.

" There she is " Nadia said as she holds her glass.

" No " I said.

" Okay " she turns back around and takes a sip of her drink.

" Just so you know, no strong alcohols, mister boyfriend is here " I gesture my head to Zenix as I look at Ethan.

He snickers.

" How about some Arnold Palmer? " He asked.

" It'll do " Zenix said and I sit down next to Kate while Zenix sit down next to me.

" So how's Penelope? " Katelyn asked.

" I'm glad to see her, she's happy as she can be " I said and take a sip of my drink.

" So where are the others? " I asked.

" I don't know, Ash is always late at everything " Nadia said.

" I'm right here "  we all turn to Ethan who is cleaning a glass cup with a dry towel.

" Behind me " he said and we all tilt our heads to the right and see Ash sitting down on a stool next to a wall while holding his phone that is charging.

" I take everything back " Nadia said.

" Your just short babe " Ethan said as he place the cup down and grab the Bourbon for Zenix.

" Says the top one " Ash said, Ethan spills the Bourbon.

He roll his eyes away and grab the rag the wipe the table.

" That conversation is only for us and the details stays in our heads " Ethan puts away the bottle.

Ash smirks and scroll through his phone to whatever he's doing.

" How long have you been sitting there? " Zenix asked.

" Hours ago " Ash said.

" Hey guys " I turn to my right to see a guy with auburn hair and green emerald eyes.

" Peter?, Aren't you supposed to be with Coraline? " Katelyn asked.

" Her mother wanted to take care of her so she let me go " he said.

He looks at me in confusion.

" Y/n " I said.

" Peter " he said, I smile.

" I invited another friend of mine if you guys don't mind " he said.

" It's fine " Katelyn said.

" I gotta use the restroom " Ash stood up and place his phone down on the table.

He walks out from the bar and head to the back.

I was about to take a sip of my drink when I felt my head throbbing, I wince.

" You alright? " Zenix asked, I nodded.

" I got a headache " I said.

" Well that is not a good sign " Nadia said.

" It's fine, it'll pass " I said.

" Need aspirin? " Ethan asked.

" No, she said it'll pass " Zenix said, I turn to him and he raise a brow.

I smile as a thank, he smiles back.

" Peter! " I turn around and see Catherine, Aaron and Garroth entering the room.

" Glad you guys could make it " Nadia said.

Garroth sit down next to Zenix with Catherine and Aaron sit down next to Peter.

" What do you guys want? " Ethan asked.

" Pink vodka lemonade cocktail " Catherine said.

" Scotch " Garroth said.

" Same as his " Aaron gesture his head to Garroth.

" Whiskey " Peter said.

Ethan swiftly get the drinks done and shortly after Ash came back.

" Hey guys " he said and went back to his seat.

" Hey, I've been wondering, where has Talia been?, I haven't seen her in a while " I said.

" She's moving into a new place right now, she couldn't come " Katelyn said.

" Anyways, anyone wanna make a toast? " Catherine asked as Ethan was done making her drink.

" I volunteer as tribute " Garroth raise his glass.

We all burst out laughing.

Zenix's pov.   

" How is she holding up? " Catherine asked as I watch Y/n laughing with Katelyn.

" Her sleeping hours are extending " I said.

" I read that online, I don't think she has that much time left, I already did the research you told me to do, you should try not to stress her out, it'll make it worse " she said.

" Bringing her out tonight might be the biggest mistake but I want her to have fun before she goes " I said.

" I also read, loosing memories is also one of the brain damage effects "

I had to do that last reference with Garroth.

Bye!

ฅ'ω'ฅ

~ Mariko

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