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You've managed to escape hell and find yourself in heaven. Congratulations! However, your arrival doesn't magically transform you into an angel, nor does it change popular opinions about sinners. It wouldn't be right to potentially endanger heaven by leaving you, the first 'ex-demon,' alone to your own devices. So, someone is assigned to keep an eye on you and ensure you don't immediately revert to your old ways. That shouldn't be a problem, though, right?

💜💜💜 ᖇᑌᑎᑎIᑎG TᕼᖇOᑌGᕼ Tᕼᕮ ᑭᗩᖇKIᑎG ᒪOT ᕼᕮ ᑕᕼᗩᔕᕮᗪ ᗰᕮ ᗩᑎᗪ ᕼᕮ ᗯOᑌᒪᗪᑎ'T ᔕTOᑭ TᗩG, YOᑌ'ᖇᕮ IT, TᗩG, TᗩG, YOᑌ'ᖇᕮ IT Gᖇᗩᗷᗷᕮᗪ ᗰY ᕼᗩᑎᗪ, ᑭᑌᔕᕼᕮᗪ ᗰᕮ ᗪOᗯᑎ TOOK Tᕼᕮ ᗯOᖇᗪᔕ ᖇIGᕼT OᑌT ᗰY ᗰOᑌTᕼ TᗩG, YOᑌ'ᖇᕮ IT, TᗩG, TᗩG, YOᑌ'ᖇᕮ IT ᑕᗩᑎ ᗩᑎYᗷOᗪY ᕼᕮᗩᖇ ᗰᕮ? I'ᗰ ᕼIᗪᗪᕮᑎ ᑌᑎᗪᕮᖇ GᖇOᑌᑎᗪ ᑕᗩᑎ ᗩᑎYᗷOᗪY ᕼᕮᗩᖇ ᗰᕮ? ᗩᗰ I TᗩᒪKIᑎG TO ᗰYᔕᕮᒪᖴ? ᔕᗩYIᑎG, "TᗩG, YOᑌ'ᖇᕮ IT, TᗩG, TᗩG, YOᑌ'ᖇᕮ IT" ᕼᕮ'ᔕ ᔕᗩYIᑎG, "TᗩG, YOᑌ'ᖇᕮ IT, TᗩG, TᗩG, YOᑌ'ᖇᕮ IT" 💜💜💜

~𝒂𝒓𝒆 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒅𝒆𝒇𝒊𝒏𝒊𝒕𝒊𝒐𝒏 𝒐𝒇 𝒊𝒏𝒔𝒂𝒏𝒊𝒕𝒚? 𝒐𝒓 𝒂𝒎 𝒊? 𝒐𝒉 𝒊𝒕 𝒎𝒖𝒔𝒕 𝒃𝒆 𝒏𝒊𝒄𝒆, 𝒕𝒐 𝒍𝒐𝒗𝒆 𝒔𝒐𝒎𝒆𝒐𝒏𝒆, 𝒘𝒉𝒐 𝒍𝒆𝒕𝒔 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒃𝒓𝒆𝒂𝒌 𝒕𝒉𝒆𝒎 𝒕𝒘𝒊𝒄𝒆~ - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - It's been almost 2 and a half years since Lynx last saw Billie. Lily hasn't responded to any of the millions of phone calls, texts, or desperate DMs from her ex and would like to keep it that way. But it's hard to ignore someone when you bump into them in real life. - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - 𝒑𝒂𝒓𝒕 𝒕𝒘𝒐 𝒕𝒐𝒐 '𝒘𝒉𝒂𝒕 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒄𝒂𝒏𝒕 𝒉𝒂𝒗𝒆 | 𝑩.𝑬'

Why did you have to leave me ..

I made a deal with the devil, and now I pay rent in hell.

World tours, TV shows, deadlines, millions of fans, anxiety, depression, they're just a few things Billie has to worry about. But when she meets your not so typical college computer nerd, can she help ease her burdens? CEO of awful description's. Gxg, g!p, #bottombillie #1 in billieeilish #4 in girlxgirl #1 in Gay And more than I can't be bothered typing.

If you can't find one...make one as I always say You are a cupid angel that lives up in heaven, until one day it all goes to shit...and you end up in the one place you were told to never go, a certain jester decides to help you out of this dilemma, but what if there's something more?

Loneliness. Depression. Broken. Scared. Devastated. Hopeless. Mournful. Disheartening. Bleak. Joyless. Somber. I have no one. Depression and Loneliness are the only things I feel. My family tries to make me happy, but I just put on a fake smile and cry about it in my room. They act like everything is alright, but everything is not. They KNOW I was devastated about Mom's murder. They KNOW I was heartbroken about Dad's sickness that eventually killed him. That's all I've thought about. Devastation and heartbroken. Just because of those two things. Never in my life I have been this devastating. Dayton, Hayden, Angel, or Monica know how to make me truly happy. Not even my own siblings know how to make me show a real smile. Suicide is all I can think about day to day and I've almost died because of that. DEPRESSION IS A REAL THING. NO ONE KNOWS HOW I FEEL EVERYDAY. NO ONE CAN JUDGE OTHERS ABOUT DEPRESSION OR EVEN MAKE JOKES ABOUT IT BECAUSE ITS A REAL THING. DEPRESSION HAS KILLED PEOPLE. EVERYONE IN MY LIFE JUDGES ME JUST BECAUSE I DON'T SMILE, LAUGH, HUG, OR DO ANYTHING NORMAL PEOPLE DO. I CUT MYSELF, I CRY, I YELL, I VENT, I PUSH PEOPLE OUT OF MY LIFE. Those are the things people are worried about me. "Go kill yourself and join your parents in hell." They say and I just shrug it off and find a private place to hide and cry it out. "I CAN'T DEAL WITH LIFE ANYMORE!!!!" I say and I use my sharp nails and cut myself then cry some more. A gun is buried within my arm for defense from my dad, but I use it in case I am tired of society. Then that's when I met the Host Club. They saw my sadness and made me a part of it to repay my debt for accidentally breaking a vase. I am now a Host for men to flatter them, but how can normal guys want me to be a Host when I wear lip earrings, eyeliner, chains, and have a gun in my arm? I'm the definition of Hell. Then he made me smile again, something that I thought I would never get back. Happiness.

I love you and I'm missing you (All disclaimers in the bar above :))

I was staying with my dad, because my stupid mom had to go to Paris with her friends for vacation knowing I start school this year. I would be staying with my dad and my dad girlfriend and his friends for a whole year. great just great in a house filed with boys just fucking great. My father hasn't seen me for like 16 years and I had changed a lot from a little girl to a women well soon to be like a women like my mom. I'm miss her when she leaves. I'm 5'5 brown eyes but changes with my emotions so I wear shades a lot,black hair with natural brown streaks, I love basketball and softball a lot, and I love to dance.